Chintuck22
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It all started back in September, when they let me out of clinic, and school started right then, i was happy since i can finally see my friends and be able to socialize. There are also bunch of good looking girls who are just new into high school. Little i know back then, i though i might approach since they were giving me iois like blinking on one eye and shit, i approached most of them, only to find out they were playing with me, and making fun out of me
Ragefueled i was, they were making out with no one but my school friends, i exposed their arrogance, from these girls, but no one bothered to listen to me, they made fun out of me like "this girl likes you", or "You should go approach this one" which was obviously irony cause i'm truecel. My friends suddenly turned out to be so bitch-made that i stopped even talking to them
One of them doxed my blackpill youtube channel to everyone, and still to this day, i am called gay at school because of this, i wish i could fight, but i can confidently say that everyone would beat the shit out of me, i am manlet, 16 inch frame, literally truecel in full meaning of that word, guys were punching me, but i wasn't even able to push the back. Skipping classes and going home early, lurking on these forums (Ever since October), family problems, etc..
At one point i even begged guy to give me gun to kill all those motherfuckers, but he refused to, telling me shits like it's dangerous, why do you need this, i shouldn't give it to you.. blah blah. Luckily for me, around the last week of february, i have stopped going to school at all, and because of corona thing, classes that i skipped doesn't count, and i will probably pass this year.
I was quiting forums like incels.is, looksmaxing, (But still can't quit this one lol), i felt suddenly so happy that i called close buddies to party, it was relieving. I posted this thread at the time
And i am so used to rejections now that i don't even care about females, dating, and such bullshit. I might'be volcel by saying that i had 4 girls interested, but after blackpill, that turned me into emotionless psychopath, i just asked straightforward, and blocked them all. I met them in new year's party from my chad friend, and LOL they were messaging him, giving him attention and pussy (he showed me that), but i have to be the one to flirt, bitch shut your little ass up.
How i'm doing now? Still shit, if not worse. I started reading bible, going to gym, coping like never before. My only purpose now is to moneymax to escape far far away from my family that hates me the most, quarantine thing is just extending my depression, if i don't do that, something bad is going to happen.
Ragefueled i was, they were making out with no one but my school friends, i exposed their arrogance, from these girls, but no one bothered to listen to me, they made fun out of me like "this girl likes you", or "You should go approach this one" which was obviously irony cause i'm truecel. My friends suddenly turned out to be so bitch-made that i stopped even talking to them
One of them doxed my blackpill youtube channel to everyone, and still to this day, i am called gay at school because of this, i wish i could fight, but i can confidently say that everyone would beat the shit out of me, i am manlet, 16 inch frame, literally truecel in full meaning of that word, guys were punching me, but i wasn't even able to push the back. Skipping classes and going home early, lurking on these forums (Ever since October), family problems, etc..
At one point i even begged guy to give me gun to kill all those motherfuckers, but he refused to, telling me shits like it's dangerous, why do you need this, i shouldn't give it to you.. blah blah. Luckily for me, around the last week of february, i have stopped going to school at all, and because of corona thing, classes that i skipped doesn't count, and i will probably pass this year.
I was quiting forums like incels.is, looksmaxing, (But still can't quit this one lol), i felt suddenly so happy that i called close buddies to party, it was relieving. I posted this thread at the time
And i am so used to rejections now that i don't even care about females, dating, and such bullshit. I might'be volcel by saying that i had 4 girls interested, but after blackpill, that turned me into emotionless psychopath, i just asked straightforward, and blocked them all. I met them in new year's party from my chad friend, and LOL they were messaging him, giving him attention and pussy (he showed me that), but i have to be the one to flirt, bitch shut your little ass up.
How i'm doing now? Still shit, if not worse. I started reading bible, going to gym, coping like never before. My only purpose now is to moneymax to escape far far away from my family that hates me the most, quarantine thing is just extending my depression, if i don't do that, something bad is going to happen.
