NateJacobs
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Loss after Loss
Now it may be an exaggeration, but i do think 2024 was definitely one of the worst years of my life overall since 2021. It started off great,
January- In a relationship with a Green Eyed HTB ,Look most mogger i have ever been up till that point, Got fucked over on new years by her but the relationship healed
Febuary- Lose her, Get fucked up hair, REGAIN my old onetis stacylite(OGs from fall 2023 know whats up), fix my hair and it becomes the best its ever been
March, Lose the stacylite first week, get put into a stressful month-long relationship with a legit stacy (prom), get my hair fucked (fatal blow for the year)
April, Worst day in my life in years (prom night), fucked hair in full effect, forced to leave mtb i really liked,
And you get the point. Everything went downhill fast after march. The wins slowly got outnumbered by the Ls and the wins i got throughout the year (VERY VERY FEW) would somehow become net negatives for me. I lost the motivation to looksmax, became worse looking, lost intrest in women, lost intrest in getting money (Was broke all year), fucked up being with a htb green eyed hqnp blonde who at one point was intrested in me.
NEW YEARS NIGHT
Its around 3 where i live, I just got back from a girls house where me and my friend just had a calm link with them. The girl i had i kinda liked a little bit but i thought she was trolling me. We had hung out 2 times before and cuddled and she felt on my dick but she played with my cheeks, literally asked to crack my back and then started humping me from the back, gave me a foot massage (i asked). She addmited her other friend was trolling my hb who was all up on her grabbing her ass so that made me even more sure it was just trolling and they did not really want me like that which i dont even really want her fr. In 2024(yes im changing rn from 3 hours ago) i would only want to creampie her she has a nice ass and nice tits and mtb face very extroverted. But after tn i realized yeah whats the point?
We cuddle and what?
God clearly does not want me engaging in casual sex and to let go of my lustful ways i had been thru all of 2024 and most of 2023.
It doesnt even seem like she wants me to fuck her anyway.
I also tried to go to THREE parties. The first one, i came and a bunch of HTNs and some chadlite athletes at my school were leaving and told me and my friend to dip cuz it was ass and we all left.
Then the next party was hosted by literally kids all freshmans and sophmores some juniors to but not really.
AND LAST. Literally we barely made it before new years, it was a college function and i swear to you it was around 11:46 ish and we get to the door and everyone is leaving cuz the cops were coming and sure enough a cop came RIGHT BEFORE NEW YEARS.
So yeah the nate was ass im up late asf too and have school tmr so rip.
DId not make a thread on my shitty new years last year since i was banned but yeah
Happy New Year,
NateJacobs
Loss after Loss
Now it may be an exaggeration, but i do think 2024 was definitely one of the worst years of my life overall since 2021. It started off great,
January- In a relationship with a Green Eyed HTB ,Look most mogger i have ever been up till that point, Got fucked over on new years by her but the relationship healed
Febuary- Lose her, Get fucked up hair, REGAIN my old onetis stacylite(OGs from fall 2023 know whats up), fix my hair and it becomes the best its ever been
March, Lose the stacylite first week, get put into a stressful month-long relationship with a legit stacy (prom), get my hair fucked (fatal blow for the year)
April, Worst day in my life in years (prom night), fucked hair in full effect, forced to leave mtb i really liked,
And you get the point. Everything went downhill fast after march. The wins slowly got outnumbered by the Ls and the wins i got throughout the year (VERY VERY FEW) would somehow become net negatives for me. I lost the motivation to looksmax, became worse looking, lost intrest in women, lost intrest in getting money (Was broke all year), fucked up being with a htb green eyed hqnp blonde who at one point was intrested in me.
NEW YEARS NIGHT
Its around 3 where i live, I just got back from a girls house where me and my friend just had a calm link with them. The girl i had i kinda liked a little bit but i thought she was trolling me. We had hung out 2 times before and cuddled and she felt on my dick but she played with my cheeks, literally asked to crack my back and then started humping me from the back, gave me a foot massage (i asked). She addmited her other friend was trolling my hb who was all up on her grabbing her ass so that made me even more sure it was just trolling and they did not really want me like that which i dont even really want her fr. In 2024(yes im changing rn from 3 hours ago) i would only want to creampie her she has a nice ass and nice tits and mtb face very extroverted. But after tn i realized yeah whats the point?
We cuddle and what?
God clearly does not want me engaging in casual sex and to let go of my lustful ways i had been thru all of 2024 and most of 2023.
It doesnt even seem like she wants me to fuck her anyway.
I also tried to go to THREE parties. The first one, i came and a bunch of HTNs and some chadlite athletes at my school were leaving and told me and my friend to dip cuz it was ass and we all left.
Then the next party was hosted by literally kids all freshmans and sophmores some juniors to but not really.
AND LAST. Literally we barely made it before new years, it was a college function and i swear to you it was around 11:46 ish and we get to the door and everyone is leaving cuz the cops were coming and sure enough a cop came RIGHT BEFORE NEW YEARS.
So yeah the nate was ass im up late asf too and have school tmr so rip.
DId not make a thread on my shitty new years last year since i was banned but yeah
Happy New Year,
NateJacobs
