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Hello guys
First off all; sry for my bad english.. im from Europe
Second; im new here and thanks for the Forum.. its a really cool thing because i discovered blackpill/looksmaxing very new (but i think i was always a black pilled guy and believe in looksmaxing)
I just want to describe myself and my life and than maybe you can rate me
im 31 years old and i was all my life overweight.. from 14 years old child till 29 years i was overweight (i think even obese) im 183cm and was all the time about 130kg heavy
growing up with FAT destroyed my "innergame".. i always was unattractive and the girls just ignored me all the time
but i think i was in the early days a blue pilled guy.. i thought when i impress the girls with my innergame than everything gonna be good
than i thought about that and realised, that i wanna thin/lean girl or even normalweight was good.. that opened my eyes.. i knew, when I want a normalweight/lean girl than the girls want too a NORMALweight Person.. i mean TOO fat is an extreme and TOO lean is also extreme.. even too much muscles are extreme
and everything that is extreme, its not healthy and the people dont like unhealthy People.. its all about Biology and instincts..
Our Subconscious steers/controlling us and our subconscious doesnt know about attractive/unattractive.. its select with "healthy/unhealthy"
and when a person is healthy than this person apperience is attractive
And i was a fat guy till 28 years old and never had a girlfriend but i wasnt a virgin cause i fucked sometimes hookers
tbh; fucking with hookers are semi good because there is no love or something like that
anyway; since 1.5 years i lost about 45kg and since than, the girs behavior changed massiv.. its very new to me ( in that 1.5years i didnt go out much because of lockdown etc) its really like heaven, when girls almost starring into your eyes (like i said; its totally new for me and ist gorgous)
funfact; some years ago i didnt liked my jawline.. i thought its too big or something like that^^ but i learnd from blackpill/looksmaxxing that actually i have a good jawline..
im gonna post my pic but unfortunately i will delete this thread in a few days because i'm afraid that someone will recognize me.. i'm really sorry and i hope you can understand
i had always shor hair (i think about 5mm cause i never liked my curly hairs.. like i said, i learned with looksmaxxing that hair is very important to woman.. thats why i started growing and my apperience like on the photo its 8 month i think.. i mean i looked very different all my life before)
First off all; sry for my bad english.. im from Europe
Second; im new here and thanks for the Forum.. its a really cool thing because i discovered blackpill/looksmaxing very new (but i think i was always a black pilled guy and believe in looksmaxing)
I just want to describe myself and my life and than maybe you can rate me
im 31 years old and i was all my life overweight.. from 14 years old child till 29 years i was overweight (i think even obese) im 183cm and was all the time about 130kg heavy
growing up with FAT destroyed my "innergame".. i always was unattractive and the girls just ignored me all the time
but i think i was in the early days a blue pilled guy.. i thought when i impress the girls with my innergame than everything gonna be good
than i thought about that and realised, that i wanna thin/lean girl or even normalweight was good.. that opened my eyes.. i knew, when I want a normalweight/lean girl than the girls want too a NORMALweight Person.. i mean TOO fat is an extreme and TOO lean is also extreme.. even too much muscles are extreme
and everything that is extreme, its not healthy and the people dont like unhealthy People.. its all about Biology and instincts..
Our Subconscious steers/controlling us and our subconscious doesnt know about attractive/unattractive.. its select with "healthy/unhealthy"
and when a person is healthy than this person apperience is attractive
And i was a fat guy till 28 years old and never had a girlfriend but i wasnt a virgin cause i fucked sometimes hookers
tbh; fucking with hookers are semi good because there is no love or something like that
anyway; since 1.5 years i lost about 45kg and since than, the girs behavior changed massiv.. its very new to me ( in that 1.5years i didnt go out much because of lockdown etc) its really like heaven, when girls almost starring into your eyes (like i said; its totally new for me and ist gorgous)
funfact; some years ago i didnt liked my jawline.. i thought its too big or something like that^^ but i learnd from blackpill/looksmaxxing that actually i have a good jawline..
im gonna post my pic but unfortunately i will delete this thread in a few days because i'm afraid that someone will recognize me.. i'm really sorry and i hope you can understand
i had always shor hair (i think about 5mm cause i never liked my curly hairs.. like i said, i learned with looksmaxxing that hair is very important to woman.. thats why i started growing and my apperience like on the photo its 8 month i think.. i mean i looked very different all my life before)
