Seriously Considering Suicide

[HeresJohnny]

I used to have a good masculine nose but got too caught up in the delusional lookism bullshit

Hollywood nose bridge I had

Got rhino and went from HTN to invisible LTN/subhuman

I really ruined my life and I can just tell I ruined it since i just can’t cope anymore with my new face

 

[Clqs]

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[HeresJohnny]

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No man, why the fuck would I do that I have a family and others who know me

 

[Deleted member 55437]

Don’t bro

 

[noahwillascend]

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[Clqs]

No man, why the fuck would I do that I have a family and others who know me

You're gonna kys anyway so it doesn't matter

 

[HeresJohnny]

Don’t bro

Bhai it’s over

 

[Deleted member 55437]

Bhai it’s over

Get rhino

 

[HeresJohnny]

You're gonna kys anyway so it doesn't matter

Probably won’t

Idk tbh I actually had the balls to cold approach women only after 1yr+ of healing from rhino

But I just don’t feel the same

 

[LTNUser]

Don't bro
Stay positive

 

[Deleted member 59278]

I agree that life is pointless, but there's not much fun in suicide. Just try and have fun instead. Drugs is my virtue.

 

[HeresJohnny]

I agree that life is pointless, but there's not much fun in suicide. Just try and have fun instead. Drugs is my virtue.

I don’t want to be a loser though

I had a vision of being ordained by God to live a good life.


I was really blessed with that Hollywood nose bridge

But I was dumb I just threw it all away cuz I’m mentally ill and had a mental break

 

[Deleted member 44222]

DM me

 

[Deleted member 66591]

Joined Today at 12:29 AM

 

[Deleted member 66591]

Nigga hasnt been here for a day and already wants to die

 

[HeresJohnny]

Joined Today at 12:29 AM

Joined a long time ago but deleted now I’m back. I’m an OG user who came back to this place bhai

 

[whotthehell]

impossible to go from htn to ltn subhuman unless you were fucking 1 percentile botched, what the hell your nose look like is it fucked up from that surgery, just keep on living shit happens man you made big mistake what can I say, it's gonna be ok you'll get used to it

 

[3links2]

before you do it take out 20k in loans and wire it to me

 

[HeresJohnny]

before you do it take out 20k in loans and wire it to me

Ok bro just don’t get rhino w the money or you’ll suffer the same fate

 

[HeresJohnny]

impossible to go from htn to ltn subhuman unless you were fucking 1 percentile botched, what the hell your nose look like is it fucked up from that surgery, just keep on living shit happens man you made big mistake what can I say, it's gonna be ok you'll get used to it

Not subhuman but def went from a solid hot guy to an invisible mid fag

 

[Deleted member 76351]

theres hope boyo just coom often

 

[HeresJohnny]

theres hope boyo just coom often

Tried and it eventually fails not good enough

 

[Deleted member 83942]

Not subhuman but def went from a solid hot guy to an invisible mid fag

How to not get botched with rhino?

 

[TechnoBoss]

Why can't you get a revision? I had to get a revision too. I know how you must be feeling but it's not the end of the world. I know I can't see pictures of your nose as it currently stands, but surely it's fixable?

 

[HeresJohnny]

How to not get botched with rhino?

Don’t get it

 

[TechnoBoss]

How to not get botched with rhino?

You have to do a lot of research & not be afraid of shopping around for a doctor.

 

[Deleted member 83942]

Don’t get it

I need it I have a subhuman mfr

 

[HeresJohnny]

Why can't you get a revision? I had to get a revision too. I know how you must be feeling but it's not the end of the world. I know I can't see pictures of your nose as it currently stands, but surely it's fixable?

It’s fixable but I don’t have the money or time. At least not for another 5 years or something

Basically at that point it won’t even be worth it to get it fixed

 

[HeresJohnny]

I need it I have a subhuman mfr

Send pic

You probably don’t need it

Just go to therapy trust me

I wish I never started down the surgery rabbit hole

 

[Deleted member 83942]

Send pic

No pic but its like .84 and all because of nose I have a small philtrum and ideal ESR and IPD

 

[Deleted member 44380]

Your life is not over it can be fixed with reconstruction with cartilage

 

[Deleted member 16636]

I’m so sorry you’re feeling like this right now, but I want you to know that you are worth so much more than just your nose or how you look. You are an amazing person with so much to offer, and how you feel inside matters most. Please don’t let your nose define you, there’s so much more to life and to you than this one experience.

 

[TechnoBoss]

It’s fixable but I don’t have the money or time. At least not for another 5 years or something

Basically at that point it won’t even be worth it to get it fixed

Well then if it's fixable don't consider sui. Why don't you have the time? I don't mean to sound like a dick but if you have time to post here then you do have time. Money I understand is an issue but 5 years is not even that long in the grand scheme of things (and you may be exaggerating because rhino is one of the least expensive operations out there) - get a full time job for a year and as long as you make even 30k the year, you'll have enough for your rhino.

It is 100% worth it to get it fixed if you're considering doing something that extreme.

 

[solpafanima]

Why can't you get a revision? I had to get a revision too. I know how you must be feeling but it's not the end of the world. I know I can't see pictures of your nose as it currently stands, but surely it's fixable?

I will one day make sure you get your punishment, remember that.

 

[HeresJohnny]

Well then if it's fixable don't consider sui. Why don't you have the time? I don't mean to sound like a dick but if you have time to post here then you do have time. Money I understand is an issue but 5 years is not even that long in the grand scheme of things (and you may be exaggerating because rhino is one of the least expensive operations out there) - get a full time job for a year and as long as you make even 30k the year, you'll have enough for your rhino.

It is 100% worth it to get it fixed if you're considering doing something that extreme.

Yeah but healing is rough man, and I can’t psychologically endure the trauma again.

I am not really botched, nobody really noticed I got rhino

But it’s like it’s a video game and my XP got hard limited forever and I can just tell cuz I don’t get the same pull with other people anymore

 

[Deleted member 83942]

Well then if it's fixable don't consider sui. Why don't you have the time? I don't mean to sound like a dick but if you have time to post here then you do have time. Money I understand is an issue but 5 years is not even that long in the grand scheme of things (and you may be exaggerating because rhino is one of the least expensive operations out there) - get a full time job for a year and as long as you make even 30k the year, you'll have enough for your rhino.

It is 100% worth it to get it fixed if you're considering doing something that extreme.

Do you think the surgerymaxxing rabbit hole is worth it or is it cope and ascends no one?

 

[Deleted member 71543]

how are you going to blame you descending your nose on delusional lookism bullshit? if it looks worse how is that the advice

 

[HeresJohnny]

Do you think the surgerymaxxing rabbit hole is worth it or is it cope and ascends no one?

It may ascend someone but only if they do it for the right reasons and follow the rules.

People don’t know the rules because it’s really a matter of fuck around and find out.

But I’ll give you the rhino rule now that I learned after much suffering

If you have a good nose bridge don’t ever go under the knife

 

[HeresJohnny]

how are you going to blame you descending your nose on delusional lookism bullshit? if it looks worse how is that the advice

It’s more a issue of how I became a retard member of the community not necessity that everyone in the community is bad

 

[TechnoBoss]

Yeah but healing is rough man, and I can’t psychologically endure the trauma again.

I am not really botched, nobody really noticed I got rhino

But it’s like it’s a video game and my XP got hard limited forever and I can just tell cuz I don’t get the same pull with other people anymore

If no one noticed then how do you even think you got botched? And how long as it been since you got rhino? There is residual swelling which goes away over time. Maybe you're also just going through a dry spell. Sometimes I'll go through a few months where I have a harem and then other months I can't even get a MTB to text me back.

Do you think the surgerymaxxing rabbit hole is worth it or is it cope and ascends no one?

It's totally worth it for some people. Other people just need one or two WELL PERFORMED surgeries and they can ascend enough to live a great life. It's only cope if you're trying to get hundreds of thousands worth of surgeries to reach some kind of state of perfection. Perfection will never be reached anyway and those people that go heavy into the surgeries usually have mental issues like BDD that won't just go away if they they get every surgery under the sun.

 

[Deleted member 83942]

If no one noticed then how do you even think you got botched? And how long as it been since you got rhino? There is residual swelling which goes away over time. Maybe you're also just going through a dry spell. Sometimes I'll go through a few months where I have a harem and then other months I can't even get a MTB to text me back.


It's totally worth it for some people. Other people just need one or two WELL PERFORMED surgeries and they can ascend enough to live a great life. It's only cope if you're trying to get hundreds of thousands worth of surgeries to reach some kind of state of perfection. Perfection will never be reached anyway and those people that go heavy into the surgeries usually have mental issues like BDD that won't just go away if they they get every surgery under the sun.

I think I’m going to try it anyways yk worst that can happen is that I become a subhuman which I already pretty much am anyways

 

[HeresJohnny]

If no one noticed then how do you even think you got botched? And how long as it been since you got rhino? There is residual swelling which goes away over time. Maybe you're also just going through a dry spell. Sometimes I'll go through a few months where I have a harem and then other months I can't even get a MTB to text me back.

Cuz I’m objectively uglier

Not a monstrosity or aberration of society

is not a Frankenstein issue

But I killed my edge. My nose bridge gave me that edge that I now lack, it killed me

It’s like if you undefined the nose bridge of alain delon

Still human but not lookin like a million bucks any longer

 

[HeresJohnny]

I think I’m going to try it anyways yk worst that can happen is that I become a subhuman which I already pretty much am anyways

Don’t man don’t please just go to therapy

 

[Deleted member 83942]

Don’t man don’t please just go to therapy

Therapy ain’t going to get me an ltr

 

[HeresJohnny]

Therapy ain’t going to get me an ltr

Unsurprisingly will.

It just makes you confident again

Every one has the capability to think right and proper but sometimes we just lose it on our own

Even one session can revitalize your sense of boundaries and self respect

I didn’t like therapy never considered it but only did it after this roller coaster of the last few years w my surgery

 

[TechnoBoss]

I think I’m going to try it anyways yk worst that can happen is that I become a subhuman which I already pretty much am anyways

You have to be objective and keep the expectations realistic. Just get multiple opinions from doctors and think about what you'd realistically need to ascend. I got a rhino and stopped there, and it was the best decision I've ever made. Just make sure you pick a good doctor.

Cuz I’m objectively uglier

Not a monstrosity or aberration of society

is not a Frankenstein issue

But I killed my edge. My nose bridge gave me that edge that I now lack, it killed me

It’s like if you undefined the nose bridge of alain delon

Still human but not lookin like a million bucks any longer

Well it doesn't sound like it's worth sui over so maybe just get a full time job (any job you get should give you enough for what you need)

Also, you can go to Turkey and get it revised. I've seen very good results & and it's cheaper there.

 

[Deleted member 83942]

Unsurprisingly will.

It just makes you confident again

Every one has the capability to think right and proper but sometimes we just lose it on our own

Even one session can revitalize your sense of boundaries and self respect

I didn’t like therapy never considered it but only did it after this roller coaster of the last few years w my surgery

“Yeah bro just be confident and work on your self”

Average results from good confidence

 

[Deleted member 83942]

You have to be objective and keep the expectations realistic. Just get multiple opinions from doctors and think about what you'd realistically need to ascend. I got a rhino and stopped there, and it was the best decision I've ever made. Just make sure you pick a good doctor.


Well it doesn't sound like it's worth sui over so maybe just get a full time job (any job you get should give you enough for what you need)

Also, you can go to Turkey and get it revised. I've seen very good results & and it's cheaper there.

CHAD OR DEATH

 

[HeresJohnny]

“Yeah bro just be confident and work on your self”

Average results from good confidence

Trust man

Surgery is for crazy people

“Have good confidence and work on yourself” is the most you should do in the realm of looksmaxzinv

Taking a saw to your face and hoping for the best is next to taking crack

You sound like a young guy.

Just keep pushing man don’t fuck it up

 

[Deleted member 83942]

Trust man

Surgery is for crazy people

“Have good confidence and work on yourself” is the most you should do in the realm of looksmaxzinv

Taking a saw to your face and hoping for the best is next to taking crack

You sound like a young guy.

Just keep pushing man don’t fuck it up

Nah I think im more ascendable than most I don’t need any oestomies or crazy procedures tbh