thinking about running away

[hax]

- this is to be taken very seriously as i'm thinking more and more about this every day -​

the house i live in is absolute hell; literal child abuse when it comes to mental and physical health (like half my .org posts).

recently i've been thinking about running away, since i feel like i have nothing to lose. just for a year.
school is suifuel (even though i'm average), all my friends switched up on me, my parents would rather see me eat candy than meat, and there's too much noise everywhere, literally everything pisses me off.

i can't deal with this life anymore. i need somewhere else to stay.

that's why i really just want to leave this house and leave a note on the table, telling my parents i'll send them a letter every week or month if they leave me alone.

ofc i have a plan: take my bike and ride to another country, somewhere far in the mountains and basically unspottable.
i'd leave every electronic device at home and either take money from my parents or use all the savings i have, if that’s the price to pay.

thankfully, my only real irl friend also has nothing to lose. i talked to him about it and he said he agreed.
he said he could order roids or something for himself, then follow me along, since “it’s not that deep at the end of the day”.

basically, the idea is to go to the supermarket once a month, stock up on supplies, and live off them while we chill the rest of the time. that would be ideal.

it’s not fixed yet, but i’m seriously considering it. all we’d need is some camping gear. even if we had to adapt or risk our lives, i don’t really care; anything is better than this and i can promise you it's not a phase, it's been going on for too long and it never got better.

 

[hax]

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[kababcel]

- this is to be taken very seriously as i'm thinking more and more about this every day -​

the house i live in is absolute hell; literal child abuse when it comes to mental and physical health (like half my .org posts).

recently i've been thinking about running away, since i feel like i have nothing to lose. just for a year.
school is suifuel (even though i'm average), all my friends switched up on me, my parents would rather see me eat candy than meat, and there's too much noise everywhere, literally everything pisses me off.

i can't deal with this life anymore. i need somewhere else to stay.

that's why i really just want to leave this house and leave a note on the table, telling my parents i'll send them a letter every week or month if they leave me alone.

ofc i have a plan: take my bike and ride to another country, somewhere far in the mountains and basically unspottable.
i'd leave every electronic device at home and either take money from my parents or use all the savings i have, if that’s the price to pay.

thankfully, my only real irl friend also has nothing to lose. i talked to him about it and he said he agreed.
he said he could order roids or something for himself, then follow me along, since “it’s not that deep at the end of the day”.

basically, the idea is to go to the supermarket once a month, stock up on supplies, and live off them while we chill the rest of the time. that would be ideal.

it’s not fixed yet, but i’m seriously considering it. all we’d need is some camping gear. even if we had to adapt or risk our lives, i don’t really care; anything is better than this and i can promise you it's not a phase, it's been going on for too long and it never got better.

Good luck bro, hopefully everything goes well for you

 

[Sceptical]

fuck

 

[A_Ron_Kool_Aid]

Going to reply in 5 minutes hold on

 

[Bryce]

Trust me when I say it really would not work

There's just too much that the world requires from someone to survive and leaving the only place that can possibly foster your integration into society is a recipe for disaster

Few people have successfully done what you're talking about, unfortunately

 

[nobodylovesme]

Go for it, sounds fun

 

[MogsGymMaxx]

It’s not worth it nigga, you will be caught just thug it out

 

[chrisangeler]

- this is to be taken very seriously as i'm thinking more and more about this every day -​

the house i live in is absolute hell; literal child abuse when it comes to mental and physical health (like half my .org posts).

recently i've been thinking about running away, since i feel like i have nothing to lose. just for a year.
school is suifuel (even though i'm average), all my friends switched up on me, my parents would rather see me eat candy than meat, and there's too much noise everywhere, literally everything pisses me off.

i can't deal with this life anymore. i need somewhere else to stay.

that's why i really just want to leave this house and leave a note on the table, telling my parents i'll send them a letter every week or month if they leave me alone.

ofc i have a plan: take my bike and ride to another country, somewhere far in the mountains and basically unspottable.
i'd leave every electronic device at home and either take money from my parents or use all the savings i have, if that’s the price to pay.

thankfully, my only real irl friend also has nothing to lose. i talked to him about it and he said he agreed.
he said he could order roids or something for himself, then follow me along, since “it’s not that deep at the end of the day”.

basically, the idea is to go to the supermarket once a month, stock up on supplies, and live off them while we chill the rest of the time. that would be ideal.

it’s not fixed yet, but i’m seriously considering it. all we’d need is some camping gear. even if we had to adapt or risk our lives, i don’t really care; anything is better than this and i can promise you it's not a phase, it's been going on for too long and it never got better.

you might need to improve your plan a bit but honestly I don't see a reason on why you shouldn't

 

[valentine]

you would regret it man

 

[Slayfer]

- this is to be taken very seriously as i'm thinking more and more about this every day -​

the house i live in is absolute hell; literal child abuse when it comes to mental and physical health (like half my .org posts).

recently i've been thinking about running away, since i feel like i have nothing to lose. just for a year.
school is suifuel (even though i'm average), all my friends switched up on me, my parents would rather see me eat candy than meat, and there's too much noise everywhere, literally everything pisses me off.

i can't deal with this life anymore. i need somewhere else to stay.

that's why i really just want to leave this house and leave a note on the table, telling my parents i'll send them a letter every week or month if they leave me alone.

ofc i have a plan: take my bike and ride to another country, somewhere far in the mountains and basically unspottable.
i'd leave every electronic device at home and either take money from my parents or use all the savings i have, if that’s the price to pay.

thankfully, my only real irl friend also has nothing to lose. i talked to him about it and he said he agreed.
he said he could order roids or something for himself, then follow me along, since “it’s not that deep at the end of the day”.

basically, the idea is to go to the supermarket once a month, stock up on supplies, and live off them while we chill the rest of the time. that would be ideal.

it’s not fixed yet, but i’m seriously considering it. all we’d need is some camping gear. even if we had to adapt or risk our lives, i don’t really care; anything is better than this and i can promise you it's not a phase, it's been going on for too long and it never got better.

How much money do you have saved up?

 

[Slayfer]

you would regret it man

I agree, and I like your new pfp.

 

[hax]

Trust me when I say it really would not work

There's just too much that the world requires from someone to survive and leaving the only place that can possibly foster your integration into society is a recipe for disaster

Few people have successfully done what you're talking about, unfortunately

there's nothing more that this family could put over me, the only thing i hold on to is my pc and idec if i have someone
it could be 6 months too or something like that, anything that separates me from them idgas, i've done this before it's pretty easy
i feel like the only struggle will be planning on where to sleep (and rotate) with the trouble on how to dopamine detox

Go for it, sounds fun

ain't nothing fun in this, i wish my life was better so i wouldn't even have to consider these things

 

[A_Ron_Kool_Aid]

Sounds like a chill life to me, especially if you're friend is doing it with you. But ngl it depends on your age. Don't recommend doing this under 16-17. Also unless if you're planning to live the rest of your life in the wild, then this aint a good plan. Recommend finishing highschool then at 18 moving away or something

 

[valentine]

I agree, and I like your new pfp.

thankyou

 

[givemeheight]

pls don't come to germany we have enough immigrants already, rather stay in mumbai

 

[browncurrycel]

Water, but don't move out until u have a stable source of income

 

[hax]

How much money do you have saved up?

i have more than 5k+ and my bro has way more so i'm pretty chill money-wise

you would regret it man

i feel like it wouldn't be all that bad if i'm not alone, i can also come back home anytime i want they won't do shit
but yea i still have to think about this, this is what i'm most definitely doing if my parents start sending me to hospitals again and all that other bs
i won't do it in the next few weeks it's something i have to plan when i realize there's no more options for me...

 

[Slayfer]

i have more than 5k+ and my bro has way more so i'm pretty chill money-wise


i feel like it wouldn't be all that bad if i'm not alone, i can also come back home anytime i want they won't do shit
but yea i still have to think about this, this is what i'm most definitely doing if my parents start sending me to hospitals again and all that other bs
i won't do it in the next few weeks it's something i have to plan when i realize there's no more options for me...

If you have 5k why don't you just buy yourself nutritious food?

Either way I think it would be more logical to just move into an apartment with said friend, if you both have a reasonable amount saved up and income source.

 

[hax]

If you have 5k why don't you just buy yourself nutritious food?

Either way I think it would be more logical to just move into an apartment with said friend, if you both have a reasonable amount saved up and income source.

yea that's my first option, dw there's may more options before that i'm going to try
this is really the last last last case scenario and i wanted to make it public so i don't end up missing all of a sudden
there's a major chance this will never happen but that doesn't mean 0%

 

[Slayfer]

yea that's my first option, dw there's may more options before that i'm going to try
this is really the last last last case scenario and i wanted to make it public so i don't end up missing all of a sudden
there's a major chance this will never happen but that doesn't mean 0%

Okay, that's good to hear.

Good luck boyo.

 

[User28823]

its not that deep bro.

 

[hax]

Okay, that's good to hear.

Good luck boyo.

i keep saying this but i will keep people updated on every ounce of my life

 

[hax]

internet lag, i'm sleeping and thinking now*

 

[Slayfer]

i keep saying this but i will keep people updated on every ounce of my life

Every time I see one of your posts it makes you seem more and more like one of my friends, nearly every post sounds identical to a story he has told me. (but he is American)

Strange stuff.

 

[kenibba]

if i do it ill miss you brah, be careful.

 

[hax]

Every time I see one of your posts it makes you seem more and more like one of my friends, nearly every post sounds identical to a story he has told me. (but he is American)

Strange stuff.

i would never say these things outside of this forum but it’s nice to know

 

[SvtvnTr14d]

- this is to be taken very seriously as i'm thinking more and more about this every day -​

the house i live in is absolute hell; literal child abuse when it comes to mental and physical health (like half my .org posts).

recently i've been thinking about running away, since i feel like i have nothing to lose. just for a year.
school is suifuel (even though i'm average), all my friends switched up on me, my parents would rather see me eat candy than meat, and there's too much noise everywhere, literally everything pisses me off.

i can't deal with this life anymore. i need somewhere else to stay.

that's why i really just want to leave this house and leave a note on the table, telling my parents i'll send them a letter every week or month if they leave me alone.

ofc i have a plan: take my bike and ride to another country, somewhere far in the mountains and basically unspottable.
i'd leave every electronic device at home and either take money from my parents or use all the savings i have, if that’s the price to pay.

thankfully, my only real irl friend also has nothing to lose. i talked to him about it and he said he agreed.
he said he could order roids or something for himself, then follow me along, since “it’s not that deep at the end of the day”.

basically, the idea is to go to the supermarket once a month, stock up on supplies, and live off them while we chill the rest of the time. that would be ideal.

it’s not fixed yet, but i’m seriously considering it. all we’d need is some camping gear. even if we had to adapt or risk our lives, i don’t really care; anything is better than this and i can promise you it's not a phase, it's been going on for too long and it never got better.

if ur underage just try to endure the hell untill ur 18 and move out, if ur 18 moneymaxxx and rent a place to live, i totally feel u don't get me wrong but realistically thinking it's unlikely this'll work out.