Wtf is off with me? ND MTN experience.

[fedepop]

Dont criticize cuz im telling only the truth thanks.

INTRODUCTION
-rated MMTN on lm forums
-6'1 and 18
-very mild ADHD
-was ugly during puberty

Overall called "attractive" by girls.

I'm tall, lean, good green eyes (compliment received by most girls and guys) and got good bones with no major recession (flaws: asymmetrical nose from one side to other, bad ESR and lack of fat under eye (NOT bone recession). I'm also Italian, wich helps outside of my country.
I hopped on omegle alternatives once and they'd say I "mog" and that I'm gl. Got a few girls igs.

But, even if I get validation, I cant seem to fucking enjoy life and be outgoing.
I always compare myself with chads I see online to the point I start seeing myself as ugly. I get approached by some women too sometimes but I can't fucking convince myself I look enough to get laid.

I literally ONCE cold approached a women in a club cuz I'm so scared I'm not gl enough and I fear rejection like crazy. I eventually made out with her and spent the night together.
But still I'm fucking insecure. I can't convince myself that I'm gl.

Of course I'm not chadlite or htn but I'm at least considered attractive by girls (idk what they find attractive in me), but I genuenly think everybody is lying and that im actually ugly.

What's wrong with me? Is it my NDness? What the fuck do I do.

This is not cope and no it's not made up. I'm dead srs. I need a therapist again maybe.
I won't upload my face here, as I already did once and got DMd strange shit by some freaks and needed a mod to remove the post.

 

[fedepop]

bump

 

[Scars]

Dont criticize cuz im telling only the truth thanks.

INTRODUCTION
-rated MMTN on lm forums
-6'1 and 18
-very mild ADHD
-was ugly during puberty

Overall called "attractive" by girls.

I'm tall, lean, good green eyes (compliment received by most girls and guys) and got good bones with no major recession (flaws: asymmetrical nose from one side to other, bad ESR and lack of fat under eye (NOT bone recession). I'm also Italian, wich helps outside of my country.
I hopped on omegle alternatives once and they'd say I "mog" and that I'm gl. Got a few girls igs.

But, even if I get validation, I cant seem to fucking enjoy life and be outgoing.
I always compare myself with chads I see online to the point I start seeing myself as ugly. I get approached by some women too sometimes but I can't fucking convince myself I look enough to get laid.

I literally ONCE cold approached a women in a club cuz I'm so scared I'm not gl enough and I fear rejection like crazy. I eventually made out with her and spent the night together.
But still I'm fucking insecure. I can't convince myself that I'm gl.

Of course I'm not chadlite or htn but I'm at least considered attractive by girls (idk what they find attractive in me), but I genuenly think everybody is lying and that im actually ugly.

What's wrong with me? Is it my NDness? What the fuck do I do.

This is not cope and no it's not made up. I'm dead srs. I need a therapist again maybe.
I won't upload my face here, as I already did once and got DMd strange shit by some freaks and needed a mod to remove the post.

stop comparing yourself to chads. its hard but it is what it is

you said you have gotten approached by girls, thats a sign you look decent and or have some halos to you

think about the actual incels here who cant even look people in the eye

 

[fedepop]

stop comparing yourself to chads. its hard but it is what it is

you said you have gotten approached by girls, thats a sign you look decent and or have some halos to you

think about the actual incels here who cant even look people in the eye

but how do u even start. I’m conditioned to think chad is the only form of good looking

 

[fedepop]

but how do u even start. I’m conditioned to think chad is the only form of good looking

So I don’t even value myself

 

[fedepop]

Others? I really need help to improve this aspect. I believe it's more important that any further ascension.

 

[IMMIGRANTCELL]

bro be a MAN. there are even chads with your disorder. you know the name of this disorder? BEING A BETA CUCK BRO. When a focking woman compliment you, you say thanks what you gonna do today you wanna hang out ? THATS THE FOCKING INLY THING YOU GONNA DO. shit

 

[timfa]

Dont criticize cuz im telling only the truth thanks.

INTRODUCTION
-rated MMTN on lm forums
-6'1 and 18
-very mild ADHD
-was ugly during puberty

Overall called "attractive" by girls.

I'm tall, lean, good green eyes (compliment received by most girls and guys) and got good bones with no major recession (flaws: asymmetrical nose from one side to other, bad ESR and lack of fat under eye (NOT bone recession). I'm also Italian, wich helps outside of my country.
I hopped on omegle alternatives once and they'd say I "mog" and that I'm gl. Got a few girls igs.

But, even if I get validation, I cant seem to fucking enjoy life and be outgoing.
I always compare myself with chads I see online to the point I start seeing myself as ugly. I get approached by some women too sometimes but I can't fucking convince myself I look enough to get laid.

I literally ONCE cold approached a women in a club cuz I'm so scared I'm not gl enough and I fear rejection like crazy. I eventually made out with her and spent the night together.
But still I'm fucking insecure. I can't convince myself that I'm gl.

Of course I'm not chadlite or htn but I'm at least considered attractive by girls (idk what they find attractive in me), but I genuenly think everybody is lying and that im actually ugly.

What's wrong with me? Is it my NDness? What the fuck do I do.

This is not cope and no it's not made up. I'm dead srs. I need a therapist again maybe.
I won't upload my face here, as I already did once and got DMd strange shit by some freaks and needed a mod to remove the post.

yeah man it’s the confidence bru people always downplay the importance of confidence but you’re nothing without confidence we r in the same boat