ChadFucksYourOneitis
Seeking immortality
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-attainable : She seems like a cute girl next door type , she is a type of girl that you feel home around.
-approachable : She is open and welcoming
-value : she's well raised , family-oriented and well-behaved
-childhoodpill : at some point in your life , you've met this girl and you thought it was your first love.
-approachable : She is open and welcoming
-value : she's well raised , family-oriented and well-behaved
-childhoodpill : at some point in your life , you've met this girl and you thought it was your first love.
This happened to me , my oneitis family came to my house , they were good neighbours and we know each others well. My heart was pounding hard and I picked my phone , started searching for her contact sweatfully and texted her. I thought I have a chance until 0100 AM Jan 2 2020. she put her profile pic with her Chad BF (MD student , son of business owner) peppered with heart emoticons. I felt like my world was collapsed , everything turned white and dark. I was walking to the exam room lifelessly , luckily I didn't fail a single test. I rushed through the street to my old lonely bedroom and slept on a bed full of tears. I was on the verge of being suicidal in that dark and silent night.
I know this will happen one day. It's orge when you love a girl so much that you don't want to exploit her (she was 16-17) or distract her from her academics (she lied to me that she wasn't allowed to use phone). Only to know she has been chasing a guy who doesn't even recognize her contact ID and is a jerk to her.That guy fucks stacies when she is not around him , who knows?.
The worst part : she acted as if she was single.
I had been obssesing over this girl for almost 2 years. Luckily I finally got over her and leaved the past in the past then cope with coding and some religious texts.
I know this will happen one day. It's orge when you love a girl so much that you don't want to exploit her (she was 16-17) or distract her from her academics (she lied to me that she wasn't allowed to use phone). Only to know she has been chasing a guy who doesn't even recognize her contact ID and is a jerk to her.That guy fucks stacies when she is not around him , who knows?.
The worst part : she acted as if she was single.
I had been obssesing over this girl for almost 2 years. Luckily I finally got over her and leaved the past in the past then cope with coding and some religious texts.
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