Niggas here be saying « JUST BE NT » but

[blackpilledforlife]

Its just impossible. If youre not NT youll never gonna become NT you are born this way. I tried and forced myself for months to socialize and change my behaviour and do NT stuff but eventually autism comes back.
Dont compare yourself to other people. Yes there are NTs who get girls and have friends but how the fuck do you know that you would be satisfied with their life, with their gf, with friends etc. Everyone has his own dopamine inducing things you need to find your own and if youre not NT, an NT Life is not gonna satisfy you. Maybe just at the beginning.
Of course its always good to feel that people genuiley like you and care about you, but having to fight for that lol fuck it

 

[khvirgin]

"but eventually autism comes back."

elaborate?

 

[St.TikTokcel]

Its just impossible. If youre not NT youll never gonna become NT you are born this way. I tried and forced myself for months to socialize and change my behaviour and do NT stuff but eventually autism comes back.
Dont compare yourself to other people. Yes there are NTs who get girls and have friends but how the fuck do you know that you would be satisfied with their life, with their gf, with friends etc. Everyone has his own dopamine inducing things you need to find your own and if youre not NT, an NT Life is not gonna satisfy you. Maybe just at the beginning.
Of course its always good to feel that people genuiley like you and care about you, but having to fight for that lol fuck it

and I say just be ethnic.

 

[Deleted member 26640]

"but eventually autism comes back."

elaborate?

@Tabula Rasa

 

[Tabula Rasa]

@Tabula Rasa

hi

 

[blackpilledforlife]

"but eventually autism comes back."

elaborate?

That feeling that you don’t belong in this world and thus will never belong in a group of humans. Feeling of total solitude and loneliness because you dont understand people and they dont understand you and they will never ever make you a part of their lives / groups

 

[blackpilledforlife]

and I say just be ethnic.

That works in France tbh

 

[St.TikTokcel]

That works in France tbh

Anywhere in the west.

 

[Deleted member 27219]

That feeling that you don’t belong in this world and thus will never belong in a group of humans. Feeling of total solitude and loneliness because you dont understand people and they dont understand you and they will never ever make you a part of their lives / groups

What vaccines does to a mf

 

[khvirgin]

That feeling that you don’t belong in this world and thus will never belong in a group of humans. Feeling of total solitude and loneliness because you dont understand people and they dont understand you and they will never ever make you a part of their lives / groups

you feel like you don't belong because you consider yourself subhuman or because you're not a normie?

You will never find dozens of people that understand you, you have to find one, maybe two. The rest of people are just to go outside instead of rotting home.
You can bear people you don't exactly love if you things that you love, if you don't even do things that you love then it's gonna be hard

 

[blackpilledforlife]

What vaccines does to a mf

Jflll no im being serious I felt that since I was literally a child a CHILD

 

[Deleted member 27219]

Jflll no im being serious I felt that since I was literally a child a CHILD

What fluoride does to a mf

 

[blackpilledforlife]

you feel like you don't belong because you consider yourself subhuman or because you're not a normie?

You will never find dozens of people that understand you, you have to find one, maybe two. The rest of people are just to go outside instead of rotting home.
You can bear people you don't exactly love if you things that you love, if you don't even do things that you love then it's gonna be hard

I feel this way because im not a normie
Yes but even to go outside a normie will always prefer another normie than an autist, thats what I realised, no matter how funny and Kind you are, a normie will prefer a normie even if this person is an egoistic boring bad mannered bastard, ALWAYS. Because they are the same and think the same
Its actually disgusting how many times I saw really bad people get away with everything and keep friends ( nothing to do with looks, they werent good looking at all, and im talking about male friendship)

 

[blackpilledforlife]

What fluoride does to a mf

Yeah maybe

 

[EdouardManlet]

The trick is you have to pick an NT personality which is closest to your autistic traits.

For example, I have a very monotone voice, so I don't try to be NT by having an upbeat personality. Instead, I lean in and behave as someone who has a "dry sense of humor".

 

[blackpilledforlife]

The trick is you have to pick an NT personality which is closest to your autistic traits.

For example, I have a very monotone voice, so I don't try to be NT by having an upbeat personality. Instead, I lean in and behavive as someone who has a "dry sense of humor".

dont you seem like a robot then ? I know a Guy exactly like that

 

[stevielake]

I'd sacrifice going down an entire psl point to become giga NT

 

[Deleted member 26675]

Its just impossible. If youre not NT youll never gonna become NT you are born this way. I tried and forced myself for months to socialize and change my behaviour and do NT stuff but eventually autism comes back.
Dont compare yourself to other people. Yes there are NTs who get girls and have friends but how the fuck do you know that you would be satisfied with their life, with their gf, with friends etc. Everyone has his own dopamine inducing things you need to find your own and if youre not NT, an NT Life is not gonna satisfy you. Maybe just at the beginning.
Of course its always good to feel that people genuiley like you and care about you, but having to fight for that lol fuck it

I wouldn't want to fix myself and become "normal" even if I could. I have a massive advantage in the academic world and will have a much easier time making money and building a career than my NT counterpart.

 

[Deleted member 26675]

I feel this way because im not a normie
Yes but even to go outside a normie will always prefer another normie than an autist, thats what I realised, no matter how funny and Kind you are, a normie will prefer a normie even if this person is an egoistic boring bad mannered bastard, ALWAYS. Because they are the same and think the same
Its actually disgusting how many times I saw really bad people get away with everything and keep friends ( nothing to do with looks, they werent good looking at all, and im talking about male friendship)

The way normies talk to each other is so dry and boring, they just ask each other the same predictable questions over and over and somehow derive enjoyment from it. They're like mindless robots and part of the reason I have no friends is I just don't enjoy being around them.

 

[blackpilledforlife]

The way normies talk to each other is so dry and boring, they just ask each other the same predictable questions over and over and somehow derive enjoyment from it. They're like mindless robots and part of the reason I have no friends is I just don't enjoy being around them.

I dont enjoy them either, I hate them to be honest, but I Also envy them because they are always happy and have no problems in Life
I find them boring but the fact that they dont want me as a friend makes me feel like an outcast
But im 100% agreeing with you they are lame and boring and a waste of Time

 

[blackpilledforlife]

I wouldn't want to fix myself and become "normal" even if I could. I have a massive advantage in the academic world and will have a much easier time making money and building a career than my NT counterpart.

Thats what you should do yes. But dont you feel lonely ? I dont mean in a gf/sex way, but in a friends way

 

[blackpilledforlife]

I'd sacrifice going down an entire psl point to become giga NT

Maybe not as a adult, because now as we grow older looks are more important, but as a teen i would have sacrificed a lot to be NT. Being a neurodivergent teen is the worst thing ever

 

[Deleted member 26675]

Thats what you should do yes. But dont you feel lonely ? I dont mean in a gf/sex way, but in a friends way

Yeah I definitely do, both in a gf/sex way and friends way. But it's a lot easier for me to cope with it than the average person. Also it comforts me to know that eventually in the future all my suffering will pay off.

 

[blackpilledforlife]

Yeah I definitely do, both in a gf/sex way and friends way. But it's a lot easier for me to cope with it than the average person. Also it comforts me to know that eventually in the future all my suffering will pay off.

Are you sure it will pay off ? How? I really Hope for it

 

[Deleted member 26675]

Are you sure it will pay off ? How? I really Hope for it

I'm not trying to brag but I'm a very high achiever academically. I have straight A's and I don't even show up to most of my classes. My university gave me a $1000 award for best math student of the year, and I also have multiple published math papers. I've never met someone who's better than me at coding, all my professors can tell I'm smarter than them and treat me with respect even tho I don't show up to class.

Currently trying to teach myself how to trade stocks and forex currencies. My dream is to be a day trader so I can make good money working my own schedule and travel the world while I work. Plus if I'm rich it'll be a lot easier to find a gf. As a backup plan I'm applying to grad school so I can always go the academic route.

 

[blackpilledforlife]

I'm not trying to brag but I'm a very high achiever academically. I have straight A's and I don't even show up to most of my classes. My university gave me a $1000 award for best math student of the year, and I also have multiple published math papers. I've never met someone who's better than me at coding, all my professors can tell I'm smarter than them and treat me with respect even tho I don't show up to class.

Currently trying to teach myself how to trade stocks and forex currencies. My dream is to be a day trader so I can make good money working my own schedule and travel the world while I work. Plus if I'm rich it'll be a lot easier to find a gf. As a backup plan I'm applying to grad school so I can always go the academic route.

Yes thats a good plan to become rich, but I mean money isnt enough to have people around you, I dont think it will resolve problems of loneliness
But its still better to be rich and alone

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

I'm not trying to brag but I'm a very high achiever academically. I have straight A's and I don't even show up to most of my classes. My university gave me a $1000 award for best math student of the year, and I also have multiple published math papers. I've never met someone who's better than me at coding, all my professors can tell I'm smarter than them and treat me with respect even tho I don't show up to class.

Currently trying to teach myself how to trade stocks and forex currencies. My dream is to be a day trader so I can make good money working my own schedule and travel the world while I work. Plus if I'm rich it'll be a lot easier to find a gf. As a backup plan I'm applying to grad school so I can always go the academic route.

Based. I am similar but not a genius like you

What language u code in? I’m still learning it from scratch despite getting top grades and scholarship rewards like u for top grades

Ima have to look into stock trading

 

[Deleted member 26675]

Based. I am similar but not a genius like you

What language u code in? I’m still learning it from scratch despite getting top grades and scholarship rewards like u for top grades

Ima have to look into stock trading

My specialty is C++ but I can code proficiently in any language. I like C++ because it's compiled directly to machine code and gives you more control than other languages, especially with things like memory allocation and management. I also really like the object-oriented features, templates, operator overloading, and macros. People who say C++ is bad are just too dumb to understand it or utilitze it correctly.

Even so I don't think it's perfect and I'm planning on writing a compiler for my own programming language this year, which will be superior to all other previous languages.

I'm really into coding for GPUs and parallel processing. I wrote my own graphics engine back in 2021 during covid, kind of like Unity or something but not with nearly as many features obviously. I wanna study something related to artificial intelligence or parallel processing in grad school if I go.

 

[Deleted member 26675]

Yes thats a good plan to become rich, but I mean money isnt enough to have people around you, I dont think it will resolve problems of loneliness
But its still better to be rich and alone

Just imagine having all the money you could ever need, being able to travel and live anywhere you want and never being tied down. I know I would be happy if I could live that kind of life, even if I was alone.

But also if I was making good money and working for myself, I'd have plenty of time to develop my social skills and put myself out there more.

 

[Deleted member 27932]

Its just impossible. If youre not NT youll never gonna become NT you are born this way. I tried and forced myself for months to socialize and change my behaviour and do NT stuff but eventually autism comes back.
Dont compare yourself to other people. Yes there are NTs who get girls and have friends but how the fuck do you know that you would be satisfied with their life, with their gf, with friends etc. Everyone has his own dopamine inducing things you need to find your own and if youre not NT, an NT Life is not gonna satisfy you. Maybe just at the beginning.
Of course its always good to feel that people genuiley like you and care about you, but having to fight for that lol fuck it

nah i used to be nt then i stopped talking

 

[Deleted member 27542]

Its just impossible. If youre not NT youll never gonna become NT you are born this way. I tried and forced myself for months to socialize and change my behaviour and do NT stuff but eventually autism comes back.
Dont compare yourself to other people. Yes there are NTs who get girls and have friends but how the fuck do you know that you would be satisfied with their life, with their gf, with friends etc. Everyone has his own dopamine inducing things you need to find your own and if youre not NT, an NT Life is not gonna satisfy you. Maybe just at the beginning.
Of course its always good to feel that people genuiley like you and care about you, but having to fight for that lol fuck it

I knew a guy who was nt and average looking. he used to hit on many girls. But the catch is they never knew that hitted on so many girls and eventually after a lot of time he found one(average looking but still better than nothing)

 

[Deleted member 25667]

Yes there are NTs who get girls and have friends but how the fuck do you know that you would be satisfied with their life, with their gf, with friends etc. Everyone has his own dopamine inducing things you need to find your own and if youre not NT, an NT Life is not gonna satisfy you. Maybe just at the beginning

This is cope in its most pure form. You know full well that a human's overall satisfaction and happiness increases when relationships, socialising and companionship are present throughout ones life.

Autism, especially high functioning autism, just prevents one from establishing said connections, it doesn't take away the desire and yearning humans have to touch, feel, talk, and establish relationships with one another.

 

[blackpilledforlife]

This is cope in its most pure form. You know full well that a human's overall satisfaction and happiness increases when relationships, socialising and companionship are present throughout ones life.

Autism, especially high functioning autism, just prevents one from establishing said connections, it doesn't take away the desire and yearning humans have to touch, feel, talk, and establish relationships with one another.

Yes but like I said it depends on the people you have those relationships with. Thats why I said an NT Life wouldn’t satisfy every autist because those people can be boring for him but the NT guy will love them. Ive had friends just to not stay alone and it wasn’t bad but I never felt any real euphoria when doing stuff with them.
What counts is the person and NTs take everyone and dont search for the right person/people they just take the first person thats comes into their lives but thats just my opinion

 

[blackpilledforlife]

This is cope in its most pure form. You know full well that a human's overall satisfaction and happiness increases when relationships, socialising and companionship are present throughout ones life.

Autism, especially high functioning autism, just prevents one from establishing said connections, it doesn't take away the desire and yearning humans have to touch, feel, talk, and establish relationships with one another.

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[Deleted member 21244]

"but eventually autism comes back."

elaborate?

He meant it takes mental effort to mask NT and eventually it vanishes

 

[blackpilledforlife]

He meant it takes mental effort to mask NT and eventually it vanishes

Exactly

 

[fvolkek]

Its just impossible. If youre not NT youll never gonna become NT you are born this way. I tried and forced myself for months to socialize and change my behaviour and do NT stuff but eventually autism comes back.
Dont compare yourself to other people. Yes there are NTs who get girls and have friends but how the fuck do you know that you would be satisfied with their life, with their gf, with friends etc. Everyone has his own dopamine inducing things you need to find your own and if youre not NT, an NT Life is not gonna satisfy you. Maybe just at the beginning.
Of course its always good to feel that people genuiley like you and care about you, but having to fight for that lol fuck it

“Everyone has their own dopamine”

When the fuck did the word dopamine and serotonin become mainstream, I swear people have no clue what they really are and both pseudos everywhere and 15 year old girls on tiktok are using it all the time. There’s no such thing as “different dopamine”, in any case different level of saturation in dopamine receptors, which may make u addicted to stuff? so what? what does that have to do with being NT?
While I agree that if ur non-NT / actually autistic it’s likely over if ur a sub 5, most people say their not NT and they actually are, like if ur not clinically diagnosed as autistic then you’re not.

 

[blackpilledforlife]

He meant it takes mental effort to mask NT and eventually it vanishes

Exactly

“Everyone has their own dopamine”

When the fuck did the word dopamine and serotonin become mainstream, I swear people have no clue what they really are and both pseudos everywhere and 15 year old girls on tiktok are using it all the time. There’s no such thing as “different dopamine”, in any case different level of saturation in dopamine receptors, which may make u addicted to stuff? so what? what does that have to do with being NT?
While I agree that if ur non-NT / actually autistic it’s likely over if ur a sub 5, most people say their not NT and they actually are, like if ur not clinically diagnosed as autistic then you’re not.

i said dopamine inducing things not « everyone has different dopamine » and everything I say is my opinion and from my experience, I dont feel anything with stuff that normies find exciting its boring and I get no dopamine from it.
I dont think anyone wants to be Non-NT and would lie about that, its just the reality of some people here me included