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i'm on drug-withdrawal. I feel totally depressed, I have no energy and no will of life, but I try my best. I'm addicted to weed, ecstasy and alcohol. Since 2021 I was constantly on something. I became a junkie, because I really hate my life, I hate my life reality so much. I am not a Chad, I am a below average man and everyone hates me and I started taking drugs to feel better and to control myself in order not to kill everyone around me because I hate you all so much. I try to better myself, because my father has 2 companies and is rich and he wants me to follow his footsteps, but I know very well, I will disappoint him, but I try to to push this moment away as much as possible. I have diagnosed depression and paranoid personality disorder. i had 3 near death experiences because of drug overdose. I was in rehab 2 times. Now i just try to survive without killing myself because I suffer so much. Ou can’t imagine how much I suffer in every possible way, but I just don’t Show it.