enchanted_elixir
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enchanted elixir do you hold any stance on Israel or Jews? I am also interested in what ideology you were radicalised to believe, but I understand if you don’t want to disclose.
I still think they're disproportionally represented in positions of power. That's just the truth, but my confidence in the jewish conspiracy is went from 100% to like 28%, and I refuse to exhibit any hate since I know that will go down.
I was radicalized by Neo-Nazi and related ideologies. This started and finished between March to June of 2024.
I did a Hitler salute on my college campus in public (as quick as possible)
I consistently harassed Jewish users, telling one user on Instagram that I would murder him for being a Jew and that we would come and kill him in a violet way.
A professor I had over the summer this year was crying when she would talk about the holocaust, and I had literally no sympathy for her. Maybe it was because she lost relatives there, but I disliked her after seeing her cry in front of the class because she had sympathy for Jews.
I would say kill all jews consistently to myself and wanted to shoot any ghetto black person I saw. Most of my anger was at Jews though.
I would listen to Nazi music every day, like this one. This one was my favorite at the time.
I didn't want to be around jews and had fantasies of shooting up nearby synagogues or trapping jews in a building and gassing them.
I eventually came to question all of this since the hate basically tormented me. I would wake up feeling sick with hate, walked all around with hate, and why? Because some people radicalized me? I became a hateful psychopath for no reason. It further came into question when interacting with a Jewish man who helped me in my tutoring center at my school. I asked myself "why do i dislike this person? he's done nothing to me." I also had this mtb-htb jewish girl be my study partner and she helped me pass my course with almost a 100%
I feel very deeply guilty and ashamed I allowed myself to be radicalized.
I've learned a lot from the experience:
- how negative, distorted stories about groups can go out of hand.
- the utter degrading nature of hate on your body and mind.
- the necessity of mindfulness for detecting ideologies which seek to radicalize you.
- and more.
Beware of ideological radicalization.
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