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and there is one short answer: oneitis. i hate this girl, i hate her, because she broke me in every way possible. last summer, after she ghosted me, it took me months to actually find energy to start moving again. you cannot comprehend what i went through, all it took was one wrong move on my part and she put me in my place and gave me brain damage for life.
but it didnt stop there, while i focused on my pursuits thinking that i was actually winning, she was still around, still getting railed by chads while at the same time completing her studies. And because she is a woman, her sucess from now on is ensured. And she will keep riding the cock carousel while i will still be an incel.
If in 2023, instead of hoping on Tinder i just went to a psychiatrist NONE of this would have happened. But because im too stubborn i decided to take the risk (even though she was playing with me anyway) and now im literally her shadow.
Why is that? Because i copied some of her persoanlity and we had similar aspirations and outlooks but i have to go trhough with them on my own. Imagine living your whole life knowing that you are nothinng more than a clone, a loser that couldnt suceed on himself so he had to develop a second personality to get shit done.
but it didnt stop there, while i focused on my pursuits thinking that i was actually winning, she was still around, still getting railed by chads while at the same time completing her studies. And because she is a woman, her sucess from now on is ensured. And she will keep riding the cock carousel while i will still be an incel.
If in 2023, instead of hoping on Tinder i just went to a psychiatrist NONE of this would have happened. But because im too stubborn i decided to take the risk (even though she was playing with me anyway) and now im literally her shadow.
Why is that? Because i copied some of her persoanlity and we had similar aspirations and outlooks but i have to go trhough with them on my own. Imagine living your whole life knowing that you are nothinng more than a clone, a loser that couldnt suceed on himself so he had to develop a second personality to get shit done.