BPDexhead
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A few years ago in summer around the month april, my friends visited my house, wanting to borrow my tricycle, but I told them that I would only let them borrow my tricycle if they let me join their ride, and then they agreed, afterward, we were strolling around the neighborhood until it rained and one of my friends begged me to take him home for some reasons and so I manned the tricycle, but before I took him home, I dropped off the other friends to my house.
On my way home after taking my friend to his home, I came across three kids on the street, two girls and one boy, I looked at them and they looked at me back for a second, then they smirked, it went from smirking to giggling to one of the girls saying yuck (out loud),
then a voice inside my head said: "I'm attractive How could this happen?"
(I'm not actually attractive, I'm more like sub-human tier but keep in mind that I was blue pilled back then)
my brain malfunctioned that I needed to cope quickly so I did a doughnut with my tricycle to show off how cool I am,
(Imagine the car is a tricycle)
but then I realized that I looked like an idiot! I wasn't even forming tracks! I was ashamed but thankfully no one was watching me there aside from those kids that insulted me, I might've scared off the kids I think.
then I finally arrived at my house but the thought loop "I'm attractive but How could this happen?" is still stuck in my head. I entered my house, I was normal for a while until something triggered it (I didn't remember it) but I threw a "quiet" tantrum, I didn't yell because I was too high inhib to yell so I was just hitting random stuff around my house while my friends are trying to stop me and some of them even said, "dude what's your problem!" I headed to our kitchen,
then I lied down the floor and wailed as I reminisced the horrible scene that just happened
my friends were watching, some of them even said "Oh shit bro(another friend) you made him cry!", it pissed me off even more that I wanted to smash the empty bottle of soy milk in front me on the ground, and so I grabbed the bottle and I acted like as if I am about to smash it the on the floor, one friend saw what I was about to do so he yelled "Oh shit my dude is about to smash that bottle" and then one of them stole the bottle from me and lifted me up, and he said "Bro chill, everything is going to be alright" "What's your problem dude?" I said "Some kids insulted me!" then he said "Bro! that's so minuscule, don't worry about that shit bro, just enjoy life bro!"
P.S Sorry for my bad English
On my way home after taking my friend to his home, I came across three kids on the street, two girls and one boy, I looked at them and they looked at me back for a second, then they smirked, it went from smirking to giggling to one of the girls saying yuck (out loud),
then a voice inside my head said: "I'm attractive How could this happen?"
(I'm not actually attractive, I'm more like sub-human tier but keep in mind that I was blue pilled back then)
my brain malfunctioned that I needed to cope quickly so I did a doughnut with my tricycle to show off how cool I am,
(Imagine the car is a tricycle)
but then I realized that I looked like an idiot! I wasn't even forming tracks! I was ashamed but thankfully no one was watching me there aside from those kids that insulted me, I might've scared off the kids I think.
then I finally arrived at my house but the thought loop "I'm attractive but How could this happen?" is still stuck in my head. I entered my house, I was normal for a while until something triggered it (I didn't remember it) but I threw a "quiet" tantrum, I didn't yell because I was too high inhib to yell so I was just hitting random stuff around my house while my friends are trying to stop me and some of them even said, "dude what's your problem!" I headed to our kitchen,
then I lied down the floor and wailed as I reminisced the horrible scene that just happened
my friends were watching, some of them even said "Oh shit bro(another friend) you made him cry!", it pissed me off even more that I wanted to smash the empty bottle of soy milk in front me on the ground, and so I grabbed the bottle and I acted like as if I am about to smash it the on the floor, one friend saw what I was about to do so he yelled "Oh shit my dude is about to smash that bottle" and then one of them stole the bottle from me and lifted me up, and he said "Bro chill, everything is going to be alright" "What's your problem dude?" I said "Some kids insulted me!" then he said "Bro! that's so minuscule, don't worry about that shit bro, just enjoy life bro!"
P.S Sorry for my bad English
