NarrowBones
Ogre rat twink
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I need to have constant stimulation weather it’s from social interaction or a show or a YouTube video if I’m alone in my own mind for longer than 10 mins this vile voice in my head torments me and says how ugly I am and chants my facial flaws over and over again until I have to look in the mirror and what I see is what I can only describe as horror, I can’t sleep or do anything it’s like a second me is trying to cuase as much pain as possible as it knows all my insecurities and fears, whenever I don’t like the way I look I punch and scratch my face as if it’s someone else controlling my arms that isn’t satisfied with how I look, every week my face is swollen from self harm. I just want perfect eyes and to be accepting of my flaws I can’t take it anymore
