2022 was a happy year

[Lonenely sigma]

This is a bit of a long-ish post, and I am sure 90% of replies will be smt along the lines of "dnr" but I want to see if anyone feels the same way as me.


I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.


I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.


I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.


My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.


Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.



When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.


My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.


Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.


I miss early 2022.

 

[Carbine]

Your life sounds nice faggot

 

[Carbine]

Read all this for nothing

 

[piec]

it was kinda shit nigger

2019 or rope

 

[Suns9999]

talking to anyone about the bp whether it be online or in real life is bound to nuke your social reputation in some way shape or form. think i might have learned that the hard way

 

[sexy]

Worst year of my life. I read everything you wrote, though. You finding the blackpill was the turning point in your life. I wonder how you're going to get yourself out of this situation.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Your life sounds nice faggot

Its not anymore. I talk with like 3 people in all.

2022 was good because I was working for the "better tomorrow". That better tomorrow is supposed to be today, but its not.

 

[Suns9999]

i miss 2023 so bad

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Worst year of my life. I read everything you wrote, though. You finding the blackpill was the turning point in your life. I wonder how you're going to get yourself out of this situation.

I mean, unless the truth changes, there is no going out. The truth was visible even in 2022, I just didn't want to see it.


I looked worse 2 years ago. It was the mindset I miss. I will never be that positive again, unless my situation changes completely. And even then, I won't be as naive. You can't unblackpill yourself

 

[Lonenely sigma]

i miss 2023 so bad

2023 was worse for me. Except for the august when I was left alone in the village riding a bike for 2 weeks. Other than that it wasn't much different

 

[sexy]

I mean, unless the truth changes, there is no going out. The truth was visible even in 2022, I just didn't want to see it.


I looked worse 2 years ago. It was the mindset I miss. I will never be that positive again, unless my situation changes completely. And even then, I won't be as naive. You can't unblackpill yourself

I meant how you're going to get yourself out of the situation of not going out, not talking to many people, being a lonely sigma, etc.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I meant how you're going to get yourself out of the situation of not going out, not talking to many people, being a lonely sigma, etc.

I mean, I could in theory go out but it wouldn't make me feel any better tbf.


I'd compare myself with that chad and think: "damn, if I looked like him, they would beg me to go out". I wouldn't even have this thought with my 2022 mindset. Blackpill ruined me in that sense.

 

[irkkedmulatto]

2022 was when I first discovered male manosphere i was 14-15
I’m 17 now

 

[Always Stay You]

2022 I was dying of post finasteride syndrome. Probably roughly 3.5 nanograms of dopamine entered my brain that year. Check your privilege bud

 

[Bomber517]

Before COVID-19, my life was fine. Some of the best life moments were before 2020.

 

[Awan]

Lol what a faggot

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Lol what a faggot

Mind explaining why?

 

[Ascending2Tyrone]

summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.

 

[JohnBaza]

This is a bit of a long-ish post, and I am sure 90% of replies will be smt along the lines of "dnr" but I want to see if anyone feels the same way as me.


I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.


I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.


I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.


My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.


Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.



When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.


My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.


Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.


I miss early 2022.

2022 was the best year in my life as well

 

[JohnBaza]

This is a bit of a long-ish post, and I am sure 90% of replies will be smt along the lines of "dnr" but I want to see if anyone feels the same way as me.


I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.


I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.


I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.


My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.


Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.



When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.


My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.


Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.


I miss early 2022.

I descended since mid 2023 both physically and social/mentally but bhai we must forget past and what could be and improve from today. Tomorrow I plan on going gym 3 hours cardio and fucking run till I cant breath. I will fucking mog again

 

[|Daddy_Zygos|]

This is a bit of a long-ish post, and I am sure 90% of replies will be smt along the lines of "dnr" but I want to see if anyone feels the same way as me.


I don't want to sound edgy, but the spring and summer of 2022 were the last truly happy periods of my life.


I was a second grader of highschool back then. I only got blackpilled in july 2022. Before that, I was a hardcore self-improvement freak.


I was outgoing, spending my free time outside with my (mostly) male friends, playing billiard, spending time in a café bar close to our school, playing video games with them all, and of course, rotting in the gym.


My chad friend brought me everywhere with him. He also made me go to the gym like 4 times a week. My grades were good so I had a lot of free time.


Then the summer of 2022 happened. I got blackpilled and everything went down the drain. I spent 3 months outside of my city with my parents, both in our holidayhouse and on a seashore.



When I returned in september, I wasn't the same person. Everything made sense all of a sudden. I stopped going to the gym, I stopped going outside.


My chad friend, who is a very good guy, started asking me about why I "became different" but I couldn't explain it to him. I couldn't explain it to anyone.


Since then, every day has been the same. I am not particulary depressed, but I am never truly happy either. Every day is the same. I stopped enjoying spending times out with my folks, and slowly got used to loneliness.


I miss early 2022.

the consequences of overdosing on the black pills and shit posting if you decided just to looksmax you'll be fine

 

[Shade91]

It was a shit year for me

 

[silently_said]

the things i would do to go back to summer 2022 and play skyrim for the first time again

 

[Clark69]

and 2022 is going to be three years ago in just two months. i would kill to go back to 2016. almost nine years ago. a lifetime, yet feels so close

 

[Giggling Elmo]

i miss 2017- 2021 bro

 

[Lonenely sigma]

the things i would do to go back to summer 2022 and play skyrim for the first time again

and 2022 is going to be three years ago in just two months. i would kill to go back to 2016. almost nine years ago. a lifetime, yet feels so close

Timepill is truly brutal.


A few days ago I wanted to go through the chats I had with folks in the summer of 2022. I deadass found those "do you remember when..." conversations back then, too.


I am notalgic as fuck, sure, but those "good times" never really existed. Fuck, I didn't even have contact lenses back then, I was almost blind, and yet I dream about going back. Thats the weird part