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Deleted member 25059
Fuchsia
- Joined
- Dec 28, 2022
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The people here i relate to, feel connected to like brothers. When i'm out living my life, I think about the thread I'm going to make about it when I get home. You've taken that from me. You've even taken the Discord, a new low that had never happened to me or could even think of happening to me.
This site is directly correlated to my mental health. You've taken the only platform where I can talk about how I feel. you know i don't even have followers on social media, hell, i've never even had over 10 facebook friends. For the first time in my life, I felt understood, I felt like I had a someone, something, and that my thoughts wouldn't be lost forever, left to boil inside me.
Sure, it's a site run by some nerds that pay for a xenforo. The staff is at their discretion to do as they please. But we're a disadvantaged demographic, and we heavily rely on this.
This site has formed my vocabulary, opinions, friendships, and teenagehood. We're both heading towards our twenties now, I would turn 16 in the year I came here, just like you. I would have been a very different person if not for this site.
If I wanted to be unfairly judged and persecuted, I would just go outside.
What you're doing to me time after time goes against everything this site stands for. All i've ever done is write about my life, I shouldn't be here having to write this. this is insane. And in an insane world, this place was my sanctuary, and you've broken that. You've shut me out just because you didn't like me like every normie establishment ever. I thought that was what we were running away from and condemning?
This site's always taken up the bulk of my day and consisted of everyone I spoke to. You've taken a crucial part of my life, and after the given time that one is supposed to wait for a chance at redemption, I'm here today, BEGGING you give it back. Because I NEED it. I've done my part in the waiting. Now I need yours in the delivering. That's all I ask.
My life back.
This site is directly correlated to my mental health. You've taken the only platform where I can talk about how I feel. you know i don't even have followers on social media, hell, i've never even had over 10 facebook friends. For the first time in my life, I felt understood, I felt like I had a someone, something, and that my thoughts wouldn't be lost forever, left to boil inside me.
Sure, it's a site run by some nerds that pay for a xenforo. The staff is at their discretion to do as they please. But we're a disadvantaged demographic, and we heavily rely on this.
This site has formed my vocabulary, opinions, friendships, and teenagehood. We're both heading towards our twenties now, I would turn 16 in the year I came here, just like you. I would have been a very different person if not for this site.
If I wanted to be unfairly judged and persecuted, I would just go outside.
What you're doing to me time after time goes against everything this site stands for. All i've ever done is write about my life, I shouldn't be here having to write this. this is insane. And in an insane world, this place was my sanctuary, and you've broken that. You've shut me out just because you didn't like me like every normie establishment ever. I thought that was what we were running away from and condemning?
This site's always taken up the bulk of my day and consisted of everyone I spoke to. You've taken a crucial part of my life, and after the given time that one is supposed to wait for a chance at redemption, I'm here today, BEGGING you give it back. Because I NEED it. I've done my part in the waiting. Now I need yours in the delivering. That's all I ask.
My life back.
