This site has been the worst and best thing that I ever found.

[Deleted member 1990]

After discovering this site and the blackpill a year ago at 15, my life has changed drastically for the worse and for the good. I am better looking than I ever was after leanmaxxing (from truecel to subhuman) but at the same time my mental health has degraded massively. I never take my mask off in public and I feel suicidal on many occasions. Social anxiety has went up by a million and i judge everyone based on his or her looks, I bully some ppl due to their looks even tho I shouldn't and I hate myself for it and I have a certain narcissism in me which I can't suppress. My friends have noticed that too. It's very depressing but at the same time I have knowledge of so many surgeries that I have hope for myself at the same time. Most of the users here can relate to me in a way I hope.

 

[datboijj]

it's been all positives for me

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[datboijj]

Also didn't this nigga get smoked?

 

[Deleted member 1990]

it's been all positives for me

For the htns, chadlites and chads it must be knowing that you look better than most ppl irl but for me its been mediocre. I think I mog my old self to gandy and back but since I'm still ltn doesn't matter at all

 

[Deleted member 21532]

For the htns, chadlites and chads it must be knowing that you look better than most ppl irl but for me its been mediocre. I think I mog my old self to gandy and back but since I'm still ltn doesn't matter at all

I am currently 5.75psl face wise, I really wish I wasn’t black pilled, now I view everyone I meet as subhuman normies,
feel superior to them.

 

[Deleted member 1990]

And at the same time there's the fact that most ppl in my school are subhuman so there's also the knowledge that as an ltn I mog them so there's the narcissism

 

[Deleted member 21532]

I am currently 5.75psl face wise, I really wish I wasn’t black pilled, now I view everyone I meet as subhuman normies,
feel superior to them.

But I was never very extraverted to began but I find it really hard these to bother people, this has been my first week at uni.

Ironically there is another tall chadlite in my class, he is so silent too and doesn’t bother or socialise at all.

 

[Deleted member 21532]

And at the same time there's the fact that most ppl in my school are subhuman so there's also the knowledge that as an ltn I mog them so there's the narcissism

You’re ltn and you mogg? How the fuck can that even be possiblity?

 

[Deleted member 21796]

But I was never very extraverted to began but I find it really hard these to bother people, this has been my first week at uni.

Ironically there is another tall chadlite in my class, he is so silent too and doesn’t bother or socialise at all.

Stop being condescending holy shit.

 

[Deleted member 1990]

Tbh I don't know what I look like. I'm bdd maxed as much as it gets. When I joined this site I was rated from 3.75 PSL to 4.75 psl. @Blackgymmax rated me 6.5/HTN. Other users have rated me a htn as well. @justinzayn rated me sub 3 psl.
Personally I would give myself 2 psl to be humble.

I am currently 5.75psl face wise, I really wish I wasn’t black pilled, now I viw everyone I meet as subhuman normies,

feel superior to them.

 

[Deleted member 21532]

Stop being condescending holy shit.

I really don’t know black pill tucked me and took out the little innocence left in me.

Now I view everything through the lense of black pill, today I studied like 7hrs or so and finished two weeks worth of upcoming lectures because I don’t want to be grade mogged.

Life for me became mogg or get mogged there is no in between.

And in the process I am to turn myself into psycho.

 

[Deleted member 1990]

I really don’t know black pill tucked me and took out the little innocence left in me.

Now I view everything through the lense of black pill, today I studied like 7hrs or so and finished two weeks worth of upcoming lectures because I don’t want to be grade mogged.

Life for me became mogg or get mogged there is no in between.

And in the process I am to turn myself into psycho.

Same bhai. That's also a plus since I have the knowledge about surgeries and softmaxxes and I see potential in myself.

 

[Deleted member 21532]

Same bhai. That's also a plus since I have the knowledge about surgeries and softmaxxes and I see potential in myself.

I have zero knowledge on surgery max because I never needed them. Some here say my mid face is fucked but I don’t give shit.

 

[Deleted member 21532]

I have zero knowledge on surgery max because I never needed them. Some here say my mid face is fucked but I don’t give shit. View attachment 1890763

Because I already pretty much mogg. So I ain’t listening incel’s projection.

 

[Deleted member 1990]

Because I already pretty much mogg. So I ain’t listening incel’s projection.

We have a similar jaw but my eye area is butt raped. Even tho normies compliment my eyes just because of muh eyelashes and shit brown colouring.