spdxer
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This morning i woke up feeling jealous and envious of other people my age I contemplated getting high off of something but u just couldn’t decide what i should pick. Fast foward 2 hrs later my HAPA friend is asking if i want to go to the gym with him, so I agreed and while i was there i learned that grapefruit juice potentiates opiods like crazy.
I come home, drink lots of juice and take 3 5mg pills of oxy. After waiting 30 mins i didnt feel shit so i gave up and started meditating, then it hit me. I felt insanley warm, lazy, euphoric and content with life, this may have been the happiest i had ever felt in 3 years. Everything felt beautiful… it was, at its peak stopping me from moving. So i slapped on some salvia path, ecco2k and aphex twin and just stayed still.
After i could move again I noticed everything felt good and no depressive thoughts came. My friend came over and conversation flowed so smoothly i thought i was dreaming.
Oxy made me feel life as if i was 5 again
its sad that i can’t always feel like that
I come home, drink lots of juice and take 3 5mg pills of oxy. After waiting 30 mins i didnt feel shit so i gave up and started meditating, then it hit me. I felt insanley warm, lazy, euphoric and content with life, this may have been the happiest i had ever felt in 3 years. Everything felt beautiful… it was, at its peak stopping me from moving. So i slapped on some salvia path, ecco2k and aphex twin and just stayed still.
After i could move again I noticed everything felt good and no depressive thoughts came. My friend came over and conversation flowed so smoothly i thought i was dreaming.
Oxy made me feel life as if i was 5 again
its sad that i can’t always feel like that
