a exploration of my issues

[PeakIncels]

idk why, but recently I was thinking, that maybe things are much worse

i like to think that I'm not the problem but my heart says the opposite

I'm the problem

self sabotaging is awful

All I do in a day is go to school, sometime work, then i go home and don't even eat, I just grab something quick, and play

play because i have nothing else to do, my art is now dusty and so my paintings

I also thought, that whatever i do, and will do, is a waste of energy, I'll be forgotten in 50 years, more or less

im dust

all of my actions are worthless, I'm just a leech of society

my life has always been shit

I had some female friends yea cool, but does it really matter? i never asked for them

my whole elementary school i was bullied, in middle i got an ed that i dragged to this day

I don't want to work nor study, i don't want to be here at all

truth is, I'm despised by many but org is the only place where rants like this are allowed, even a dnr is fine for me

i just need an act of validation, i need someone to be proud of me, but how can one be after i do nothing always?

 

[PeakIncels]

@loyolaxavvierretard @chudlite

 

[PeakIncels]

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[batman1997]

Once you understands how this world works you dont go back to normal

 

[NateJacobs]

idk why, but recently I was thinking, that maybe things are much worse

i like to think that I'm not the problem but my heart says the opposite

I'm the problem

self sabotaging is awful

All I do in a day is go to school, sometime work, then i go home and don't even eat, I just grab something quick, and play

play because i have nothing else to do, my art is now dusty and so my paintings

I also thought, that whatever i do, and will do, is a waste of energy, I'll be forgotten in 50 years, more or less

im dust

all of my actions are worthless, I'm just a leech of society

my life has always been shit

I had some female friends yea cool, but does it really matter? i never asked for them

my whole elementary school i was bullied, in middle i got an ed that i dragged to this day

I don't want to work nor study, i don't want to be here at all

truth is, I'm despised by many but org is the only place where rants like this are allowed, even a dnr is fine for me

i just need an act of validation, i need someone to be proud of me, but how can one be after i do nothing always?

one of the realest threads on off topic

 

[Deleted member 73697]

idk why, but recently I was thinking, that maybe things are much worse

i like to think that I'm not the problem but my heart says the opposite

I'm the problem

self sabotaging is awful

All I do in a day is go to school, sometime work, then i go home and don't even eat, I just grab something quick, and play

play because i have nothing else to do, my art is now dusty and so my paintings

I also thought, that whatever i do, and will do, is a waste of energy, I'll be forgotten in 50 years, more or less

im dust

all of my actions are worthless, I'm just a leech of society

my life has always been shit

I had some female friends yea cool, but does it really matter? i never asked for them

my whole elementary school i was bullied, in middle i got an ed that i dragged to this day

I don't want to work nor study, i don't want to be here at all

truth is, I'm despised by many but org is the only place where rants like this are allowed, even a dnr is fine for me

i just need an act of validation, i need someone to be proud of me, but how can one be after i do nothing always?

you need to start weightlifting and getting more sunlight

 

[Snicket]

idk why, but recently I was thinking, that maybe things are much worse

i like to think that I'm not the problem but my heart says the opposite

I'm the problem

self sabotaging is awful

All I do in a day is go to school, sometime work, then i go home and don't even eat, I just grab something quick, and play

play because i have nothing else to do, my art is now dusty and so my paintings

I also thought, that whatever i do, and will do, is a waste of energy, I'll be forgotten in 50 years, more or less

im dust

all of my actions are worthless, I'm just a leech of society

my life has always been shit

I had some female friends yea cool, but does it really matter? i never asked for them

my whole elementary school i was bullied, in middle i got an ed that i dragged to this day

I don't want to work nor study, i don't want to be here at all

truth is, I'm despised by many but org is the only place where rants like this are allowed, even a dnr is fine for me

i just need an act of validation, i need someone to be proud of me, but how can one be after i do nothing always?

You don't know how many of these threads I see here every day.
Every single one of them thinks they're going through some unique journey of self realization.
No, you're edgy teenagers who haven't even left high school yet.

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

You need to study and get done with high school. That environment is bad for you

 

[PeakIncels]

You don't know how many of these threads I see here every day.
Every single one of them thinks they're going through some unique journey of self realization.
No, you're edgy teenagers who haven't even left high school yet.

I genuinely don't get what's so edgy about this thread lol, if i was 30, things would not have changed, and id be posting the same threads, when did i say I'm going in an unique journey or that I'm special? smh I'm just like everyone else unc

 

[Snicket]

I genuinely don't get what's so edgy about this thread lol, if i was 30, things would not have changed, and id be posting the same threads,

You can’t be sure of that.
It’s getting stuck in a doom loop from a young age than can fuck you for life.

 

[PeakIncels]

You can’t be sure of that.
It’s getting stuck in a doom loop from a young age than can fuck you for life.

in my case

I am 100% sure things would be the same