Recessed Apostle
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Hello kind people of the forum, I would like some advice on how to lower my cortisol which is spiked 24/7 and im actually going crazy. I never had a gf but I was always chill about it and cortisol-free in my blood for the most part. Everything changed thought when I actually had a htb intrested in me who wanted to crack. I wouldn't be considered good looking but im carried by my height and jacked body, my face is not so good, so foids probably see me as crackable but obviously not lovable bcs of my face. This foid wanted to crack and im inexperienced, while she is a usual hypergamous foid with a roster plus she actually pretty af. I got her in a chill place and we were all alone and she climbed on me and layed her head on my shoulder and started touching me and shit, but i was frozen and hella nd. I failed miserably to give her what she wanted. After this failed ahh attempt my cortisol has been perma spiked and I dont know how to lower that shit. Im always one step from crashin out and living an actual emotinal hell every day. Can anyone suggest sum shi to escape this purgatory im living ?