Spartacus1-
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I experienced a black pill so profound and impactful last week that im still thinking about it till this moment, rent-free 24/7. The event went like this.
As I was eating my food in peace minding my business planning for a new day a new adventure, my sister came along and kept standing opposite of me staring at my profile wondering about something. Naturally, I was confused since my sister never displayed such behavior before so I asked her gently if she needed any help. Then she suddenly blurted out without filter and with no hesitation "shame brother you have no jawline" while shaking her head, and then she left just like that, like a winter's wind, cold and unfeeling.
I was paralyzed gazing at the empty space that was once my sister, flabbergasted and unmoving for minutes, the only thing kept banging in my skull was her sentence. Did my sister just call me a recessed subhuman? I immediately lost all my appetite at such conclusion, barricading myself in my room for one day and one night contemplating suicide and mellowing in this depression caused by a single sentence from the closest of my kin, my sister.
The thought that I was not enough to reach her expectation of a defined jawline and chiseled bones that she constantly sees from Instagram chads and TikTok pretty boys, fills me with such a sense of Inferiority and self competent. I can't cope anymore since even in the comfort of my house I can't even find peace from the black pill. then where else can I go? What is left for me? Even my sister thinks im a subhuman what else do I say about women who don't even know me? Do they even think of me as a man worthy of their attraction, or a mere subspecies not worthy of their gaze? I'm uncertain of what horrific description they think of me. Though I'm certain about one thing that
tl;dr It's over for me and gallons and gallons of men.
As I was eating my food in peace minding my business planning for a new day a new adventure, my sister came along and kept standing opposite of me staring at my profile wondering about something. Naturally, I was confused since my sister never displayed such behavior before so I asked her gently if she needed any help. Then she suddenly blurted out without filter and with no hesitation "shame brother you have no jawline" while shaking her head, and then she left just like that, like a winter's wind, cold and unfeeling.
I was paralyzed gazing at the empty space that was once my sister, flabbergasted and unmoving for minutes, the only thing kept banging in my skull was her sentence. Did my sister just call me a recessed subhuman? I immediately lost all my appetite at such conclusion, barricading myself in my room for one day and one night contemplating suicide and mellowing in this depression caused by a single sentence from the closest of my kin, my sister.
The thought that I was not enough to reach her expectation of a defined jawline and chiseled bones that she constantly sees from Instagram chads and TikTok pretty boys, fills me with such a sense of Inferiority and self competent. I can't cope anymore since even in the comfort of my house I can't even find peace from the black pill. then where else can I go? What is left for me? Even my sister thinks im a subhuman what else do I say about women who don't even know me? Do they even think of me as a man worthy of their attraction, or a mere subspecies not worthy of their gaze? I'm uncertain of what horrific description they think of me. Though I'm certain about one thing that
tl;dr It's over for me and gallons and gallons of men.
