karbo
300 iq mastermind sociopath manipulator demi-god
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my social autism, anger and hatred towards normies peaked when i was in 7th grade
thats around the age when everyone develops his/her own style, the social ladder becomes a thing, and kids are meaner towards the inferior
i remember observing the cool guys having fun with girls each day and all i could feel was envy and hopelessness. the way they talked to girls, even touched them just like they were boys was beyond me. even though i wanted to be one of them, i hated them. ironically enough, when these boys gave me some attention i felt some sense of pride and felt as though i was one of them for a second
unfortunately that attention was not always positive, and even though by heart i wanted to kill them for it, physically and mentally i could never stand up for myself. this increased my frustration a lot which just further contributed to my slowly building up anger
but somewhere around 2016-2017 i found this magnificent board called /r9k/ where i saw a lot of similar minded people like me, identifying as 'robots' who sail this unfair world alone because of their defects. this gave me a new home, something to look forward to when i felt alone.
if it wasnt for that now tranny infested shithole board, i would have drowned in a mass of normies, but my hand was luckily grabbed just in time.
sometimes i wonder, if i had not stumbled upon a site made for the exact outcasts like i was, would have i destroyed the very thing i wanted to become?
thats around the age when everyone develops his/her own style, the social ladder becomes a thing, and kids are meaner towards the inferior
i remember observing the cool guys having fun with girls each day and all i could feel was envy and hopelessness. the way they talked to girls, even touched them just like they were boys was beyond me. even though i wanted to be one of them, i hated them. ironically enough, when these boys gave me some attention i felt some sense of pride and felt as though i was one of them for a second
unfortunately that attention was not always positive, and even though by heart i wanted to kill them for it, physically and mentally i could never stand up for myself. this increased my frustration a lot which just further contributed to my slowly building up anger
but somewhere around 2016-2017 i found this magnificent board called /r9k/ where i saw a lot of similar minded people like me, identifying as 'robots' who sail this unfair world alone because of their defects. this gave me a new home, something to look forward to when i felt alone.
if it wasnt for that now tranny infested shithole board, i would have drowned in a mass of normies, but my hand was luckily grabbed just in time.
sometimes i wonder, if i had not stumbled upon a site made for the exact outcasts like i was, would have i destroyed the very thing i wanted to become?
