30 year old virgin

[One Rep Max]

I have never been lucky in love. During my teens years, I watched as the jocks had their pick of any girl they wanted. Because girls wanted them too. But I was never desired or seen as a person by girls. Perhaps it was partly my Aspergers, but I never had any desire to have sex at this age. I didn’t constantly think about boobs or touching them, my interests were mainly video games and music. Yes, in many ways, puberty struck me pretty late in the game. By my 20s, I started thinking about girls as not just classmates but sexual beings too. But my hormones thankfully never took over and led me to hurt a girl with my overeagerness. In college, I think it finally hit me what I was missing. Late one night, I woke up to noises coming from my roommate’s room. He had a girl in his room and they were having sex. I’d seen enough teen comedies by that point to guess what they were doing. And it sounded like fun! That doesn’t mean that I started to think of girls as nothing but playthings; I wished that I had an emotional connection with a girl.

And so, here I am. Almost 30 years old and I’ve never been in a relationship, had sex or even had a female friend. This has been eating at me for a long while. I have seen people my age and younger dating or getting married, and it just isn’t happening for me. I’ve tried dating sites/apps and opening up to girls more in group projects and social groups. But it’s clear to me now that girls don’t desire me or see my value as a human. And now, because of COVID, I don’t think that will change anytime soon. I suppose that I could just hire an escort to hang out with me for an afternoon or so; I would’ve never considered that an option before COVID.

But, at this point in my life, I need to feel some connection with girls. I know I’d be paying them to have sex, but I’d really be paying them to treat me like a human. Seriously, even if we are just playing Pokémon on Switch or talking about something stupid we saw on tv, I will feel more human than I’ve felt in a long time.

 

[One Rep Max]

Bump

 

[upcoming gooner]

just start gooning and all your problems will definitely dissapear.

 

[vernier]

 

[_MVP_]

im a wizard

 

[2025cel]

“It is with great sadness that we share the loss of our artist @_lilscoom89,” read a statement from the label, tagging the late rapper’s Instagram account. “A true creative, Scoom’s passion for music was evident in the near constant flow of songs and videos to his fans. His immense talent, ambitious vision, and quiet determination made him a one of one and an inspiration to so many. We will miss him dearly. Our thoughts are with his family. #RIPLilScoom #LLScoom.”

 

[Chadeep]

“It is with great sadness that we share the loss of our artist @_lilscoom89,” read a statement from the label, tagging the late rapper’s Instagram account. “A true creative, Scoom’s passion for music was evident in the near constant flow of songs and videos to his fans. His immense talent, ambitious vision, and quiet determination made him a one of one and an inspiration to so many. We will miss him dearly. Our thoughts are with his family. #RIPLilScoom #LLScoom.”

 

[2025cel]

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flY hgigh lil scoon

 

[autistic_tendencies]

What’s your height

 

[lepo2317]

You are in 10% of men at 30 who never fucked a woman and in about 80% of men at 30 who never fucked decent looking woman aka 6+/10 looking slut. That's not even considered a achivement nowadays.

 

[One Rep Max]

What’s your height

166 cm

 

[Deleted member 88030]

Brutal bhai
I be there in four years

 

[NOCTURNALDEATH]

might as well make it 31 year old virgin while youre at it

 

[hopecel]

166 cm

so over

 

[hopecel]

Brutal bhai
I be there in four years

I'll rope if I don't ascend by 25 or 30

I'm 21 btw

 

[Deleted member 88030]

I'll rope if I don't ascend by 25 or 30

I'm 21 btw

Ok hopecel

 

[hopecel]

Ok hopecel

I've turned into ropecel, sir

 

[Krisis]

I have never been lucky in love. During my teens years, I watched as the jocks had their pick of any girl they wanted. Because girls wanted them too. But I was never desired or seen as a person by girls. Perhaps it was partly my Aspergers, but I never had any desire to have sex at this age. I didn’t constantly think about boobs or touching them, my interests were mainly video games and music. Yes, in many ways, puberty struck me pretty late in the game. By my 20s, I started thinking about girls as not just classmates but sexual beings too. But my hormones thankfully never took over and led me to hurt a girl with my overeagerness. In college, I think it finally hit me what I was missing. Late one night, I woke up to noises coming from my roommate’s room. He had a girl in his room and they were having sex. I’d seen enough teen comedies by that point to guess what they were doing. And it sounded like fun! That doesn’t mean that I started to think of girls as nothing but playthings; I wished that I had an emotional connection with a girl.

And so, here I am. Almost 30 years old and I’ve never been in a relationship, had sex or even had a female friend. This has been eating at me for a long while. I have seen people my age and younger dating or getting married, and it just isn’t happening for me. I’ve tried dating sites/apps and opening up to girls more in group projects and social groups. But it’s clear to me now that girls don’t desire me or see my value as a human. And now, because of COVID, I don’t think that will change anytime soon. I suppose that I could just hire an escort to hang out with me for an afternoon or so; I would’ve never considered that an option before COVID.

But, at this point in my life, I need to feel some connection with girls. I know I’d be paying them to have sex, but I’d really be paying them to treat me like a human. Seriously, even if we are just playing Pokémon on Switch or talking about something stupid we saw on tv, I will feel more human than I’ve felt in a long time.

It's only hopeless if you give up on yourself. It's one thing to be viewed as undesirable; it's another thing entirely to feel undesirable. This feeling of yours can be placed in a more objective context, and that's going to require a lot of internal work beforehand. You are worthy of love and affection. You have see this in yourself, maximize your potential in every conceivable sense, and then put yourself out there in a pure way. Chase after a kind of internal peace, and you'll surprise yourself with how your experiences change.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

I have never been lucky in love. During my teens years, I watched as the jocks had their pick of any girl they wanted. Because girls wanted them too. But I was never desired or seen as a person by girls. Perhaps it was partly my Aspergers, but I never had any desire to have sex at this age. I didn’t constantly think about boobs or touching them, my interests were mainly video games and music. Yes, in many ways, puberty struck me pretty late in the game. By my 20s, I started thinking about girls as not just classmates but sexual beings too. But my hormones thankfully never took over and led me to hurt a girl with my overeagerness. In college, I think it finally hit me what I was missing. Late one night, I woke up to noises coming from my roommate’s room. He had a girl in his room and they were having sex. I’d seen enough teen comedies by that point to guess what they were doing. And it sounded like fun! That doesn’t mean that I started to think of girls as nothing but playthings; I wished that I had an emotional connection with a girl.

And so, here I am. Almost 30 years old and I’ve never been in a relationship, had sex or even had a female friend. This has been eating at me for a long while. I have seen people my age and younger dating or getting married, and it just isn’t happening for me. I’ve tried dating sites/apps and opening up to girls more in group projects and social groups. But it’s clear to me now that girls don’t desire me or see my value as a human. And now, because of COVID, I don’t think that will change anytime soon. I suppose that I could just hire an escort to hang out with me for an afternoon or so; I would’ve never considered that an option before COVID.

But, at this point in my life, I need to feel some connection with girls. I know I’d be paying them to have sex, but I’d really be paying them to treat me like a human. Seriously, even if we are just playing Pokémon on Switch or talking about something stupid we saw on tv, I will feel more human than I’ve felt in a long time.

Place your race in the right place

 

[bsabsa777]

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