2 months post breakup update.. - it all get's better

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

TLDR: Things are all getting better so much quicker than expected.



I am in spain right now on a student exchange for a week and some days before i go back to germany and then to italy for another month.

I met this very pretty VERY interesting french girl in italy, she is, as i said, the reason my ex isn't the first thing i think of in the morning..

I still remember her and think of her every day, but doing so no longer evokes those very intense and strong sentiments that i escaped with SH like it once used to.

The sad thing is, that once i return from spain and germany, the french girl will already have left and moved back to france..

I only got to spend just 2 days with her
..which was actually pretty awsome already icl

I think she is into me, i KNOW that she knows i'm into her.

If i remember correctly i met her on the
8th of march, which is also were those feelings towards my ex started to calm down.

Till a few days ago, i still got really strong urges and feelings i felt like i had to hide and flee from.

Now i don't.

I'm very thankful she happened to pop into my life like that and i hope she will become a part of it, at least for a while..


The whole breakup has changed my outlook on (romantic) relationships quite a bit.

Everything passes.

The realization (was obvious, but i was prolly delusionmaxxing) that a person you think would never (delusionmaxxikg again) (or at least never in this way, without warning) just leave and hurt you like that is pretty scary, but ig it is to be expected, or at the very least not excluded from possibility.

I'll be more careful now, be not smarter, but wiser in the future.

In general, the italy (spending 4 months or so in italy at my dad's place, instead of in germany w my mother) experience has been getting properly enjoyable as well.

I was/have been going to tango, eating pretty well, have gone out with people my age for the first time, have gotten to spend some time with my father and our mutual (based oldcel) friends..
and i've been getting really interested in doing drugs lately... idk why.

I did kinda cherrypick all the good things, but ultimately they outwheigh all the bullshit.

Yeahh... so i've got a lot more to say, but the last week has been the first week that was actually good again.

Ofcourse it will all keep being up and down, but let's hope to retain this general upward trend.

Ig it was a formative experience :/

@satangoy @abzz! @annenisikeyim @Idontknow- @Hernan

 

[Idontknow-]

TLDR: Things are all getting better so much quicker than expected.



I am in spain right now on a student exchange for a week and some days before i go back to germany and then to italy for another month.

I met this very pretty VERY interesting french girl in italy, she is, as i said, the reason my ex isn't the first thing i think of in the morning..

I still remember her and think of her every day, but doing so no longer evokes those very intense and strong sentiments that i escaped with SH like it once used to.

The sad thing is, that once i return from spain and germany, the french girl will already have left and moved back to france..

I only got to spend just 2 days with her
..which was actually pretty awsome already icl

I think she is into me, i KNOW that she knows i'm into her.

If i remember correctly i met her on the
8th of march, which is also were those feelings towards my ex started to calm down.

Till a few days ago, i still got really strong urges and feelings i felt like i had to hide and flee from.

Now i don't.

I'm very thankful she happened to pop into my life like that and i hope she will become a part of it, at least for a while..


The whole breakup has changed my outlook on (romantic) relationships quite a bit.

Everything passes.

View attachment 4766050

The realization (was obvious, but i was prolly delusionmaxxing) that a person you think would never (delusionmaxxikg again) (or at least never in this way, without warning) just leave and hurt you like that is pretty scary, but ig it is to be expected, or at the very least not excluded from possibility.

I'll be more careful now, be not smarter, but wiser in the future.

In general, the italy (spending 4 months or so in italy at my dad's place, instead of in germany w my mother) experience has been getting properly enjoyable as well.

I was/have been going to tango, eating pretty well, have gone out with people my age for the first time, have gotten to spend some time with my father and our mutual (based oldcel) friends..
and i've been getting really interested in doing drugs lately... idk why.

I did kinda cherrypick all the good things, but ultimately they outwheigh all the bullshit.

Yeahh... so i've got a lot more to say, but the last week has been the first week that was actually good again.

Ofcourse it will all keep being up and down, but let's hope to retain this general upward trend.

Ig it was a formative experience :/

@satangoy @abzz @annenisikeyim @Idontknow- @Hernan

Great man

 

[holy]

Listen to Dedicada a ela by Arthur Verocai and you'll miss her all over again

 

[stonecold trucel]

nice

 

[cytoplasm]

Noone cares

 

[kisslessvirgin]

exactly what i had told you. time heals

 

[annenisikeyim]

TLDR: Things are all getting better so much quicker than expected.



I am in spain right now on a student exchange for a week and some days before i go back to germany and then to italy for another month.

I met this very pretty VERY interesting french girl in italy, she is, as i said, the reason my ex isn't the first thing i think of in the morning..

I still remember her and think of her every day, but doing so no longer evokes those very intense and strong sentiments that i escaped with SH like it once used to.

The sad thing is, that once i return from spain and germany, the french girl will already have left and moved back to france..

I only got to spend just 2 days with her
..which was actually pretty awsome already icl

I think she is into me, i KNOW that she knows i'm into her.

If i remember correctly i met her on the
8th of march, which is also were those feelings towards my ex started to calm down.

Till a few days ago, i still got really strong urges and feelings i felt like i had to hide and flee from.

Now i don't.

I'm very thankful she happened to pop into my life like that and i hope she will become a part of it, at least for a while..


The whole breakup has changed my outlook on (romantic) relationships quite a bit.

Everything passes.

View attachment 4766050

The realization (was obvious, but i was prolly delusionmaxxing) that a person you think would never (delusionmaxxikg again) (or at least never in this way, without warning) just leave and hurt you like that is pretty scary, but ig it is to be expected, or at the very least not excluded from possibility.

I'll be more careful now, be not smarter, but wiser in the future.

In general, the italy (spending 4 months or so in italy at my dad's place, instead of in germany w my mother) experience has been getting properly enjoyable as well.

I was/have been going to tango, eating pretty well, have gone out with people my age for the first time, have gotten to spend some time with my father and our mutual (based oldcel) friends..
and i've been getting really interested in doing drugs lately... idk why.

I did kinda cherrypick all the good things, but ultimately they outwheigh all the bullshit.

Yeahh... so i've got a lot more to say, but the last week has been the first week that was actually good again.

Ofcourse it will all keep being up and down, but let's hope to retain this general upward trend.

Ig it was a formative experience :/

@satangoy @abzz! @annenisikeyim @Idontknow- @Hernanm

im really happy that you doing well,its all goes away like i said. im also happy that you found a girl to enjoy yourself, enjoy while you can you are winning in life rn my man

 

[heightmax]

TLDR: Things are all getting better so much quicker than expected.



I am in spain right now on a student exchange for a week and some days before i go back to germany and then to italy for another month.

I met this very pretty VERY interesting french girl in italy, she is, as i said, the reason my ex isn't the first thing i think of in the morning..

I still remember her and think of her every day, but doing so no longer evokes those very intense and strong sentiments that i escaped with SH like it once used to.

The sad thing is, that once i return from spain and germany, the french girl will already have left and moved back to france..

I only got to spend just 2 days with her
..which was actually pretty awsome already icl

I think she is into me, i KNOW that she knows i'm into her.

If i remember correctly i met her on the
8th of march, which is also were those feelings towards my ex started to calm down.

Till a few days ago, i still got really strong urges and feelings i felt like i had to hide and flee from.

Now i don't.

I'm very thankful she happened to pop into my life like that and i hope she will become a part of it, at least for a while..


The whole breakup has changed my outlook on (romantic) relationships quite a bit.

Everything passes.

View attachment 4766050

The realization (was obvious, but i was prolly delusionmaxxing) that a person you think would never (delusionmaxxikg again) (or at least never in this way, without warning) just leave and hurt you like that is pretty scary, but ig it is to be expected, or at the very least not excluded from possibility.

I'll be more careful now, be not smarter, but wiser in the future.

In general, the italy (spending 4 months or so in italy at my dad's place, instead of in germany w my mother) experience has been getting properly enjoyable as well.

I was/have been going to tango, eating pretty well, have gone out with people my age for the first time, have gotten to spend some time with my father and our mutual (based oldcel) friends..
and i've been getting really interested in doing drugs lately... idk why.

I did kinda cherrypick all the good things, but ultimately they outwheigh all the bullshit.

Yeahh... so i've got a lot more to say, but the last week has been the first week that was actually good again.

Ofcourse it will all keep being up and down, but let's hope to retain this general upward trend.

Ig it was a formative experience :/

@satangoy @abzz! @annenisikeyim @Idontknow- @Hernan

ofc it gets better
every girl (GOVERNMENT ROBOT FOR SOCIAL EXPERIMENTS) is the same

 

[magneso]

TLDR: Things are all getting better so much quicker than expected.



I am in spain right now on a student exchange for a week and some days before i go back to germany and then to italy for another month.

I met this very pretty VERY interesting french girl in italy, she is, as i said, the reason my ex isn't the first thing i think of in the morning..

I still remember her and think of her every day, but doing so no longer evokes those very intense and strong sentiments that i escaped with SH like it once used to.

The sad thing is, that once i return from spain and germany, the french girl will already have left and moved back to france..

I only got to spend just 2 days with her
..which was actually pretty awsome already icl

I think she is into me, i KNOW that she knows i'm into her.

If i remember correctly i met her on the
8th of march, which is also were those feelings towards my ex started to calm down.

Till a few days ago, i still got really strong urges and feelings i felt like i had to hide and flee from.

Now i don't.

I'm very thankful she happened to pop into my life like that and i hope she will become a part of it, at least for a while..


The whole breakup has changed my outlook on (romantic) relationships quite a bit.

Everything passes.

View attachment 4766050

The realization (was obvious, but i was prolly delusionmaxxing) that a person you think would never (delusionmaxxikg again) (or at least never in this way, without warning) just leave and hurt you like that is pretty scary, but ig it is to be expected, or at the very least not excluded from possibility.

I'll be more careful now, be not smarter, but wiser in the future.

In general, the italy (spending 4 months or so in italy at my dad's place, instead of in germany w my mother) experience has been getting properly enjoyable as well.

I was/have been going to tango, eating pretty well, have gone out with people my age for the first time, have gotten to spend some time with my father and our mutual (based oldcel) friends..
and i've been getting really interested in doing drugs lately... idk why.

I did kinda cherrypick all the good things, but ultimately they outwheigh all the bullshit.

Yeahh... so i've got a lot more to say, but the last week has been the first week that was actually good again.

Ofcourse it will all keep being up and down, but let's hope to retain this general upward trend.

Ig it was a formative experience :/

@satangoy @abzz! @annenisikeyim @Idontknow- @Hernan

This was a good read mirin

 

[ToDelirium]

TLDR: Things are all getting better so much quicker than expected.



I am in spain right now on a student exchange for a week and some days before i go back to germany and then to italy for another month.

I met this very pretty VERY interesting french girl in italy, she is, as i said, the reason my ex isn't the first thing i think of in the morning..

I still remember her and think of her every day, but doing so no longer evokes those very intense and strong sentiments that i escaped with SH like it once used to.

The sad thing is, that once i return from spain and germany, the french girl will already have left and moved back to france..

I only got to spend just 2 days with her
..which was actually pretty awsome already icl

I think she is into me, i KNOW that she knows i'm into her.

If i remember correctly i met her on the
8th of march, which is also were those feelings towards my ex started to calm down.

Till a few days ago, i still got really strong urges and feelings i felt like i had to hide and flee from.

Now i don't.

I'm very thankful she happened to pop into my life like that and i hope she will become a part of it, at least for a while..


The whole breakup has changed my outlook on (romantic) relationships quite a bit.

Everything passes.

View attachment 4766050

The realization (was obvious, but i was prolly delusionmaxxing) that a person you think would never (delusionmaxxikg again) (or at least never in this way, without warning) just leave and hurt you like that is pretty scary, but ig it is to be expected, or at the very least not excluded from possibility.

I'll be more careful now, be not smarter, but wiser in the future.

In general, the italy (spending 4 months or so in italy at my dad's place, instead of in germany w my mother) experience has been getting properly enjoyable as well.

I was/have been going to tango, eating pretty well, have gone out with people my age for the first time, have gotten to spend some time with my father and our mutual (based oldcel) friends..
and i've been getting really interested in doing drugs lately... idk why.

I did kinda cherrypick all the good things, but ultimately they outwheigh all the bullshit.

Yeahh... so i've got a lot more to say, but the last week has been the first week that was actually good again.

Ofcourse it will all keep being up and down, but let's hope to retain this general upward trend.

Ig it was a formative experience :/

@satangoy @abzz! @annenisikeyim @Idontknow- @Hernan

Peak

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

ofc it gets better
every girl (GOVERNMENT ROBOT FOR SOCIAL EXPERIMENTS) is the same

Idk if that last part is completly true, but thx

This was a good read mirin

Peak

im really happy that you doing well,its all goes away like i said. im also happy that you found a girl to enjoy yourself, enjoy while you can you are winning in life rn my man

Well idk if i'll see the french foid again, but even if i don't it was still nice to spend just those 2 days with her.

Great man

Listen to Dedicada a ela by Arthur Verocai and you'll miss her all over again

Idk... i did miss her all of a sudden a few hours ago .. tbh
.. a little unexpected, but not totally unexpected ..

nice