thinking about suicide

[Deleted member 26065]

I came to the realization that the only lifefuel I had (surgery) won't do shit for me. If I actually wanted to ascend via surgery i would need to be a fucking millionaire. Every morning as soon as I wake up the first thing I think about is my disgusting face and knowing I will live with this face until I die. There is no fucking hope for me I have been trying to lie to myself telling myself it will eventually get better but I know it wont. I have so many fucking failos that make me want to die everytime I look into the mirror. If there was a button I could press to die I would've done it a long time ago. Life isn't worth living for subhumans like me.

 

[Deleted member 1140]

nooo dont pull a S6 please

 

[Deleted member 26065]

nooo dont pull a S6 please

i hate my life sometimes I get these streaks of motivation and self validation but then on other days I feel like absolute shit and this day is one ofthem

 

[incel194012940]

take drugs but not so strong that the hangover/rebound makes you suicidal again

 

[Deleted member 26065]

take drugs but not so strong that the hangover/rebound makes you suicidal again

im 16 no way I can get my hands on drugs

 

[New Poster]

lol at killing yourself when you aren't even done with puberty

 

[Deleted member 26065]

lol at killing yourself when you aren't even done with puberty

bro im basically done with it

 

[gigaslayer]

What do you want anyone on this forum to say? What is this pity post? Go kill yourself then. Do you expect someone here to be a licensed therapist and give you life-saving advice? 99% of the retards that say the shit you do never go through with it, you're too pussy and high inhib to end yourself.

You're only 16 and are not finished growing retard. If you reach 25 and you are still subhuman, then you have the greenlight to rope.

 

[Deleted member 32968]

Don't do it. It can kill you

 

[Deleted member 22627]

I came to the realization that the only lifefuel I had (surgery) won't do shit for me. If I actually wanted to ascend via surgery i would need to be a fucking millionaire. Every morning as soon as I wake up the first thing I think about is my disgusting face and knowing I will live with this face until I die. There is no fucking hope for me I have been trying to lie to myself telling myself it will eventually get better but I know it wont. I have so many fucking failos that make me want to die everytime I look into the mirror. If there was a button I could press to die I would've done it a long time ago. Life isn't worth living for subhumans like me.

How ugly are you and how much of that is just your rotted brain?

 

[Deleted member 26065]

How ugly are you and how much of that is just your rotted brain?

i think its mostly my rotted brain

 

[Deleted member 22627]

i think its mostly my rotted brain

That, at least is fixable though not going to be easy.

 

[Deleted member 14693]

Your eye area looks Chad though but I guess if you don't want to live go ahead

 

[Deleted member 26065]

Your eye area looks Chad though but I guess if you don't want to live go ahead

eye area is cope with subhuman lower third and cheekbones

 

[Latinus]

I think about suicide every single day, not exagerating.

 

[Deleted member 14693]

eye area is cope with subhuman lower third and cheekbones

Yeah but I seriously doubt you are subhuman normie at worst

 

[Deleted member 26065]

I think about suicide every single day, not exagerating.

i have my good moments when I am very happy with how I look and grateful for my looks and height and other moments where I want to die

 

[Deleted member 26065]

Yeah but I seriously doubt you are subhuman normie at worst

maybe I got ratings from some people here

 

[Deleted member 26065]

my main goal is to get slight jaw implants if puberty doesnt save me

 

[Deleted member 14693]

maybe I got ratings from some people here

Send dm

 

[Deleted member 26065]

Send dm

i'll send u my face but later when I am ready to hear some criticism cause right now I wouldnt be able to take it

 

[Deleted member 26065]

i am not in a good state of mind right now

 

[Debetro]

Go do it if you have balls

 

[Deleted member 26065]

Go do it if you have balls

lol If I had a gun I would be dead years ago

 

[RichardSpencel]

 

[Deleted member 26065]

my main thing that is making me depressed are my zygos if they were just slightly more higher set I would have potential to look good

 

[RichardSpencel]

my main goal is to get slight jaw implants if puberty doesnt save me

 

[RichardSpencel]

my main thing that is making me depressed are my zygos if they were just slightly more higher set I would have potential to look good

 

[Flanked]

I came to the realization that the only lifefuel I had (surgery) won't do shit for me. If I actually wanted to ascend via surgery i would need to be a fucking millionaire. Every morning as soon as I wake up the first thing I think about is my disgusting face and knowing I will live with this face until I die. There is no fucking hope for me I have been trying to lie to myself telling myself it will eventually get better but I know it wont. I have so many fucking failos that make me want to die everytime I look into the mirror. If there was a button I could press to die I would've done it a long time ago. Life isn't worth living for subhumans like me.

can relate, wish you the best

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Become antisexual dont rope bcuz of foids

 

[Deleted member 26065]

can relate, wish you the best

thanks a lot hopefully we ascend someday and live a happy life

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Aren't you that one dude that has a PCT and mogs my NCT to the radioactive slums of Slavistan and back?

 

[Deleted member 26065]

Aren't you that one dude that has a PCT and mogs my NCT to the radioactive slums of Slavistan and back?

yes

 

[Lonenely sigma]

yes

Don't kys then lmao

 

[RetardSubhuman]

Average wignat sfcel black sun chud

 

[Deleted member 26065]

Don't kys then lmao

its over for mwe

 

[SlavicGeneral]

Don't kys man. People with worse failos than you reach success (think people without legs, eyesight, etc). There's so much worth living for, do some art, engage in sports, etc.

If you are ugly and gymmaxxed you will attract plenty of hoes who are into that shit and will eventually settle for a mtb-htb with best body. If you find a girl who truly loves you and gives you best sex, she doesn't have to be stacy for you to feel great!

Make some money, learn some skills, become the best version of yourself and trust me life will get better and you won't have these thoughts! Live on, don't consider suicide ever again. Bro love!

 

[Lonenely sigma]

its over for mwe

if it makes things easier for you, I was thinking about roping a lot as well.


I was ruined a great deal by wearing braces and mouthbreathing for 8 years.It ruined me a lot. Had I not done that I wouldn't be on this forum today.



You mog me a lot apparently and yet I still find motivation for surgerymaxxing. If surgeries can't help you and you've already reached your max - then just live your life as it is. It certainly won't be better - but it won't be worse either. Get used to how it is and you will be fine.

 

[Deleted member 26065]

if it makes things easier for you, I was thinking about roping a lot as well.


I was ruined a great deal by wearing braces and mouthbreathing for 8 years.It ruined me a lot. Had I not done that I wouldn't be on this forum today.



You mog me a lot apparently and yet I still find motivation for surgerymaxxing. If surgeries can't help you and you've already reached your max - then just live your life as it is. It certainly won't be better - but it won't be worse either. Get used to how it is and you will be fine.

as far as surgery goes I think jaw implants would help me alot because i have a wide face and my jaw is pretty narrow and looks weird. I am 16 so I will wait until 18-20 and then consider jaw implants.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

as far as surgery goes I think jaw implants would help me alot because i have a wide face and my jaw is pretty narrow and looks weird. I am 16 so I will wait until 18-20 and then consider jaw implants.

I'd consider jaw widening osteotomy before jaw implants if your goal is strictly widening the jaw (as opposed to pushing masseter muscle outwards), but I don't think you can do it without performing bsso of some sort.


If you have some kind of recession though, osteotomy would probably suit u better

 

[Deleted member 26065]

I'd consider jaw widening osteotomy before jaw implants if your goal is strictly widening the jaw (as opposed to pushing masseter muscle outwards), but I don't think you can do it without performing bsso of some sort.


If you have some kind of recession though, osteotomy would probably suit u better

i dont know if that is available in my country as for recession I dont think I my jaw is recessed in any way

 

[Lonenely sigma]

i dont know if that is available in my country as for recession I dont think I my jaw is recessed in any way

Where are you from? If you want to avoid getting botched you should consider visiting other countries, its a lifetime investment

 

[Deleted member 26065]

Where are you from? If you want to avoid getting botched you should consider visiting other countries, its a lifetime investment

wanna talk in PMS

 

[Lonenely sigma]

wanna talk in PMS

sure

 

[Deleted member 23472]

eye area is cope with subhuman lower third and cheekbones

 

[the_nextDavidLaid]

I think about suicide every single day, not exagerating.

No way. Same

 

[futureashtray]

I came to the realization that the only lifefuel I had (surgery) won't do shit for me. If I actually wanted to ascend via surgery i would need to be a fucking millionaire. Every morning as soon as I wake up the first thing I think about is my disgusting face and knowing I will live with this face until I die. There is no fucking hope for me I have been trying to lie to myself telling myself it will eventually get better but I know it wont. I have so many fucking failos that make me want to die everytime I look into the mirror. If there was a button I could press to die I would've done it a long time ago. Life isn't worth living for subhumans like me.

same man, going to school and getting height mogged kills my mood so fast.

seeing all the stacies and htb knowing ill never be with them hurts.

if only i wasnt such a fucking manlet. life is truly unfair

 

[Deleted member 26065]

same man, going to school and getting height mogged kills my mood so fast.

seeing all the stacies and htb knowing ill never be with them hurts.

if only i wasnt such a fucking manlet. life is truly unfair

How tall are u man?

 

[Deleted member 26065]

I very rarely get heightmogged as I naturally am 6‘3 and wear 2 inch lifts on top of that

 

[Splinter901]

"Omg I'm 16 and want to die" hope u get run over by a traon and lose all 4 limbs