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EvilSatanArseRapist

EvilSatanArseRapist

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The feelings are getting a little less intense, even tho it's still all so fucking omnipresent...

The main thing that's changing is that I'm becoming more resentful.
 
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Resentful why
 
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Resentful why
In reguards to her and her lies and her behaviour ig.

Angry maybe.

At the start i wasn't angry at her at all, i didn't even blame her and only wished her the absolute best.

Idk, shit kinda changed now.
 
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I would be devastated if my gf left me ngl.
 
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The feelings are getting a little less intense, even tho it's still all so fucking omnipresent...

The main thing that's changing is that I'm becoming more resentful.
is this the girl that wrote a whole essay
 
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is this the girl that wrote a whole essay
I've only ever had that 1 partner.
Ig it is.
But that text is short tbh.
I would be devastated if my gf left me ngl.
The devastation never ends.



she just blocked me btw :lul:

Didnt even respond to my messagges :fuk:

Not even to shit like this :feelskek:
(The blood is real & it's mine, but i just had a nosebleed and wanted to see if i got a reaction)

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@Scandicel @satangoy @abzz @Euron @foidletslayer
 
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Spot for now.
Edit: this is dipshit advice but, this is why you never commit to someone to the extent where it mentally fucks you up if they leave.

I recommend u to get revenge on her (a/c/i/d) to truly forget or move countries it might help
 
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I've only ever had that 1 partner.
Ig it is.
But that text is short tbh.

The devastation never ends.



she just blocked me btw :lul:

Didnt even respond to my messagges :fuk:

Not even to shit like this :feelskek:
(The blood is real & it's mine, but i just had a nosebleed and wanted to see if i got a reaction)
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@Scandicel @satangoy @abzz @Euron @foidletslayer
why is there a razorblade there tho....

But nice that ghe feelings are getting less intense, Very proud brah keep going:pepoLove:
 
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The feelings are getting a little less intense, even tho it's still all so fucking omnipresent...

The main thing that's changing is that I'm becoming more resentful.
Skin her grandma infron her
 
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The feelings are getting a little less intense, even tho it's still all so fucking omnipresent...

The main thing that's changing is that I'm becoming more resentful.
i dont remember how long you've been with her but you cant forget a person only in 1 months so its okay.
ryou feel resentful cuz u didnt know she would leave you so you feel left behind.Grief and getting better is a process and i hope u get it allright.Im here to talk fruther if u want
 
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I've only ever had that 1 partner.
Ig it is.
But that text is short tbh.

The devastation never ends.



she just blocked me btw :lul:

Didnt even respond to my messagges :fuk:

Not even to shit like this :feelskek:
(The blood is real & it's mine, but i just had a nosebleed and wanted to see if i got a reaction)
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@Scandicel @satangoy @abzz @Euron @foidletslayer
nigga nsfw
 
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It gets better trust me, especially if she lied to you and didn't behave well. Gf of 3 years broke up with me 1.5 years ago, at first I still had feelings like you but now I fucking hate her.
 
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why is there a razorblade there tho....
Artistic expression.
But nice that ghe feelings are getting less intense
A little bit ig, it's always up n down.
It's always there tho.

you cant forget a person only in 1 months so its okay.
Obviously, how could i forget such a forming experience.
Im here to talk fruther if u want
Thx for the offer.
I got my contacts.
I'll tag you in future threads on the issue, should there be any.
It gets better trust me, especially if she lied to you and didn't behave well. Gf of 3 years broke up with me 1.5 years ago, at first I still had feelings like you but now I fucking hate her.
I see :feelshah:
 
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Edit: this is dipshit advice but, this is why you never commit to someone to the extent where it mentally fucks you up if they leave.

I recommend u to get revenge on her (a/c/i/d) to truly forget or move countries it might help
Done
 
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keep giving updates, this is interesting. Needing time to get over someone is okay brah, i know a guy who used 2,5 years (me:ROFLMAO:). But when your finally over it its gonna feel nostalgic in a good way. Its weird
 
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Idk, this seems a little too much bro ...
I'm not gonna pull the gatis acid attack combo on her.
Needlessly fuck my life over :feelskek:
But when your finally over it its gonna feel nostalgic in a good way. Its weird
Idk if i get what you mean, but i think i can imagine it.

These are old as fuck, but they give a little context...
Post in thread 'She fucking left me. (Rope fuel)' https://looksmax.org/threads/she-fucking-left-me-rope-fuel.1823535/post-26003680

Thread 'Day 1 post break up (update).' https://looksmax.org/threads/day-1-post-break-up-update.1825171/

Thread 'Day 2 post breakup.' https://looksmax.org/threads/day-2-post-breakup.1826601/
 
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These are old as fuck, but they give a little context...
Post in thread 'She fucking left me. (Rope fuel)' https://looksmax.org/threads/she-fucking-left-me-rope-fuel.1823535/post-26003680

Thread 'Day 1 post break up (update).' https://looksmax.org/threads/day-1-post-break-up-update.1825171/

Thread 'Day 2 post breakup.' https://looksmax.org/threads/day-2-post-breakup.1826601/
Yes ive been watching them already
But when your finally over it its gonna feel nostalgic in a good way. Its weird
What i meant is, specially since me and her are friends now its just a good memory to look back on without missing it. We were dumb and young too so yeah, just memories
 
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me and her are friends now
Well, mine doesn't want to talk to me ever again, even tho i never did anything bad or something :lul:

What the fuck man :fuk:
 
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Well, mine doesn't want to talk to me ever again, even tho i never did anything bad or something :lul:

What the fuck man :fuk:
Yeah i feel you man. If your lucky it will come naturally back as friends when you completely over her. You cant act if you still like her its impossible, it will just turn awkward. Best thing for you to do now is wait it out or if theres someone else try and only think abt that and force your feelings over to here, itll work.
 
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Yeah i feel you man. If your lucky it will come naturally back as friends when you completely over her. You cant act if you still like her its impossible, it will just turn awkward. Best thing for you to do now is wait it out or if theres someone else try and only think abt that and force your feelings over to here, itll work.
I know there is some foid at school that likes me (idk who tho...).

But idk if getting into another (LD) relationship is a good idea rn.

Especially considering i'll move back to germany in MAX 2 months...
 
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I know there is some foid at school that likes me (idk who tho...).

But idk if getting into another (LD) relationship is a good idea rn.

Especially considering i'll move back to germany in MAX 2 months...
Yes sounds good bro.
First youll just need some time to see how things will be. Dont rush something, wait and then fall for someone else. What i did
 
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I've only ever had that 1 partner.
Ig it is.
But that text is short tbh.

The devastation never ends.



she just blocked me btw :lul:

Didnt even respond to my messagges :fuk:

Not even to shit like this :feelskek:
(The blood is real & it's mine, but i just had a nosebleed and wanted to see if i got a reaction)


@Scandicel @satangoy @abzz @Euron @foidletslayer
crazy shit bro.
why do u think she blocked you now, and not before?
 
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I've only ever had that 1 partner.
Ig it is.
But that text is short tbh.

The devastation never ends.



she just blocked me btw :lul:

Didnt even respond to my messagges :fuk:

Not even to shit like this :feelskek:
(The blood is real & it's mine, but i just had a nosebleed and wanted to see if i got a reaction)


@Scandicel @satangoy @abzz @Euron @foidletslayer
Block her in return too n dont message her again. Ik that its hard but u have to
N holy shit dude, u good?
 
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N holy shit dude, u good?
I could be better, but i could be way worse tbh.
I think i am handling it not too super bad.

Edit: @Euron today was sort of a gut punch tho...
 
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I could be better, but i could be way worse tbh.
I think i am handling it not too super bad.

Edit: @Euron today was sort of a gut punch tho...
I get u dude, ive been in the same place:fuk:
 
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