Why is my sexuality all retarded?

[Deleted member 32486]

I've known I was bisexual for a while, but I've slowly realized all the women I think look best look quite masculine, and the features I like in women are just masculine traits. I also don't think I've felt sincere attraction to anyone. I had two GFs but they basically cold approached me and I went along with the relationships because I was bored until the first one broke up with me because I was uncaring and I broke up with the second because she was a wigger. I was asked out by one other woman and two men who I rejected. Why am I homosexual and heterosexual but not sexual in such a fashion? I had a father figure ages 0-7 and sort of 7-10. I feel like the father thing isn't it. I'm on good terms with him now, and the relationship was never abnormal or strained ages 0-7. I am also autistic and I feel like I've never felt in love before. Why is this?

 

[Deleted member 18582]

they were not hot enough for you

 

[pentamogged9000]

I've known I was bisexual, all the women I think look best look quite masculine, the features I like in women are just masculine traits. Why am I homosexual

faggot

 

[Deleted member 32486]

they were not hot enough for you

Perhaps. I appreciate aesthetics, but I don't feel any desire to court or anything, there's no love at first sight except heart eyes react emoji.

faggot

You got me.

 

[Deleted member 18582]

Perhaps, but I appreciate aesthetics, but I don't feel any desire to court or anything, there's no love at first sight except heart eyes react emoji.

You got me.

Are you black?

 

[Deleted member 32486]

Are you black?

I am white, almost entirely German and Scandinavian, with a little Anglo as a treat. Midwestern white, if you will. Why are you asking?

 

[Deleted member 18582]

I am white, almost entirely German and Scandinavian, with a little Anglo as a treat. Midwestern white, if you will. Why are you asking?

I misread something never mind

Well it's two different things, thinking someone is attractive and being attracted to someone

Are they separate for you ?

 

[Deleted member 32486]

I misread something never mind

Well it's two different things, thinking someone is attractive and being attracted to someone

Are they separate for you ?

I'm not sure I understand the question. Is being attractive looking/existing in a way that attracts people? or does it mean in a way that attracts me?

 

[Deleted member 18582]

I'm not sure I understand the question. Is looking attractive looking a way that attracts people? or does that mean something else?

i.e. appreciating smoeones beauty vs. wanting to fuck/kiss/ltr them

 

[Deleted member 32486]

i.e. appreciating smoeones beauty vs. wanting to fuck/kiss/ltr them

That's so vulgar, though kissing inexplicably feels good. I suppose I'd want to kiss someone who's good looking. LTR is what I want but I don't know what I actually would want in a person. I feel like I'd just be used.

 

[Krakowski]

Do you watch porn?

 

[Deleted member 32486]

Do you watch porn?

No.