coolguyjames
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This year was full of downs as usual but way different than others atleast for me. I made a lot of threads here this year but recently I was unactive.
I didn't glow up at all actually. I was always so close to being disciplined but I continued doing the same, eating shit and doing absolutely nothing. I wasn't rotting in my bed but I wasn't working out nor being on a diet. Many bad things happened to me in school also like I got ignored atleast 1000 times by other girls and I mean a lot of them.
There were 3 girls from other class I mentioned before, one pretended to be in love with me for attention, the other was obsessed with calling my name but ignored me as well, and I tried to get the 3rd one but she ignored me so much this year and I recently saw she has a heart in her insatgram bio and realized she got a boyfriend, and then last week I saw her kiss him and hug him in the school hallways and she was looking at me as well.
Then there's other ones I also mentioned who also didn't gaf about me and they all go to the same class with those 3 girls, so there's like 8 girls from that class who don't care about me at all and I failed to make a connection with them
Im a sophomore still by the way. And all these 8 girls are sophomore as well. But there's 2 blonde girls that are best friends from the junior year and I failed to make a connection too, they either got a boyfriend or just don't care about me, but when I was a freshman and when they were sophomores they constantly looked at me in the hallways and few times said hi, but later they just stopped thinking about me.
And I constantly see the girls from my class cuddling with the other guys, but never with me. It's like I will never get that feeling even if I get very much prettier.
So, I am finally done with girls. I'm not trying to make a connection with them anymore. I am accepting the fact I will be alone and I like being alone anyways. I don't feel lonely but I feel just stupid. How am I not able to get a female friend.
But like I said I don't want any of that anymore. I'm changing. I'm listening to my brain now. Not heart. Never again.
I didn't glow up at all actually. I was always so close to being disciplined but I continued doing the same, eating shit and doing absolutely nothing. I wasn't rotting in my bed but I wasn't working out nor being on a diet. Many bad things happened to me in school also like I got ignored atleast 1000 times by other girls and I mean a lot of them.
There were 3 girls from other class I mentioned before, one pretended to be in love with me for attention, the other was obsessed with calling my name but ignored me as well, and I tried to get the 3rd one but she ignored me so much this year and I recently saw she has a heart in her insatgram bio and realized she got a boyfriend, and then last week I saw her kiss him and hug him in the school hallways and she was looking at me as well.
Then there's other ones I also mentioned who also didn't gaf about me and they all go to the same class with those 3 girls, so there's like 8 girls from that class who don't care about me at all and I failed to make a connection with them
Im a sophomore still by the way. And all these 8 girls are sophomore as well. But there's 2 blonde girls that are best friends from the junior year and I failed to make a connection too, they either got a boyfriend or just don't care about me, but when I was a freshman and when they were sophomores they constantly looked at me in the hallways and few times said hi, but later they just stopped thinking about me.
And I constantly see the girls from my class cuddling with the other guys, but never with me. It's like I will never get that feeling even if I get very much prettier.
So, I am finally done with girls. I'm not trying to make a connection with them anymore. I am accepting the fact I will be alone and I like being alone anyways. I don't feel lonely but I feel just stupid. How am I not able to get a female friend.
But like I said I don't want any of that anymore. I'm changing. I'm listening to my brain now. Not heart. Never again.
