2 years ago, i tried to kill myself. Now I ascended

[StraightHeadJames]

I actually attempted suicide back then on my old account thats why i wanted a new account cuz i said to everyone I will kill myself and didn't. cuz i failed it AND WAS EMABRASSED. but im so happy i didnt go fully through with it Thank god...

my life is way better now, my looks changed from STRONG LTN - weak MTN to weak HTN, i got a girlfriend i got new friends. my family is doing better i am Just happy overall person. Just THROUGH ONE HARDMAXX, GYM, TAN, SKINCARE AND LEANMAXX, AND I THOUGHT I WAS UNSAVABLE


I used to hit myself in the face, legit bonesmash with a hammer used to hit walls and shit i was completely mentally ill.

My only friend was James Sapphire CurlyHeadJames.




IF YOU'RE A YOUNG DUDE LIKE I WAS (I WAS 16 YRS OLD) DON'T GIVE UP. YOUR LOOKS CAN STILL CHANGE A LOT.


ALL THE STREESSING, CORTISOL AND MADNESS IS JUST GONNA TAKE UR ENERGY THAT COULD BE USED FOR ASCENDING.

 

[Slayfer]

Mirin the lifefuel

 

[Debetro]

@Hernan

 

[MassMogger]

So then what did you do to ascebd

 

[Everythingislaw]

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I actually attempted suicide back then on my old account thats why i wanted a new account cuz i said to everyone I will kill myself and didn't. cuz i failed it AND WAS EMABRASSED. but im so happy i didnt go fully through with it Thank god...

my life is way better now, my looks changed from STRONG LTN - weak MTN to weak HTN, i got a girlfriend i got new friends. my family is doing better i am Just happy overall person. Just THROUGH ONE HARDMAXX, GYM, TAN, SKINCARE AND LEANMAXX, AND I THOUGHT I WAS UNSAVABLE


I used to hit myself in the face, legit bonesmash with a hammer used to hit walls and shit i was completely mentally ill.

My only friend was James Sapphire CurlyHeadJames.




IF YOU'RE A YOUNG DUDE LIKE I WAS (I WAS 16 YRS OLD) DON'T GIVE UP. YOUR LOOKS CAN STILL CHANGE A LOT.


ALL THE STREESSING, CORTISOL AND MADNESS IS JUST GONNA TAKE UR ENERGY THAT COULD BE USED FOR ASCENDING.

My biggest problem isnt even looks it is not having any friends or not making any in high school. How much Did ascending help you with making new friends?

 

[localh]

boring

Suicide is so insane to me I always think of Adams song by blink 182

 

[Saint Casanova]

That wasn’t you bozo

 

[Arbuscular]

what did u do to ascend bhai

 

[7940mogger]

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I actually attempted suicide back then on my old account thats why i wanted a new account cuz i said to everyone I will kill myself and didn't. cuz i failed it AND WAS EMABRASSED. but im so happy i didnt go fully through with it Thank god...

my life is way better now, my looks changed from STRONG LTN - weak MTN to weak HTN, i got a girlfriend i got new friends. my family is doing better i am Just happy overall person. Just THROUGH ONE HARDMAXX, GYM, TAN, SKINCARE AND LEANMAXX, AND I THOUGHT I WAS UNSAVABLE


I used to hit myself in the face, legit bonesmash with a hammer used to hit walls and shit i was completely mentally ill.

My only friend was James Sapphire CurlyHeadJames.




IF YOU'RE A YOUNG DUDE LIKE I WAS (I WAS 16 YRS OLD) DON'T GIVE UP. YOUR LOOKS CAN STILL CHANGE A LOT.


ALL THE STREESSING, CORTISOL AND MADNESS IS JUST GONNA TAKE UR ENERGY THAT COULD BE USED FOR ASCENDING.

Ws man hope your doing well . what hardmax did you do if you dont mind me asking?