Serious NoFap kinda scares me

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When I did NoFap for 3 months back in 2017, I went mad and manipulated a girl into meeting me, making out and tried to talk her into sex too but that didn't go well.

I was insane during that time. I was extremely sex driven and anything but cumming in a girl's pussy was cope to me.

What scares me is what I would if I were to keep the streak going. How far would I go? I got hurt really bad by my actions in my 3 month streak and I'm scared of doing something that might end up causing me more pain.

But maybe, if I exceed my old record, my manipuation skills would improve even further and this time, perhaps I could actually get laid. My oneitis said that getting laid is all about chemistry and that you shouldn't have to persist for it to happen but this applies to normies. and chads.

I'm not a normie, I'm way far behind my competition and especially girls, so maybe I would have to do something drastic to catch up. Desperate situations need desperate measures after all.
 
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Because she said I made a bruise on her lips, said I pressured her, told me that telling her to have sex for fun really annoyed her and she overall told me off for attempting to bed her.
 
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Because she said I made a bruise on her lips, said I pressured her, told me that telling her to have sex for fun really annoyed her and she overall told me off for attempting to bed her.
Not ur fault she's just a bitch
 
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I mean if she's a slut might as well just go for it which you did.

You didn't do anything wrong at all

Why do you call her slut? And shouldn't I have gone for it if she wasn't a slut? I don't get this.
 
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Why do you call her slut? And shouldn't I have gone for it if she wasn't a slut? I don't get this.
You didn't do anything wrong and she was asking for it anyway. if she truly didn't want it at one point she should have told you earlier instead of leading you on and then making you feel bad
 
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Going since Sept 1st 9PM, will not cum again until I ascend.

Your results make no sense, the more self-composed you're supposed to be.
 
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You didn't do anything wrong and she was asking for it anyway. if she truly didn't want it at one point she should have told you earlier instead of leading you on and then making you feel bad
What do you mean she was asking for it?
Going since Sept 1st 9PM, will not cum again until I ascend.

Your results make no sense, the more self-composed you're supposed to be.

I was composed till a certain point
 
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Put two and two together. I ain't your fault. She let you on
I agree with you but I started it according to her. Also, according to her and my mother, how she acted afterwards was completely irrelevant
 
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Yeah true and I wouldn't feel bad at all if it wasn't for al the shit she told me the next week. She made me feel guilty although I was asking for it
Exactly bro. As I said in that poll you made about it: not your fault. You're a guy and you want sex especially with the girl you love
 
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Exactly bro. As I said in that poll you made about it: not your fault. You're a guy and you want sex especially with the girl you love
She didn't know that actually. She thought I just wanted some casual sex from her.
 
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what could she do to make you stop loving her?
Maybe if she was more vicious. Maybe if she told me to do so. She could definately think of something. Although, she didn't mind me liking her. She never told me stop doing so.
 
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Maybe if she was more vicious. Maybe if she told me to do so. She could definately think of something. Although, she didn't mind me liking her. She never told me stop doing so.
Maybe tell her you love her now and see what happens
 
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Maybe tell her you love her now and see what happens
Nothing good will come out of it, that's for sure.

And why do you think she was so toxic with me? Why did she tell me off like that?
 
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because you presented yourself as desperate and beta like. even if you didn't do anything she could sense your desperation
How did I do that exactly? I was very confident with her. Execpt that time where I imidiately called her after she told me we won't have sex
 
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How did I do that exactly? I was very confident with her. Execpt that time where I imidiately called her after she told me we won't have sex
maybe she wanted u to pursue her more. maybe she's still waiting. or maybe she didn't like u from the beginning and tolerated you till she couldn't take it anymore and became toxic
 
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maybe she wanted u to pursue her more. maybe she's still waiting. or maybe she didn't like u from the beginning and tolerated you till she couldn't take it anymore and became toxic

But she literally told me I'm a dick and that I didn't turn her on. You definately don't tsay this to a guy that you want to pursue you. I could feel that she was cutting me off.

It's probably the last. She just tolerated me and finally became toxic in order to get rid of me.Pretty crap if you ask me, cause I thought she saw me differently now but in the end, she went back to treating me the same way she did in HS, as if nothing ever changed. And that's what hurted me the most.
 
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But she literally told me I'm a dick and that I didn't turn her on. You definately don't tsay this to a guy that you want to pursue you. I could feel that she was cutting me off.

It's probably the last. She just tolerated me and finally became toxic in order to get rid of me.Pretty crap if you ask me, cause I thought she saw me differently now but in the end, she went back to treating me the same way she did in HS, as if nothing ever changed. And that's what hurted me the most.
Yeah I think it might be the last one man. I'm sorry she led you on. After realizing this now do you still love her?
 
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Yeah I think it might be the last one man. I'm sorry she led you on. After realizing this now do you still love her?

Idk at this point. I fell in love with her very fast. Her humor, her wit, her vibe. It was so good. She was such a cool and laid back girl, not a stuck up bitch. She felt 'real', if you get what I'm saying. She didn't pull her phone, she was there, I felt like I had everything when she was by my side.

And then, one day, she changed completely. She became extremely toxic, vicious and basic overall. But I guess that was the price for trying to escape the friendzone, that her feelings for me would change completely in order to cut me off.

But that's just for me, chad gets to see the same side I once saw, and even better of course.
 
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Idk at this point. I fell in love with her very fast. Her humor, her wit, her vibe. It was so good. She was such a cool and laid back girl, not a stuck up bitch. She felt 'real', if you get what I'm saying. She didn't pull her phone, she was there, I felt like I had everything when she was by my side.

And then, one day, she changed completely. She became extremely toxic, vicious and basic overall. But I guess that was the price for trying to escape the friendzone, that her feelings for me would change completely in order to cut me off.

But that's just for me, chad gets to see the same side I once saw, and even better of course.
Yeah I get what you mean. I think she must have been tolerating you and became toxic and mean to get rid of you and that's not who she really was
 
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Yeah I get what you mean. I think she must have been tolerating you and became toxic and mean to get rid of you and that's not who she really was
Yes, and this is why it hurts so much cause she was the best girl but I just wasn't enough for her and pushed her to such extremes.
 
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I suppose so. What about you did she not like?

She said it was my personality. She said I was too pesimistic, competitive, whined a lot, she didn't like that i had no dreams, she said she didn't like me cause I didn't do anything crazy, she said we didn't have the same sense of humor, she didn't like that I told her I don't like the sun. But what she said that she hated the most about me was that I told her I went to physics school to prove myself to a teacher of mine.

And the cunt was so dedicated that she insisted that had I had a different personality she would have fucked me and that she was hoping I would be like her and shit like that.

But I call BS, cause she told me her fuck buddy was tall and blonde and I also saw her with a guy that looked like Tsyon Ballou. I'm 100% sure that her boyfriends mog me.
 
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Now I wanna do Nofap. Im gonna get laid so much I will turn into @blackopsslaycel
 

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