What's your most brutal first-hand blackpill story?

[enchanted_elixir]

 

[Deleted member 22126]

When i was 14 i was on a flight to nyc for a school trip. The girl I liked was sitting between me and a much older guy from my school
I hadnt even started puberty so i was like 5’4 and babyfaced. I thought i would talk to her before we sat down but she ended up making out with the guy next to her
Over for latebloomers

 

[Jase]

My blackpilling moment was my whole life.

 

[Deleted member 4362]

So you not even gonna post anything yourself and just want to laugh at other peoples misery, go fuck your self

 

[Deleted member 22093]

Always being good enough for people to keep you strung around, but never good enough for them to put any real effort into a relationship with you. They always moved on and found better. I even had a girlfriend who seemed obsessed with me. She even bought me cologne once for no reason. Told me she loved me all the time. Wanted to have sex multiple times per day. In fact she initiated more than me shockingly. Anyway we broke up because she was entertaining this guy who was semi popular on TikTok and Instagram. Afterwards she found a completely different guy to start a relationship with just a short while after. I was destroyed and couldn't even think of finding a new girl. How could she show all of that affection towards me and then act like it never happened so quickly? Because I didn't fucking matter. I never really did. I was just there to fulfill something in her that any other guy could have. And when a better one came along she didn't have to think twice.

I'm grateful for it though. I look way better and got other parts of my life together after that. And It was never a matter of if it would happen, just when.

 

[mugabi]

Always being good enough for people to keep you strung around, but never good enough for them to put any real effort into a relationship with you. They always moved on and found better. I even had a girlfriend who seemed obsessed with me. She even bought me cologne once for no reason. Told me she loved me all the time. Wanted to have sex multiple times per day. In fact she initiated more than me shockingly. Anyway we broke up because she was entertaining this guy who was semi popular on TikTok and Instagram. Afterwards she found a completely different guy to start a relationship with just a short while after. I was destroyed and couldn't even think of finding a new girl. How could she show all of that affection towards me and then act like it never happened so quickly? Because I didn't fucking matter. I never really did. I was just there to fulfill something in her that any other guy could have. And when a better one came along she didn't have to think twice.

I'm grateful for it though. I look way better and got other parts of my life together after that. And It was never a matter of if it would happen, just when.

That’s a wild one but maybe you also took things for granted and wasn’t paying attention to her as much, maybe you got lazy, not worked or focused on goals as much as you did before relationship

 

[Deleted member 22093]

That’s a wild one but maybe you also took things for granted and wasn’t paying attention to her as much, maybe you got lazy, not worked or focused on goals as much as you did before relationship

I was studying every day and going to the gym regularly at the time. Compared to now I didn't fully realize how important all of this is though. I mog my former self so I definitely could've been better. But I could never convey how emotionally attached we both were (or seemed) at the time. Hypergamy can overwrite that pretty quickly is the lesson learned.

 

[AverageTevvezFan]

Not brutal at the time, but brutal as fuck now.

When I was 14, I dated a short, big titty, auburn hair autistic emo girl the same age who was into anime like me. Facially she was mtb, but she was very shy and really cute.

We met through a mutual friend, he sent a picture of me as a meme/reaction pic and she was asking who i was, saying i was hot.

We texted for a bit and met up after a few weeks. Conversation was dead, we had talked so much on the phone that I basically knew everything that was going on with her and all of her interests. I also had underdeveloped social skills so we were basically walking around this park and saying something every now and then.

She sat on my crotch on this bench, we held hands and I put my hand down her bra, but that was about it. I was hard the entire time, but too high inhib to initiate.

She said she wanted to show me something, so she took me to this more secluded area of the park behind some trees and she lifted her shirt up at the edge, signalling for me to start taking it off her and feel her up. I did not do that. I stood there staring at her like a lemon. I was 14, never done anything with a girl before (not even kissed) and so I had no confidence and I didn’t even intend on doing sexual stuff with her on that date.

After the date is over, she tells me that she would have sucked me off if I asked.

I missed out on getting head in a forest from a cutie big titty jb and I will be unlikely to attempt that again.

Even worse, I messed up the relationship after that and I could’ve fucked.

Nowadays I would be locked in jail for fucking a JB, but back then it would’ve been fine.

This world is so cucked.

 

[enchanted_elixir]

When i was 14 i was on a flight to nyc for a school trip. The girl I liked was sitting between me and a much older guy from my school
I hadnt even started puberty so i was like 5’4 and babyfaced. I thought i would talk to her before we sat down but she ended up making out with the guy next to her
Over for latebloomers

That must be brutal

 

[enchanted_elixir]

So you not even gonna post anything yourself and just want to laugh at other peoples misery, go fuck your self

"...and just want to laugh at other peoples misery, go fuck your self"

Why did you assume this?

 

[Deleted member 22126]

That must be brutal

I never got over it and asked her to hang out at the start of this year and she gave me a blowjob jfl

 

[enchanted_elixir]

I never got over it and asked her to hang out at the start of this year and she gave me a blowjob jfl

Out of pity, for money or because she really wanted to suck you dry?

 

[Deleted member 22126]

Out of pity, for money or because she really wanted to suck you dry?

I had hit puberty so she didnt even recognise me

 

[SubSigma]

I ascended from ltn to htn and girls that used to diss me started to dm me. Now I am white htb+ only. I am white stacey sexual.

 

[enchanted_elixir]

I ascended from ltn to htn and girls that used to diss me started to dm me. Now I am white htb+ only. I am white stacey sexual.

How quick did you ascend?

 

[SubSigma]

How quick did you ascend?

In 6 months. Before I did a light bulk for about 4 months and then I leanmaxxed from 210 down to 165.

Now I have jawline and hollow cheek. I am fatphobic too. I never want to be skinnyfat again. All the gyms closed down over covid so I was a rotter for over a year. Good thing I could reclaim my title as a lean boi once all the gyms opened up.

Always remember to mew and chew. 1 mew and chew a day keeps a recessed chin away. Also have good posture.

 

[Deleted member 8869]

I was a very good looking kid growing up I had everything, good social skills, good looks everyone liked me then I moved away hit puberty had cucked braces with extractions that killed my best feature (jaw) and never hit that magic growth spurt everyone had. I was a tall kid and now I am a manlet. Of course I recognized the different treatment I got. I havent ascended yet but I hope I will but I have lost so much time and experiences I can never get back. Surgery isnt guaranteed ascension so the only thing I can say for sure is that I will rope if things dont work out for me quick.

 

[Deleted member 8869]

In 6 months. Before I did a light bulk for about 4 months and then I leanmaxxed from 210 down to 165.
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Now I have jawline and hollow cheek. I am fatphobic too. I never want to be skinnyfat again. All the gyms closed down over covid so I was a rotter for over a year. Good thing I could reclaim my title as a lean boi once all the gyms opened up.
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Always remember to mew and chew. 1 mew and chew a day keeps a recessed chin away. Also have good posture.

you need genio

 

[enchanted_elixir]

I was a very good looking kid growing up I had everything, good social skills, good looks everyone liked me then I moved away hit puberty had cucked braces with extractions that killed my best feature (jaw) and never hit that magic growth spurt everyone had. I was a tall kid and now I am a manlet. Of course I recognized the different treatment I got. I havent ascended yet but I hope I will but I have lost so much time and experiences I can never get back. Surgery isnt guaranteed ascension so the only thing I can say for sure is that I will rope if things dont work out for me quick.

Metal braces can really narrow your upper palate (and with it, your jaw)

 

[Deleted member 8869]

this in combination with a lack of growth spurt and going from tall to short sealed it for me

Metal braces can really narrow your upper palate (and with it, your jaw)

 

[Deleted member 23848]

Used to go to my aunt's house pretty often when i was young and a friend of my cousins would usually be there. I liked her but i was practically invisible to girls.

When puberty finally came around my whole face changed to the point i barely recognized myself and freaked the fuck out JFL

At this point i hadn't been to my aunt's place in a year or so. I go there sometime after and this girl is there: she literally asks my aunt who i was (i overheard) then comes up to me and says 'you look ... taller' while stuttering. I knew what she really meant to say but i was still shocked at my own changes so nothing came out of it

This sort of stuff happened at school as well, so often in fact that i truly understood how shallow people could be at an early age

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

Always being good enough for people to keep you strung around, but never good enough for them to put any real effort into a relationship with you. They always moved on and found better. I even had a girlfriend who seemed obsessed with me. She even bought me cologne once for no reason. Told me she loved me all the time. Wanted to have sex multiple times per day. In fact she initiated more than me shockingly. Anyway we broke up because she was entertaining this guy who was semi popular on TikTok and Instagram. Afterwards she found a completely different guy to start a relationship with just a short while after. I was destroyed and couldn't even think of finding a new girl. How could she show all of that affection towards me and then act like it never happened so quickly? Because I didn't fucking matter. I never really did. I was just there to fulfill something in her that any other guy could have. And when a better one came along she didn't have to think twice.

I'm grateful for it though. I look way better and got other parts of my life together after that. And It was never a matter of if it would happen, just when.

this is the exact situation that most guys in relationships are in

 

[TheDragon]

In 7-8th grade I went to an all boys school and I was short (Something like 4'11), skinnyfat and looked very asian so not only I was the target of bullying but teachers would hate me for no reason. We had a school dance where there would be girls from an all girls school come and join and most of the boys were hanging out with girls or their friends meanwhile Me and a few other kids were walking around aimlessly. I wanted to fucking suicide.

 

[Lihito]

Always being good enough for people to keep you strung around, but never good enough for them to put any real effort into a relationship with you. They always moved on and found better. I even had a girlfriend who seemed obsessed with me. She even bought me cologne once for no reason. Told me she loved me all the time. Wanted to have sex multiple times per day. In fact she initiated more than me shockingly. Anyway we broke up because she was entertaining this guy who was semi popular on TikTok and Instagram. Afterwards she found a completely different guy to start a relationship with just a short while after. I was destroyed and couldn't even think of finding a new girl. How could she show all of that affection towards me and then act like it never happened so quickly? Because I didn't fucking matter. I never really did. I was just there to fulfill something in her that any other guy could have. And when a better one came along she didn't have to think twice.

I'm grateful for it though. I look way better and got other parts of my life together after that. And It was never a matter of if it would happen, just when.

MOTHER. FUCKING. THIS.

best description i have ever seen of my problem


I legit had one blackpilled girl in my social studies college THAT studied incels tell me im good looking enough For girls to percieve me as positive friendly (dymorphism Pill) BUT NOT GL ENOUGH FOR RELATIONSHIP OR ANY FORM OF ATTRACTION

ABSO LUTELY FUCKING BRUTAL


And to top it off she is 5'11 and very GL

 

[mugabi]

MOTHER. FUCKING. THIS.

best description i have ever seen of my problem


I legit had one blackpilled girl in my social studies college THAT studied incels tell me im good looking enough For girls to percieve me as positive friendly (dymorphism Pill) BUT NOT GL ENOUGH FOR RELATIONSHIP OR ANY FORM OF ATTRACTION

ABSO LUTELY FUCKING BRUTAL


And to top it off she is 5'11 and very GL

That’s brutal, why didn’t you slab her

 

[Deleted member 23554]

MOTHER. FUCKING. THIS.

best description i have ever seen of my problem


I legit had one blackpilled girl in my social studies college THAT studied incels tell me im good looking enough For girls to percieve me as positive friendly (dymorphism Pill) BUT NOT GL ENOUGH FOR RELATIONSHIP OR ANY FORM OF ATTRACTION

ABSO LUTELY FUCKING BRUTAL


And to top it off she is 5'11 and very GL

i would go er at the exact time she told me that

 

[Lihito]

i would go er at the exact time she told me that

I legit broke a glass in my house when i saw that text

 

[Lihito]

i would go er at the exact time she told me that

But nontheless fuck croatian dinaric tall women i love then but they never return love to me , a short King


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA KILL ME DEMIURGEEEEEEEE