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She's at a party and tells me she hasn't drinked yet (trick to prove innocence)
She's posting video's of herself having fun with other girls.
Just snapped me that boys arrived with
with that shitemoji and that she didn't like it (trick to trigger jealousy)
I told her to enjoy the party and am ghosting her now. she keeps texting me stuff but I ignore it and it's eating my soul away.
I haven't gone to the gym this week. Why the fuck did biology let males have oneitis? This is cancerous
On the other side I wanna go to the gym and looksmax even harder. Statusmax harder and moneymax harder just to tell her fuck you.
Fuck man I have oneitis for her for around 2 years. Every girl that likes me is getting ignored by me because she's uglier than my oneitis and I hate it.
It seems that I can't like girls who are lower SMV than my oneitis.
I hate every bit of it and want it to end. Females can be manipulative and play their game so fucking good. I know EXACTLY what they're saying and I know EXACTLY what they try to do but the worst thing is that it works. My body still increases in certain hormones and decreases in others just because of some words over a fucking text.
Call it Black/Blue I don't care. I don't want this.
If I could change myself to someone else I'd do it in a instant. I am full of self-hate right now.
My vulnerable narcissism isn't helping and I told her that I had a mental thing like this and she's using it to her advantage. I hate myself and the fucking world.
Why the fuck is it that you like your oneitis that bad. Any other girl is the same. The same Status searching hive-mind but some get addicted to some personality traits of you. Like how you get addicted to certain things of your oneitis even though there are 50 other girls.
It's not fucking ABUNDANT MENTALITY or whatever redpill shit you'll think of. Girls like me and some girls who are shorter than me (5''6 - 5''8) look at me when I am outside. Everyday I encounter some girl who holds my eye contact for 3-4 seconds and gives me some IOI's. Does she want me to orbit her? No I am good looking.. or maybe not.
This site. My oneitis. My chad dad with narcissism has all effected me to this moment. All my life has led me to this moment hating my fucking self.
2 days ago I was thinking the exact same shit. I hate this
@Nibba
I should read Red-pill and try to improve my life right? I mean if I am this low I could put everything into it if I tried.
I don't have interesting qualities and that's why girls don't ever want me thats my prophecy. Tbh I can rhyme but that's just not how it should be I don't like this new me. I'm turning into blackopstruecel and I don't like it cause it shows I am not doing well. It lowers my status on this and I hate that you know that right? Seriously
She's posting video's of herself having fun with other girls.
Just snapped me that boys arrived with
with that shitemoji and that she didn't like it (trick to trigger jealousy)I told her to enjoy the party and am ghosting her now. she keeps texting me stuff but I ignore it and it's eating my soul away.
I haven't gone to the gym this week. Why the fuck did biology let males have oneitis? This is cancerous
On the other side I wanna go to the gym and looksmax even harder. Statusmax harder and moneymax harder just to tell her fuck you.
Fuck man I have oneitis for her for around 2 years. Every girl that likes me is getting ignored by me because she's uglier than my oneitis and I hate it.
It seems that I can't like girls who are lower SMV than my oneitis.
I hate every bit of it and want it to end. Females can be manipulative and play their game so fucking good. I know EXACTLY what they're saying and I know EXACTLY what they try to do but the worst thing is that it works. My body still increases in certain hormones and decreases in others just because of some words over a fucking text.
Call it Black/Blue I don't care. I don't want this.
If I could change myself to someone else I'd do it in a instant. I am full of self-hate right now.
My vulnerable narcissism isn't helping and I told her that I had a mental thing like this and she's using it to her advantage. I hate myself and the fucking world.
Why the fuck is it that you like your oneitis that bad. Any other girl is the same. The same Status searching hive-mind but some get addicted to some personality traits of you. Like how you get addicted to certain things of your oneitis even though there are 50 other girls.
It's not fucking ABUNDANT MENTALITY or whatever redpill shit you'll think of. Girls like me and some girls who are shorter than me (5''6 - 5''8) look at me when I am outside. Everyday I encounter some girl who holds my eye contact for 3-4 seconds and gives me some IOI's. Does she want me to orbit her? No I am good looking.. or maybe not.
This site. My oneitis. My chad dad with narcissism has all effected me to this moment. All my life has led me to this moment hating my fucking self.
2 days ago I was thinking the exact same shit. I hate this
@Nibba
I should read Red-pill and try to improve my life right? I mean if I am this low I could put everything into it if I tried.
I don't have interesting qualities and that's why girls don't ever want me thats my prophecy. Tbh I can rhyme but that's just not how it should be I don't like this new me. I'm turning into blackopstruecel and I don't like it cause it shows I am not doing well. It lowers my status on this and I hate that you know that right? Seriously
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