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funnyhowtheytalking
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so.. based on the feedback ive got throughout my life (compliments, been told to model/act).. and based on my experiences with girsl..
i could say that im conventionally attractive. easily..
but.. i still cant seem to stop obsessing over fwhr, chin height, etc..
and i mean.. i think i mentalcel over shit so much that i actually start seeing myself in a fucked way..
like.. i just grew out of one of my autistic PSL phases, where i was obsessing over my left side.. it used to look deformed tier TO ME at that time.. but now, it looks top percentile.
HOW DO I STOP??
i have no RL validation.. all i do is take 100s of videos of myself everyday and try to feel better 
i could say that im conventionally attractive. easily..
but.. i still cant seem to stop obsessing over fwhr, chin height, etc..
and i mean.. i think i mentalcel over shit so much that i actually start seeing myself in a fucked way..
like.. i just grew out of one of my autistic PSL phases, where i was obsessing over my left side.. it used to look deformed tier TO ME at that time.. but now, it looks top percentile.
HOW DO I STOP??
i have no RL validation.. all i do is take 100s of videos of myself everyday and try to feel better 
