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We have been seeing each other for 2 months. In those two months I've only been focused on her, didn't feel like I wanted to ruin my chances with her. She said she wanted to take it slow with me because she can see a future with me. I had no problems taking it slow until now.
I went to a birthday party of a mutual friend recently and I saw her there. I went up and talked to her and we hung out like 3/4ths of the night. She got decently drunk and was hitting on this Adonis of a guy. She ended up going home with him. I feel kinda numb right now, and I feel like I don't really matter. We are not exclusive so I don't know how to feel. Her friend told me she hooked up with another guy a few weeks ago as well.
Is there even any merit in me taking my relationship with her seriously anymore. I feel like the guy she's keeping around for all the emotional stuff, but isnt attracted to me or something. The most she's ever done is initiate a kiss. And that's all we have ever done besides hand holding and cuddling. I'm not an insecure person normally, but I feel so insecure right now. Like I'm not good enough or something idk.
Am I a closet cuckold?
I went to a birthday party of a mutual friend recently and I saw her there. I went up and talked to her and we hung out like 3/4ths of the night. She got decently drunk and was hitting on this Adonis of a guy. She ended up going home with him. I feel kinda numb right now, and I feel like I don't really matter. We are not exclusive so I don't know how to feel. Her friend told me she hooked up with another guy a few weeks ago as well.
Is there even any merit in me taking my relationship with her seriously anymore. I feel like the guy she's keeping around for all the emotional stuff, but isnt attracted to me or something. The most she's ever done is initiate a kiss. And that's all we have ever done besides hand holding and cuddling. I'm not an insecure person normally, but I feel so insecure right now. Like I'm not good enough or something idk.
Am I a closet cuckold?