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As a kid I was always extremely socially conscious and aware of natural hierarchies. I knew that I wasn't at the bottom of my class because I could see just based on appearance I was better looking than at least half the other kids, maybe a little bit more. However this high degree of awareness led to a rebelliousness, and I would often point out injustices I saw within the classroom
For example, in fourth grade I remember picking up on a more basic version of the blackpill just by seeing that the tallest, most gl boy in the class was more admired by the girls than everyone else. I and a friend, who was probably the only other one who understood this, would point out this fact, and others would immediately get mad for seemingly no reason. I started realizing at this moment that the world was filled with illusions, and an unspoken rule is that you'll get in trouble if you lift anyone's veil from their head too suddenly. My classmates would say "We like him because he's funny" and all the other stereotypical copes. People are comfortable living lies, and when I found out how hilarious and oddly therapeutic it was to burst their overly tinted bubble for even a moment, I couldn't get enough
Well, fast forward to (I think) fifth grade, the class is split up for some activity, and my friend isn't with me. I remember at this point we had both gotten buzzcuts after asking out parents, because we realized how much all the girls liked hair and wanted to "escape the system" or whatever (looking back this was retarded because why tf would I make myself less attractive idk). Anyway, in that group activity, I'm paired with one of the most vile people I've ever met to this day, some sociopathic low-IQ boy who had curly hair and that was about his only attractive feature, otherwise maybe 3.75 PSL so basically average or slightly less. I remember tho specifically that he instigated some kind of verbal fight with me, and of course I defended myself because I'm not going to let you bitch me around in front of the two girls also in our group. Somehow despite the fact that he started the argument tho, they both ended up taking his side, and I remember specifically the fact that after I asked "Why are you taking such a jerk's side?" one of them said with such offense in her voice "We're not, you're the jerk!" and somehow, in that moment, I actually believed her and started to feel bad for what I'd just done jfl
Looking back, I now realize I was completely in the right and this was another example of the blackpill at play. I still know the guy with curly hair and I'm at least a full PSL point higher than him, he got fat asf after going to the gym and taking the bulk way too far. Idk how that happens but he was always a retard so it doesn't surprise me. The story itself just goes to show that the vast majority of people are complete zombies and can't even attempt to describe why they feel certain ways about things, they just act without thinking and then try to cope their way out of telling the truth by giving a more socially acceptable response. The world is backwards. If most people disagree with what you're saying, then you know you're right, because most people are extremely brainwashed and only do what they've been told to do from a young age. When girls are asked "Why do you like him?" and instead of saying he's gl, tall, and has broad shoulders (the truth), they come up with some bullshit about "personality" or whatever tf bc they don't want to be seen as shallow. Guys do this too obv but I'm just using women as an example because they're more likely to give the socially acceptable answer (a lie). In reality, telling the truth, however "shallow," is the deepest thing you can do, because you're adhering to human nature and the fundamentals of biology. It's completely retarded on every level and you should not hesitate to speak your mind on these kind of things if you are at least 4 PSL or otherwise know that you will be taken seriously
For example, in fourth grade I remember picking up on a more basic version of the blackpill just by seeing that the tallest, most gl boy in the class was more admired by the girls than everyone else. I and a friend, who was probably the only other one who understood this, would point out this fact, and others would immediately get mad for seemingly no reason. I started realizing at this moment that the world was filled with illusions, and an unspoken rule is that you'll get in trouble if you lift anyone's veil from their head too suddenly. My classmates would say "We like him because he's funny" and all the other stereotypical copes. People are comfortable living lies, and when I found out how hilarious and oddly therapeutic it was to burst their overly tinted bubble for even a moment, I couldn't get enough
Well, fast forward to (I think) fifth grade, the class is split up for some activity, and my friend isn't with me. I remember at this point we had both gotten buzzcuts after asking out parents, because we realized how much all the girls liked hair and wanted to "escape the system" or whatever (looking back this was retarded because why tf would I make myself less attractive idk). Anyway, in that group activity, I'm paired with one of the most vile people I've ever met to this day, some sociopathic low-IQ boy who had curly hair and that was about his only attractive feature, otherwise maybe 3.75 PSL so basically average or slightly less. I remember tho specifically that he instigated some kind of verbal fight with me, and of course I defended myself because I'm not going to let you bitch me around in front of the two girls also in our group. Somehow despite the fact that he started the argument tho, they both ended up taking his side, and I remember specifically the fact that after I asked "Why are you taking such a jerk's side?" one of them said with such offense in her voice "We're not, you're the jerk!" and somehow, in that moment, I actually believed her and started to feel bad for what I'd just done jfl
Looking back, I now realize I was completely in the right and this was another example of the blackpill at play. I still know the guy with curly hair and I'm at least a full PSL point higher than him, he got fat asf after going to the gym and taking the bulk way too far. Idk how that happens but he was always a retard so it doesn't surprise me. The story itself just goes to show that the vast majority of people are complete zombies and can't even attempt to describe why they feel certain ways about things, they just act without thinking and then try to cope their way out of telling the truth by giving a more socially acceptable response. The world is backwards. If most people disagree with what you're saying, then you know you're right, because most people are extremely brainwashed and only do what they've been told to do from a young age. When girls are asked "Why do you like him?" and instead of saying he's gl, tall, and has broad shoulders (the truth), they come up with some bullshit about "personality" or whatever tf bc they don't want to be seen as shallow. Guys do this too obv but I'm just using women as an example because they're more likely to give the socially acceptable answer (a lie). In reality, telling the truth, however "shallow," is the deepest thing you can do, because you're adhering to human nature and the fundamentals of biology. It's completely retarded on every level and you should not hesitate to speak your mind on these kind of things if you are at least 4 PSL or otherwise know that you will be taken seriously
