7 years… I’ve been here for 7 years now. Time flies!

Gengar

Gengar

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When I first joined in 2018, I was depressed, feeling lonely. I didn’t realize why at the time. Not because I was a dateless 22 year old virgin, but because I was struggling mentally and instead of opening up, I was bottling things up inside. Three years later, I would finally open up to someone, but you guys know how that ended — I got brootally rejected, LOL.

Now I’m here in 2025, and so many things have changed. I’m no longer depressed, and while I’m not actually ever happy, I’ve healed. I took ten years, but I’m finally here. At that place where things start getting better.

People say a lot of bad things about this community, but honestly I’m really glad to have been a part of this. I’ve met so many wonderful people that I never would have otherwise if I hadn’t joined.

There’s way too many people to tag here, and my failing memory won’t even allow me to list all of the people that I want to tag, so you know who you are. I hope you will be happy, that your dreams come true and finally. Thank you for bearing with me for as long as you have. I love you guys!

TL;DR - Life was bad in 2018, life is good in 2025. Things will get better, and to the real ones out there (you know who you are), I love you. ❤️

Gengar out (it’s time to goon :feelshmm:).
 
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Your 29?
 
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Nice man truly being at peace is something we all look for (y)
 
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Look at him all grown up.

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im proud of you gengar
 
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When I first joined in 2018, I was depressed, feeling lonely. I didn’t realize why at the time. Not because I was a dateless 22 year old virgin, but because I was struggling mentally and instead of opening up, I was bottling things up inside. Three years later, I would finally open up to someone, but you guys know how that ended — I got brootally rejected, LOL.

Now I’m here in 2025, and so many things have changed. I’m no longer depressed, and while I’m not actually ever happy, I’ve healed. I took ten years, but I’m finally here. At that place where things start getting better.

People say a lot of bad things about this community, but honestly I’m really glad to have been a part of this. I’ve met so many wonderful people that I never would have otherwise if I hadn’t joined.

There’s way too many people to tag here, and my failing memory won’t even allow me to list all of the people that I want to tag, so you know who you are. I hope you will be happy, that your dreams come true and finally. Thank you for bearing with me for as long as you have. I love you guys!

TL;DR - Life was bad in 2018, life is good in 2025. Things will get better, and to the real ones out there (you know who you are), I love you. ❤️

Gengar out (it’s time to goon :feelshmm:).
you’re old as fuck, i was 12 in 2018 indulging myself in a good game of fortnitemares with my friends.
 
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When I first joined in 2018, I was depressed, feeling lonely. I didn’t realize why at the time. Not because I was a dateless 22 year old virgin, but because I was struggling mentally and instead of opening up, I was bottling things up inside. Three years later, I would finally open up to someone, but you guys know how that ended — I got brootally rejected, LOL.

Now I’m here in 2025, and so many things have changed. I’m no longer depressed, and while I’m not actually ever happy, I’ve healed. I took ten years, but I’m finally here. At that place where things start getting better.

People say a lot of bad things about this community, but honestly I’m really glad to have been a part of this. I’ve met so many wonderful people that I never would have otherwise if I hadn’t joined.

There’s way too many people to tag here, and my failing memory won’t even allow me to list all of the people that I want to tag, so you know who you are. I hope you will be happy, that your dreams come true and finally. Thank you for bearing with me for as long as you have. I love you guys!

TL;DR - Life was bad in 2018, life is good in 2025. Things will get better, and to the real ones out there (you know who you are), I love you. ❤️

Gengar out (it’s time to goon :feelshmm:).
Have a good goon Gengar🫶
 
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When I first joined in 2018, I was depressed, feeling lonely. I didn’t realize why at the time. Not because I was a dateless 22 year old virgin, but because I was struggling mentally and instead of opening up, I was bottling things up inside. Three years later, I would finally open up to someone, but you guys know how that ended — I got brootally rejected, LOL.

Now I’m here in 2025, and so many things have changed. I’m no longer depressed, and while I’m not actually ever happy, I’ve healed. I took ten years, but I’m finally here. At that place where things start getting better.

People say a lot of bad things about this community, but honestly I’m really glad to have been a part of this. I’ve met so many wonderful people that I never would have otherwise if I hadn’t joined.

There’s way too many people to tag here, and my failing memory won’t even allow me to list all of the people that I want to tag, so you know who you are. I hope you will be happy, that your dreams come true and finally. Thank you for bearing with me for as long as you have. I love you guys!

TL;DR - Life was bad in 2018, life is good in 2025. Things will get better, and to the real ones out there (you know who you are), I love you. ❤️

Gengar out (it’s time to goon :feelshmm:).
GOONgar :love:
 
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When I first joined in 2018, I was depressed, feeling lonely. I didn’t realize why at the time. Not because I was a dateless 22 year old virgin, but because I was struggling mentally and instead of opening up, I was bottling things up inside. Three years later, I would finally open up to someone, but you guys know how that ended — I got brootally rejected, LOL.

Now I’m here in 2025, and so many things have changed. I’m no longer depressed, and while I’m not actually ever happy, I’ve healed. I took ten years, but I’m finally here. At that place where things start getting better.

People say a lot of bad things about this community, but honestly I’m really glad to have been a part of this. I’ve met so many wonderful people that I never would have otherwise if I hadn’t joined.

There’s way too many people to tag here, and my failing memory won’t even allow me to list all of the people that I want to tag, so you know who you are. I hope you will be happy, that your dreams come true and finally. Thank you for bearing with me for as long as you have. I love you guys!

TL;DR - Life was bad in 2018, life is good in 2025. Things will get better, and to the real ones out there (you know who you are), I love you. ❤️

Gengar out (it’s time to goon :feelshmm:).
Oldcel
 
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you’re old as fuck, i was 12 in 2018 indulging myself in a good game of fortnitemares with my friends.
Same what a time I remember when friendly fire was still in fortnight and me and my friends just killed each other and revived again and again :owo:
 
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Same what a time I remember when friendly fire was still in fortnight and me and my friends just killed each other and revived again and again :owo:
well i’m not that fucking old now i started playing in season 3 😭😭
 
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well i’m not that fucking old now i started playing in season 3 😭😭
Damn u missed out. I started playing in December 2017, my friend told me about this game in school, said it was battle royal like pubj but u could build fortresses such good memories
 
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When I first joined in 2018, I was depressed, feeling lonely. I didn’t realize why at the time. Not because I was a dateless 22 year old virgin, but because I was struggling mentally and instead of opening up, I was bottling things up inside. Three years later, I would finally open up to someone, but you guys know how that ended — I got brootally rejected, LOL.

Now I’m here in 2025, and so many things have changed. I’m no longer depressed, and while I’m not actually ever happy, I’ve healed. I took ten years, but I’m finally here. At that place where things start getting better.

People say a lot of bad things about this community, but honestly I’m really glad to have been a part of this. I’ve met so many wonderful people that I never would have otherwise if I hadn’t joined.

There’s way too many people to tag here, and my failing memory won’t even allow me to list all of the people that I want to tag, so you know who you are. I hope you will be happy, that your dreams come true and finally. Thank you for bearing with me for as long as you have. I love you guys!

TL;DR - Life was bad in 2018, life is good in 2025. Things will get better, and to the real ones out there (you know who you are), I love you. ❤️

Gengar out (it’s time to goon :feelshmm:).
we love you too gengar, at the end of the day all the unpaid work you do keeps this forum running and without you org would never be the same. you're my favourite mod (don't tell the others i said that you) and you're by far closest to the community
 
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i've been in the psl sphere for over a decade, been in the general blackpilled/racepilled/jqpilled space for almost 3 decades

it all started innocently enough. i had a question about a flight simulator i was playing and went on a gaming bbs (bulletin board system) back in the amiga and ibm computer days, that led me to various off topic forums discussing philosophy, politics, etc.

i am very well versed and educated on human nature, psychology, and motivations, from my 3 decades on various internet fora. my insight and knowledge certainly rivals that of any phd in anthropology. this is why i'm so adept at demolition most of the copes people peddle around. i've seen them all.

i don't post on multiple forums usually, i go from place to place usually forced to do so after being banned. this is the longest running period i've ever been on a forum. i spent 80% of my adult life on forums, untold hours that could have been used to be productive in irl pursuits. but i'm 56 now and have come to peace with the choices i made in life. i just hope my vast knowledge and expertise on every facet of science, art, psychology, physics, music, film, politics, racism, etc has impacted some people out there. perhaps an acolyte was put on the path of physical violence as a result of exposure to my works.

that's really all an educator and a public intellectual can hope for :owo:
 
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i spent majority of my 20s playing videogames, after college(which i eventually quit), load up the ibm and play flight simulators. in my mid and late 20s, come home from work, load up the pentium and play games. 30s, add yahoo gaming chatrooms and various forums to the mix.

before personal computers, i would watch vhs tapes dozens if not hundreds of times, when we got cable i would read the tv guide and line up all the good shows and this i did the entire day after school

99% of my life is interfacing with media technology

frankly i'm not sure the internet was worth giving our entire lives over to the machine. i think i would have arrived to the exact same conclusion i have today on politics, race, religion, philosophy, science, etc on my own anyway and probably kept my memory sharp on top of that. there's really no need for me to revisit the same youtube videos hundreds of times, same with those vhs tapes
 
🎵Once, I was seven years old, my mama told me🎵

🎵"Go make yourself some friends, or you'll be lonely"🎵

🎵Once, I was seven years old 🎵

Happy 7 year anniversary Gengy, my 7 year old .org internet buddy :feelsgah::feelsgah::feelsgah::feelsgah::feelsgah::feelsgah::feelsgah::feelsgah:

GR7
 

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When I first joined in 2018, I was depressed, feeling lonely. I didn’t realize why at the time. Not because I was a dateless 22 year old virgin, but because I was struggling mentally and instead of opening up, I was bottling things up inside. Three years later, I would finally open up to someone, but you guys know how that ended — I got brootally rejected, LOL.

Now I’m here in 2025, and so many things have changed. I’m no longer depressed, and while I’m not actually ever happy, I’ve healed. I took ten years, but I’m finally here. At that place where things start getting better.

People say a lot of bad things about this community, but honestly I’m really glad to have been a part of this. I’ve met so many wonderful people that I never would have otherwise if I hadn’t joined.

There’s way too many people to tag here, and my failing memory won’t even allow me to list all of the people that I want to tag, so you know who you are. I hope you will be happy, that your dreams come true and finally. Thank you for bearing with me for as long as you have. I love you guys!

TL;DR - Life was bad in 2018, life is good in 2025. Things will get better, and to the real ones out there (you know who you are), I love you. ❤️

Gengar out (it’s time to goon :feelshmm:).
its like a tree blooming flowers
 
When I first joined in 2018, I was depressed, feeling lonely. I didn’t realize why at the time. Not because I was a dateless 22 year old virgin, but because I was struggling mentally and instead of opening up, I was bottling things up inside. Three years later, I would finally open up to someone, but you guys know how that ended — I got brootally rejected, LOL.

Now I’m here in 2025, and so many things have changed. I’m no longer depressed, and while I’m not actually ever happy, I’ve healed. I took ten years, but I’m finally here. At that place where things start getting better.

People say a lot of bad things about this community, but honestly I’m really glad to have been a part of this. I’ve met so many wonderful people that I never would have otherwise if I hadn’t joined.

There’s way too many people to tag here, and my failing memory won’t even allow me to list all of the people that I want to tag, so you know who you are. I hope you will be happy, that your dreams come true and finally. Thank you for bearing with me for as long as you have. I love you guys!

TL;DR - Life was bad in 2018, life is good in 2025. Things will get better, and to the real ones out there (you know who you are), I love you. ❤️

Gengar out (it’s time to goon :feelshmm:).
loving seeing u do good gengar, congrats on this journey and how far you’ve come
 
When I first joined in 2018, I was depressed, feeling lonely. I didn’t realize why at the time. Not because I was a dateless 22 year old virgin, but because I was struggling mentally and instead of opening up, I was bottling things up inside. Three years later, I would finally open up to someone, but you guys know how that ended — I got brootally rejected, LOL.

Now I’m here in 2025, and so many things have changed. I’m no longer depressed, and while I’m not actually ever happy, I’ve healed. I took ten years, but I’m finally here. At that place where things start getting better.

People say a lot of bad things about this community, but honestly I’m really glad to have been a part of this. I’ve met so many wonderful people that I never would have otherwise if I hadn’t joined.

There’s way too many people to tag here, and my failing memory won’t even allow me to list all of the people that I want to tag, so you know who you are. I hope you will be happy, that your dreams come true and finally. Thank you for bearing with me for as long as you have. I love you guys!

TL;DR - Life was bad in 2018, life is good in 2025. Things will get better, and to the real ones out there (you know who you are), I love you. ❤️

Gengar out (it’s time to goon :feelshmm:).
Had no idea you was 29 wtf man.


But yeah I’m glad you’re better. Pakistan ZINDABAD indeeeeeb brother. Failing memory… nigga you ain’t that old
 

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