Saw a picture of me when i was actual subhuman, worse then everything .org has seen

[Resurrected]

2022 when i was 18 year old insane acne, hideous eyes, weird hair and facial hair, oily bitchass glasses, very skinny, VERY asymmetric jaws (hemifacial microsomia one could say) and messed up teeth, no hygiene nor a single good feature. I was an actual subhuman at the verge of suicide. I never considerd myself human.

2025 after doing gym, puberty, hygiene and accutane - now i look somewhat like an average human being - still low MTN or barely MTN but atleast not LTN/Subhuman anymore, even found a girl i love which i thought i would never be deserving of.

Beginning of march i will have my jaw surgery (Trimax) to finally become of human flesh, with symmetric and nicely projected jaws and an normal bite without having issues to chew food.

After that i‘ll have CO2 skin Lasering to get rid off acne scars and lasering my eyes because i can‘t see well. Maybe Ramus(gonion) implants and infras aswell or just fillers instead. I don‘t plan on living life slaying or whatever usual people strive to do, i really just wanna be able to accept and not kill myself - everything else is extra.


TLDR; It‘s not over yet.

 

[Monarchy]

2022 when i was 18 year old insane acne, hideous eyes, weird hair and facial hair, oily bitchass glasses, very skinny, VERY asymmetric jaws (hemifacial microsomia one could say) and messed up teeth, no hygiene nor a single good feature. I was an actual subhuman at the verge of suicide. I never considerd myself human.

2025 after doing gym, puberty, hygiene and accutane - now i look somewhat like an average human being - still low MTN or barely MTN but atleast not LTN/Subhuman anymore, even found a girl i love which i thought i would never be deserving of.

Beginning of march i will have my jaw surgery (Trimax) to finally become of human flesh, with symmetric and nicely projected jaws and an normal bite without having issues to chew food.

After that i‘ll have CO2 skin Lasering and lasering my eyes because i can‘t see well. Maybe Ramus(gonion) implants and infras aswell or just fillers instead. I don‘t plan on living life slaying or whatever usual people strive to do, i really just wanna be able to accept and not kill myself - everything else is extra.


TLDR; It‘s not over yet.

Why blackpill tag

Motivation

 

[Xaus]

2022 when i was 18 year old insane acne, hideous eyes, weird hair and facial hair, oily bitchass glasses, very skinny, VERY asymmetric jaws (hemifacial microsomia one could say) and messed up teeth, no hygiene nor a single good feature. I was an actual subhuman at the verge of suicide. I never considerd myself human

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[Resurrected]

Why blackpill tag

Motivation

Because the thoughts never go away, it will always hunt me. To this day i sometimes pick up a knife, cry and think to myself if it‘s worth to continue life and i wait to see if things are changing or not