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Asking Elders on what I can do with my life?

Prepare for a lot. Hello 17M here asking what I can do I have had a brutal childhood and I want to move out asap.
Multiple traumatizing experiences
Horrible Mother
Horrible StepFather
If I could describe them in 3 words it'd be childish
they upfront said fuck you and shut the fuck up they curse at me they laid hands on me. that was before the growth spurt and then my stepfather became a coward and couldn't fight me anymore
They are frequent drunkards smoke alot
Shit it feels sometimes it feels like I'm the only adult in a house filled with teenagers the man that Im supposed to look up to is lazy,emotional, homophobic, racist. Tells me frequently that it's ok to feel emotions. But laid hands on my mother before the threat of divorce r*pe because then there would be serious consequences then 😂 what a joke. Don't get me started on my mother she is the epitome of a uncaring woman and God forbid I sound like an incel but I don't care some people need to hear this. I believe this is the future for most woman that wants to have this uncaring masculine aura where I don't need a man for anything ungrateful. God forbid those bitches have a son😂. However back on topic she is a narcissistic uncaring asshole, bitch of a woman who I do not want around my kids. I could write a novel for how many times she has said I don't care she openly married an abusive husband meaning he laid hands on her and still married her. Litterally a GROWN WOMAN married an abusive husband in THIS ERA OF ALL TIMES. hit me popped me whipped me. She litterally acts like a child. She made a comment about my penis that made me feel uncomfortable I got m*sted by her 2 times she frequently violated my boundaries I told her upfront that it makes me uncomfortable and you know what she said she said I was asking for it and told me to cover up then. My own mother when I told her I was uncomfortable with her looking at me in a uncomfortable way she ignored me she doesn't care I hate her. And on top of that I'm a man in a era of uncaring men and women. In a society where men are actively told we shouldn't speak it feels like I'm being attacked for something out of my control like I didn't ask to be born a man why do you hate me?
I want to get out of my house asap I have a 2.5 gpa no exc planning on volunteering what can I do to manage my feelings and make sure my life is on the right track. God damn I wish my life is on the right track.or else it may end soon...
 
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Man I'm contemplating roping
 
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not single word
 
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I was 17 last year just seek Christ
 
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pleaseeeee kill yourself
what if i ask really nicely then will u do it???
I would ask why you're so bitter in life but you're Indian so I understand you and I know I could never feel your pain as the great mother that I am 😹👇
 
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I would ask why you're so bitter in life but you're Indian so I understand you and I know I could never feel your pain as the great mother that I am 😹👇
pretty please
suffocate urself
hang urself
jump off a cliff
overdose
plssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
kys kys kys kysplease
 
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I was 17 last year just seek Christ
I can't I just can't I just can't comprehend why I was done this way so hard for me to believe in Christ because it's just so much pain and then I don't need Christ a backbone for everything I'm just so hurt man bleegh
 
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Asking Elders on what I can do with my life?

Prepare for a lot. Hello 17M here asking what I can do I have had a brutal childhood and I want to move out asap.
Multiple traumatizing experiences
Horrible Mother
Horrible StepFather
If I could describe them in 3 words it'd be childish
they upfront said fuck you and shut the fuck up they curse at me they laid hands on me. that was before the growth spurt and then my stepfather became a coward and couldn't fight me anymore
They are frequent drunkards smoke alot
Shit it feels sometimes it feels like I'm the only adult in a house filled with teenagers the man that Im supposed to look up to is lazy,emotional, homophobic, racist. Tells me frequently that it's ok to feel emotions. But laid hands on my mother before the threat of divorce r*pe because then there would be serious consequences then 😂 what a joke. Don't get me started on my mother she is the epitome of a uncaring woman and God forbid I sound like an incel but I don't care some people need to hear this. I believe this is the future for most woman that wants to have this uncaring masculine aura where I don't need a man for anything ungrateful. God forbid those bitches have a son😂. However back on topic she is a narcissistic uncaring asshole, bitch of a woman who I do not want around my kids. I could write a novel for how many times she has said I don't care she openly married an abusive husband meaning he laid hands on her and still married her. Litterally a GROWN WOMAN married an abusive husband in THIS ERA OF ALL TIMES. hit me popped me whipped me. She litterally acts like a child. She made a comment about my penis that made me feel uncomfortable I got m*sted by her 2 times she frequently violated my boundaries I told her upfront that it makes me uncomfortable and you know what she said she said I was asking for it and told me to cover up then. My own mother when I told her I was uncomfortable with her looking at me in a uncomfortable way she ignored me she doesn't care I hate her. And on top of that I'm a man in a era of uncaring men and women. In a society where men are actively told we shouldn't speak it feels like I'm being attacked for something out of my control like I didn't ask to be born a man why do you hate me?
I want to get out of my house asap I have a 2.5 gpa no exc planning on volunteering what can I do to manage my feelings and make sure my life is on the right track. God damn I wish my life is on the right track.or else it may end soon...
i tried to bring myself to read it but I just cannot
 
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I can't I just can't I just can't comprehend why I was done this way so hard for me to believe in Christ because it's just so much pain and then I don't need Christ a backbone for everything I'm just so hurt man bleegh
That means u should just kys
Ok?
 
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i tried to bring myself to read it but I just cannot
tldr: op is too much of a pussy to kill himself, he just said it for attention
 
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Your still Indian bro
Yes but pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaasssssssseeeeeeeeeee kill yourself
why wont u do it?
why did u lie
just kys plz
 
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You saying this still doesn't unindian you bro .
but can u kill urself?
i just dont understand why u lied
please just do it
itll be quick
 
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just dont mind the indian dude ion even think he is indian
 
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Brutal. I'm 19 so not much older. I'd say get into trades and get a cheap apartment or move in/share rent with a friend. Realistically college won't benefit you, it doesn't seem like it would be a viable option at the moment. Trades are your best bet to get some income, move out and have some time to think about what you want to do with your life.
 
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Brutal. I'm 19 so not much older. I'd say get into trades and get a cheap apartment or move in/share rent with a friend. Realistically college won't benefit you, it doesn't seem like it would be a viable option at the moment. Trades are your best bet to get some income, move out and have some time to think about what you want to do with your life.
wrong, he should just tie a rope around his neck
 
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read every molecule
 
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beat both of your parents ass for all the bullshit they gave you, move out, and dont look back
 
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JAI Hind @The Homelander
 
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Mumnbai
 
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Asking Elders on what I can do with my life?

Prepare for a lot. Hello 17M here asking what I can do I have had a brutal childhood and I want to move out asap.
Multiple traumatizing experiences
Horrible Mother
Horrible StepFather
If I could describe them in 3 words it'd be childish
they upfront said fuck you and shut the fuck up they curse at me they laid hands on me. that was before the growth spurt and then my stepfather became a coward and couldn't fight me anymore
They are frequent drunkards smoke alot
Shit it feels sometimes it feels like I'm the only adult in a house filled with teenagers the man that Im supposed to look up to is lazy,emotional, homophobic, racist. Tells me frequently that it's ok to feel emotions. But laid hands on my mother before the threat of divorce r*pe because then there would be serious consequences then 😂 what a joke. Don't get me started on my mother she is the epitome of a uncaring woman and God forbid I sound like an incel but I don't care some people need to hear this. I believe this is the future for most woman that wants to have this uncaring masculine aura where I don't need a man for anything ungrateful. God forbid those bitches have a son😂. However back on topic she is a narcissistic uncaring asshole, bitch of a woman who I do not want around my kids. I could write a novel for how many times she has said I don't care she openly married an abusive husband meaning he laid hands on her and still married her. Litterally a GROWN WOMAN married an abusive husband in THIS ERA OF ALL TIMES. hit me popped me whipped me. She litterally acts like a child. She made a comment about my penis that made me feel uncomfortable I got m*sted by her 2 times she frequently violated my boundaries I told her upfront that it makes me uncomfortable and you know what she said she said I was asking for it and told me to cover up then. My own mother when I told her I was uncomfortable with her looking at me in a uncomfortable way she ignored me she doesn't care I hate her. And on top of that I'm a man in a era of uncaring men and women. In a society where men are actively told we shouldn't speak it feels like I'm being attacked for something out of my control like I didn't ask to be born a man why do you hate me?
I want to get out of my house asap I have a 2.5 gpa no exc planning on volunteering what can I do to manage my feelings and make sure my life is on the right track. God damn I wish my life is on the right track.or else it may end soon...
Learn a trade and get out of there ASAP.
 
Didn't read much but, beat your stepfather up and assert your dominance as the leader of the household, if you think this will do more harm than good just stand up for yourself to the point where they don't fuck with you too much You're GPA is ass I'm assuming because of your poor living conditions so I'd suggest going to community college and transferring to a prestigious uni since your chances are cooked straight out of HS. While in CC you could get certified in a trade and start working too. Think electrical engineering and being an electrician, mechanical engineering and mechanic, nursing school and being a CNA/Phlebotomist, or just go straight into trade school like HVAC, plumbing or sumn.
 
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Didn't read much but, beat your stepfather up and assert your dominance as the leader of the household, if you think this will do more harm than good just stand up for yourself to the point where they don't fuck with you too much You're GPA is ass I'm assuming because of your poor living conditions so I'd suggest going to community college and transferring to a prestigious uni since your chances are cooked straight out of HS. While in CC you could get certified in a trade and start working too. Think electrical engineering and being an electrician, mechanical engineering and mechanic, nursing school and being a CNA/Phlebotomist, or just go straight into trade school like HVAC, plumbing or sumn.
Thanks love you bro
 
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Check what natal charts are, this conditions needed for you to spawn there, rambling about era is scam, also you should beat your stepfather :forcedsmile:
 

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