HateMyself0
Iron
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fuck my incel life. For context I came to her country for holiday to come see her and be with her. I know this is an extremely corny but I was pissed beyond belief so hope it’s justified
Can’t believe I stay here awake for 1 hour acting like there was any chance you were going to come. There wasn’t a chance because you weren’t planning to. You made the excuse before it ever happened. I hate caring more and having to hear “I love you more”, “you’re so mean to me” etc. let’s just look at our actions. I endure being insulted for an hour for what? Cause I took a video teasing my gf. That’s terrible. Being called a community dick, whore, disgusting, STD haver.. to the man that came to this country for you. I came here to listen to you say these things about me. Not only this I am blamed for feeling upset. Which world am I living in genuinely. I get completely disrespected in front of your family and the airport then you start pulling my hair and expect me to be jolly cause “it was justified”. Who are we kidding. Who the FUCK are we kidding. Do you take me to be a cuck? I will genuinely leave you infront of your family if you do that shit to me again. Do you think I’m a saint?
I’m sick of being disrespected. I’m sick of being treated like I’m someone that’s bellow you. I’m someone’s future husband and my wife will look up to me with respect. I will not be getting shouted at in front of her family
Please think for a second. Think for me. Imagine this. You come to Turkey for me and I start screaming at you infront of my whole family. Their first impression of you is me screaming at you. We’re in the car and I ignore you. You’re going for me and this is how I’m treating you. You’re literally stuck in a country and you’re getting screamed at infront of your boyfriend’s family. And my response is “they don’t know English it’s fine why are you upset stop being a bitch it was justified”
Genuinely what type of disrespect is this. Who do you think you are. Either learn respect or I will teach you it one way or another. NEVER fucking treat me like that again.
I’m up waiting for you. It’s 2:25AM. Have some respect. I waited for you. Value my time and patience. Fucking hell man. You don’t even value sleeping with me anymore. I’m in a hotel with you 20m away and you’d rather sleep alone. Take your excuses somewhere else
Fuck I’m so fucking pissed man.. so fucking pissed. I’m done being a goofball idiot retard you don’t deserve that side of me cause it makes you look down on me. Makes you think I’m an infinite storage of patience.
I’ll tell you what will happen from now on. Either you learn to treat me with respect like a wife treats her husband or we are done. This is your last chance. Get a grip before you’re stuck with someone that’s 1% of the man I am. NEVER fucking treat me like this.
When you get a new phone you’re not going to do a transfer you’re starting from scratch. New social media too. There is no fucking way I’m living in a world where my gf is too nervous to give me her phone for 5 minutes NO FUCKING WAY. That’s not the life I will live do I make myself clear.
I have NO women on my instagram what makes you think you can tell me you don’t have male friends then have hundreds of male followers.
I could sit here and tell you the hundreds of messed of shit you’ve done to me but the worst thing you could say about me is a slightly misunderstanding that I cleared up and apologised for. How am I some evil monster? I’m the best fucking bf of all time and this is how I get treated.
I don’t want a gf that has notes about other guys or messages or whatever. Bro you don’t want me to give your phone to me cause it had things about another guy and you knew that. You just said it was for privacy but when the truth came out you had to admit the real reason which I can’t even say without tweaking out. “I may have down played it” with a smirk. Oh how much I hated that. Why must I be subject to this because of this. Why must this affect our relationship.
Fix whatever the fuck is on your phone. I can’t take this anymore
You’re living in a fucking lie every day because what you feel doesn’t align with what you tell me that’s why I can’t see your phone because you know there’s truths there that I haven’t been given access to. I’m so heart broke. So so so so so heartbroken. I don’t know what’s on there but it must be deleted.
Can’t believe I stay here awake for 1 hour acting like there was any chance you were going to come. There wasn’t a chance because you weren’t planning to. You made the excuse before it ever happened. I hate caring more and having to hear “I love you more”, “you’re so mean to me” etc. let’s just look at our actions. I endure being insulted for an hour for what? Cause I took a video teasing my gf. That’s terrible. Being called a community dick, whore, disgusting, STD haver.. to the man that came to this country for you. I came here to listen to you say these things about me. Not only this I am blamed for feeling upset. Which world am I living in genuinely. I get completely disrespected in front of your family and the airport then you start pulling my hair and expect me to be jolly cause “it was justified”. Who are we kidding. Who the FUCK are we kidding. Do you take me to be a cuck? I will genuinely leave you infront of your family if you do that shit to me again. Do you think I’m a saint?
I’m sick of being disrespected. I’m sick of being treated like I’m someone that’s bellow you. I’m someone’s future husband and my wife will look up to me with respect. I will not be getting shouted at in front of her family
Please think for a second. Think for me. Imagine this. You come to Turkey for me and I start screaming at you infront of my whole family. Their first impression of you is me screaming at you. We’re in the car and I ignore you. You’re going for me and this is how I’m treating you. You’re literally stuck in a country and you’re getting screamed at infront of your boyfriend’s family. And my response is “they don’t know English it’s fine why are you upset stop being a bitch it was justified”
Genuinely what type of disrespect is this. Who do you think you are. Either learn respect or I will teach you it one way or another. NEVER fucking treat me like that again.
I’m up waiting for you. It’s 2:25AM. Have some respect. I waited for you. Value my time and patience. Fucking hell man. You don’t even value sleeping with me anymore. I’m in a hotel with you 20m away and you’d rather sleep alone. Take your excuses somewhere else
Fuck I’m so fucking pissed man.. so fucking pissed. I’m done being a goofball idiot retard you don’t deserve that side of me cause it makes you look down on me. Makes you think I’m an infinite storage of patience.
I’ll tell you what will happen from now on. Either you learn to treat me with respect like a wife treats her husband or we are done. This is your last chance. Get a grip before you’re stuck with someone that’s 1% of the man I am. NEVER fucking treat me like this.
When you get a new phone you’re not going to do a transfer you’re starting from scratch. New social media too. There is no fucking way I’m living in a world where my gf is too nervous to give me her phone for 5 minutes NO FUCKING WAY. That’s not the life I will live do I make myself clear.
I have NO women on my instagram what makes you think you can tell me you don’t have male friends then have hundreds of male followers.
I could sit here and tell you the hundreds of messed of shit you’ve done to me but the worst thing you could say about me is a slightly misunderstanding that I cleared up and apologised for. How am I some evil monster? I’m the best fucking bf of all time and this is how I get treated.
I don’t want a gf that has notes about other guys or messages or whatever. Bro you don’t want me to give your phone to me cause it had things about another guy and you knew that. You just said it was for privacy but when the truth came out you had to admit the real reason which I can’t even say without tweaking out. “I may have down played it” with a smirk. Oh how much I hated that. Why must I be subject to this because of this. Why must this affect our relationship.
Fix whatever the fuck is on your phone. I can’t take this anymore
You’re living in a fucking lie every day because what you feel doesn’t align with what you tell me that’s why I can’t see your phone because you know there’s truths there that I haven’t been given access to. I’m so heart broke. So so so so so heartbroken. I don’t know what’s on there but it must be deleted.
