NekotronXD
Abominable product of racemixxing >w<
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If you have friends, if you have genuine connections with other people, if you're treated as an equal among friend groups, you're not a truecel. All throughout high school, I virtually had zero friends. VIRTUALLY.
There were some people who tolerated my subhumanity and talked to me like an actual human being, but they're the exception. I was exceptionally lonely. I was the guy who no one sat with at lunch.
If I had the chance to interact with a group of people, everyone in the group would all look down on me. If I tried to talk to someone, that someone will give me a bewildering look. They would all patronize me. People will try to get me to do degrading things because they think it's funny. If I ever interacted with a group of black people, they will all freak out and run away from me. I'm 6'3" and super ugly. People will say being tall is a good thing but when you're as ugly as me, that will never be the case. People see me as a brute. My face failos my height pretty hard.
A "friend" of mine invited me to sit next to him and right next to him sat a bunch of females. The moment I sat down at their table, every single female scooted away from me.
A few months ago, I graduated high school. School was my only source of real connections. Now I don't have any friends to talk to. No one messages me, no one calls me (as if anyone ever will), and no one will ever care about my existence.
This is not a cry for help. I'm just describing how bad life can be if you're as subhuman as me. I was treated like crap in my formative years. I don't know how many developmental milestones I've missed in my childhood and adolescence. I'm now a socially stunted freak with no friends.
There were some people who tolerated my subhumanity and talked to me like an actual human being, but they're the exception. I was exceptionally lonely. I was the guy who no one sat with at lunch.
If I had the chance to interact with a group of people, everyone in the group would all look down on me. If I tried to talk to someone, that someone will give me a bewildering look. They would all patronize me. People will try to get me to do degrading things because they think it's funny. If I ever interacted with a group of black people, they will all freak out and run away from me. I'm 6'3" and super ugly. People will say being tall is a good thing but when you're as ugly as me, that will never be the case. People see me as a brute. My face failos my height pretty hard.
A "friend" of mine invited me to sit next to him and right next to him sat a bunch of females. The moment I sat down at their table, every single female scooted away from me.
A few months ago, I graduated high school. School was my only source of real connections. Now I don't have any friends to talk to. No one messages me, no one calls me (as if anyone ever will), and no one will ever care about my existence.
This is not a cry for help. I'm just describing how bad life can be if you're as subhuman as me. I was treated like crap in my formative years. I don't know how many developmental milestones I've missed in my childhood and adolescence. I'm now a socially stunted freak with no friends.
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