
160cmcurry
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testosterone is branded as pure power, muscle, sex drive, aggression. better performance, sharper aggression, more confidence, euphoric highs. what people don’t admit when they’re juiced is the other part of it. test doesn’t just make you angrier, it pushes on every hormone you’ve got. if you’re someone who’s numb, testosterone will tear that numbness open. you’ll feel emotions so raw they don’t make sense, sometimes you’ll cry over stupid things that shouldn’t matter, but they do. i get why nobody talks about it.
men are conditioned to only show anger. the only acceptable emotion as a man you’re supposed to show is anger. nobody mentions the identity crisis it drags out at night, do i even matter? does anything i do matter? am i important? or am i just lonely? does what i do even matter? what even is all this for? childhood trauma, the rejection, years of isolation, rejection, every scar you tried to ignore, all of it floods back late at night.
men are conditioned to only show anger. the only acceptable emotion as a man you’re supposed to show is anger. nobody mentions the identity crisis it drags out at night, do i even matter? does anything i do matter? am i important? or am i just lonely? does what i do even matter? what even is all this for? childhood trauma, the rejection, years of isolation, rejection, every scar you tried to ignore, all of it floods back late at night.