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Asking Elders on what I can do with my life?
Prepare for a lot. Hello 17M here asking what I can do I have had a brutal childhood and I want to move out asap.
Multiple traumatizing experiences
Horrible Mother
Horrible StepFather
If I could describe them in 3 words it'd be childish
they upfront said fuck you and shut the fuck up they curse at me they laid hands on me. that was before the growth spurt and then my stepfather became a coward and couldn't fight me anymore
They are frequent drunkards smoke alot
Shit it feels sometimes it feels like I'm the only adult in a house filled with teenagers the man that Im supposed to look up to is lazy,emotional, homophobic, racist. Tells me frequently that it's ok to feel emotions. But laid hands on my mother before the threat of divorce r*pe because then there would be serious consequences then
what a joke. Don't get me started on my mother she is the epitome of a uncaring woman and God forbid I sound like an incel but I don't care some people need to hear this. I believe this is the future for most woman that wants to have this uncaring masculine aura where I don't need a man for anything ungrateful. God forbid those bitches have a son. However back on topic she is a narcissistic uncaring asshole, bitch of a woman who I do not want around my kids. I could write a novel for how many times she has said I don't care she openly married an abusive husband meaning he laid hands on her and still married her. Litterally a GROWN WOMAN married an abusive husband in THIS ERA OF ALL TIMES. hit me popped me whipped me. She litterally acts like a child. She made a comment about my penis that made me feel uncomfortable I got m*sted by her 2 times she frequently violated my boundaries I told her upfront that it makes me uncomfortable and you know what she said she said I was asking for it and told me to cover up then. My own mother when I told her I was uncomfortable with her looking at me in a uncomfortable way she ignored me she doesn't care I hate her. And on top of that I'm a man in a era of uncaring men and women. In a society where men are actively told we shouldn't speak it feels like I'm being attacked for something out of my control like I didn't ask to be born a man why do you hate me?
I want to get out of my house asap I have a 2.5 gpa no exc planning on volunteering what can I do to manage my feelings and make sure my life is on the right track. God damn I wish my life is on the right track.or else it may end soon...
Prepare for a lot. Hello 17M here asking what I can do I have had a brutal childhood and I want to move out asap.
Multiple traumatizing experiences
Horrible Mother
Horrible StepFather
If I could describe them in 3 words it'd be childish
they upfront said fuck you and shut the fuck up they curse at me they laid hands on me. that was before the growth spurt and then my stepfather became a coward and couldn't fight me anymore
They are frequent drunkards smoke alot
Shit it feels sometimes it feels like I'm the only adult in a house filled with teenagers the man that Im supposed to look up to is lazy,emotional, homophobic, racist. Tells me frequently that it's ok to feel emotions. But laid hands on my mother before the threat of divorce r*pe because then there would be serious consequences then
what a joke. Don't get me started on my mother she is the epitome of a uncaring woman and God forbid I sound like an incel but I don't care some people need to hear this. I believe this is the future for most woman that wants to have this uncaring masculine aura where I don't need a man for anything ungrateful. God forbid those bitches have a son. However back on topic she is a narcissistic uncaring asshole, bitch of a woman who I do not want around my kids. I could write a novel for how many times she has said I don't care she openly married an abusive husband meaning he laid hands on her and still married her. Litterally a GROWN WOMAN married an abusive husband in THIS ERA OF ALL TIMES. hit me popped me whipped me. She litterally acts like a child. She made a comment about my penis that made me feel uncomfortable I got m*sted by her 2 times she frequently violated my boundaries I told her upfront that it makes me uncomfortable and you know what she said she said I was asking for it and told me to cover up then. My own mother when I told her I was uncomfortable with her looking at me in a uncomfortable way she ignored me she doesn't care I hate her. And on top of that I'm a man in a era of uncaring men and women. In a society where men are actively told we shouldn't speak it feels like I'm being attacked for something out of my control like I didn't ask to be born a man why do you hate me?I want to get out of my house asap I have a 2.5 gpa no exc planning on volunteering what can I do to manage my feelings and make sure my life is on the right track. God damn I wish my life is on the right track.or else it may end soon...
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