A warning to young guys here

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I was 15 to 16 yo when I stumbled upon PUAhate, the year was 2011 or 2012, I am not sure. I it all started when I noticed in the mirror I have kind of a weak chin and googled "weak chin". I was browsing through the images when I stumbled upon a before and after of a chin augmentation surgery. I clicked on the image and it lead to PUAhate. Under the image one reply said "still incel". I did not know what that means so I did some research.

I got convinced there I was one ugly son of a bitch. That lead to me never having the confidence to even approach a girl. And when I did do it a couple of times in my early 20s for the first time ever it was while wasted and and I got rejected. I just stopped trying since I was so ugly. Or so I tgought.

Fast forward a decade and a half almost and here we are. I am turning 30 this year and will become a wizzard if I dont pay. At this point I dont even care tbh. I missed having sex and relationahips when I wad supposed to as a teenager because I was convinced I am a subhuman. This will never be undone now no matter how many whores I pay.

The plot twist is I was not even ugly. I was an average looking guy and since then I have observed many similar looking guys (I learned to rate men in the meanwhile) with gfs and now even families. Guys I know that are not better looking, taller, richer or even low inhib (except with girls obv). I even had girls show IOIs as blatant as rest their head in my lap while waiting for a school bus in HS and I could not take a hint. Part of it must have been my ND but I believe if I did not have such a negative opinion of my looks I would have been mostly ok as far as that is concerned.

I am not sure how things are now, but I still see average looking teen guys with girls here in Serbia. Just leave this site before you have caused yourself permanent damage.
 
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I was 15 to 16 yo when I stumbled upon PUAhate, the year was 2011 or 2012, I am not sure. I it all started when I noticed in the mirror I have kind of a weak chin and googled "weak chin". I was browsing through the images when I stumbled upon a before and after of a chin augmentation surgery. I clicked on the image and it lead to PUAhate. Under the image one reply said "still incel". I did not know what that means so I did some research.

I got convinced there I was one ugly son of a bitch. That lead to me never having the confidence to even approach a girl. And when I did do it a couple of times in my early 20s for the first time ever it was while wasted and and I got rejected. I just stopped trying since I was so ugly. Or so I tgought.

Fast forward a decade and a half almost and here we are. I am turning 30 this year and will become a wizzard if I dont pay. At this point I dont even care tbh. I missed having sex and relationahips when I wad supposed to as a teenager because I was convinced I am a subhuman. This will never be undone now no matter how many whores I pay.

The plot twist is I was not even ugly. I was an average looking guy and since then I have observed many similar looking guys (I learned to rate men in the meanwhile) with gfs and now even families. Guys I know that are not better looking, taller, richer or even low inhib (except with girls obv). I even had girls show IOIs as blatant as rest their head in my lap while waiting for a school bus in HS and I could not take a hint. Part of it must have been my ND but I believe if I did not have such a negative opinion of my looks I would have been mostly ok as far as that is concerned.

I am not sure how things are now, but I still see average looking teen guys with girls here in Serbia. Just leave this site before you have caused yourself permanent damage.
if you dont manage to “ascend” while actively being on forums since 2011 you kinda have to blame yourself.

ive been active in the community for about 2 years and have only had my account for 1 year, and im slaying bitches left and right
 
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I am not sure how things are now, but I still see average looking teen guys with girls here in Serbia. Just leave this site before you have caused yourself permanent damage.
Would you rather live a comfortable lie or face the painful truth
 
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I was 15 to 16 yo when I stumbled upon PUAhate, the year was 2011 or 2012, I am not sure. I it all started when I noticed in the mirror I have kind of a weak chin and googled "weak chin". I was browsing through the images when I stumbled upon a before and after of a chin augmentation surgery. I clicked on the image and it lead to PUAhate. Under the image one reply said "still incel". I did not know what that means so I did some research.

I got convinced there I was one ugly son of a bitch. That lead to me never having the confidence to even approach a girl. And when I did do it a couple of times in my early 20s for the first time ever it was while wasted and and I got rejected. I just stopped trying since I was so ugly. Or so I tgought.

Fast forward a decade and a half almost and here we are. I am turning 30 this year and will become a wizzard if I dont pay. At this point I dont even care tbh. I missed having sex and relationahips when I wad supposed to as a teenager because I was convinced I am a subhuman. This will never be undone now no matter how many whores I pay.

The plot twist is I was not even ugly. I was an average looking guy and since then I have observed many similar looking guys (I learned to rate men in the meanwhile) with gfs and now even families. Guys I know that are not better looking, taller, richer or even low inhib (except with girls obv). I even had girls show IOIs as blatant as rest their head in my lap while waiting for a school bus in HS and I could not take a hint. Part of it must have been my ND but I believe if I did not have such a negative opinion of my looks I would have been mostly ok as far as that is concerned.

I am not sure how things are now, but I still see average looking teen guys with girls here in Serbia. Just leave this site before you have caused yourself permanent damage.
truly inspiring story mogger. I will be honest i dnr'd most of it but still
 
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I was 15 to 16 yo when I stumbled upon PUAhate, the year was 2011 or 2012, I am not sure. I it all started when I noticed in the mirror I have kind of a weak chin and googled "weak chin". I was browsing through the images when I stumbled upon a before and after of a chin augmentation surgery. I clicked on the image and it lead to PUAhate. Under the image one reply said "still incel". I did not know what that means so I did some research.

I got convinced there I was one ugly son of a bitch. That lead to me never having the confidence to even approach a girl. And when I did do it a couple of times in my early 20s for the first time ever it was while wasted and and I got rejected. I just stopped trying since I was so ugly. Or so I tgought.

Fast forward a decade and a half almost and here we are. I am turning 30 this year and will become a wizzard if I dont pay. At this point I dont even care tbh. I missed having sex and relationahips when I wad supposed to as a teenager because I was convinced I am a subhuman. This will never be undone now no matter how many whores I pay.

The plot twist is I was not even ugly. I was an average looking guy and since then I have observed many similar looking guys (I learned to rate men in the meanwhile) with gfs and now even families. Guys I know that are not better looking, taller, richer or even low inhib (except with girls obv). I even had girls show IOIs as blatant as rest their head in my lap while waiting for a school bus in HS and I could not take a hint. Part of it must have been my ND but I believe if I did not have such a negative opinion of my looks I would have been mostly ok as far as that is concerned.

I am not sure how things are now, but I still see average looking teen guys with girls here in Serbia. Just leave this site before you have caused yourself permanent damage.
Agreed made a similar thread telling my experience but im 18
 
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if you dont manage to “ascend” while actively being on forums since 2011 you kinda have to blame yourself.

ive been active in the community for about 2 years and have only had my account for 1 year, and im slaying bitches left and right
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ive been active in the community for about 2 years and have only had my account for 1 year, and im slaying bitches left and right
how did this forum help you achieve that
 
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how did this forum help you achieve that
mostly by making me realize the truth of lookism, but also telling me how to fix my face, like skincare and working out n shit.

mostly read pneumo’s threads
 
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I was 15 to 16 yo when I stumbled upon PUAhate, the year was 2011 or 2012, I am not sure. I it all started when I noticed in the mirror I have kind of a weak chin and googled "weak chin". I was browsing through the images when I stumbled upon a before and after of a chin augmentation surgery. I clicked on the image and it lead to PUAhate. Under the image one reply said "still incel". I did not know what that means so I did some research.

I got convinced there I was one ugly son of a bitch. That lead to me never having the confidence to even approach a girl. And when I did do it a couple of times in my early 20s for the first time ever it was while wasted and and I got rejected. I just stopped trying since I was so ugly. Or so I tgought.

Fast forward a decade and a half almost and here we are. I am turning 30 this year and will become a wizzard if I dont pay. At this point I dont even care tbh. I missed having sex and relationahips when I wad supposed to as a teenager because I was convinced I am a subhuman. This will never be undone now no matter how many whores I pay.

The plot twist is I was not even ugly. I was an average looking guy and since then I have observed many similar looking guys (I learned to rate men in the meanwhile) with gfs and now even families. Guys I know that are not better looking, taller, richer or even low inhib (except with girls obv). I even had girls show IOIs as blatant as rest their head in my lap while waiting for a school bus in HS and I could not take a hint. Part of it must have been my ND but I believe if I did not have such a negative opinion of my looks I would have been mostly ok as far as that is concerned.

I am not sure how things are now, but I still see average looking teen guys with girls here in Serbia. Just leave this site before you have caused yourself permanent damage.
Trvke. I just turned 20 and I always thought I was too ugly for girls realised that is not the case at all. This rots your brain in ways that most people dont even know.
 
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You say this as if the circumstances and inherent physical / mental traits that leads users here are easily overcome
 
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I was 15 to 16 yo when I stumbled upon PUAhate, the year was 2011 or 2012, I am not sure. I it all started when I noticed in the mirror I have kind of a weak chin and googled "weak chin". I was browsing through the images when I stumbled upon a before and after of a chin augmentation surgery. I clicked on the image and it lead to PUAhate. Under the image one reply said "still incel". I did not know what that means so I did some research.

I got convinced there I was one ugly son of a bitch. That lead to me never having the confidence to even approach a girl. And when I did do it a couple of times in my early 20s for the first time ever it was while wasted and and I got rejected. I just stopped trying since I was so ugly. Or so I tgought.

Fast forward a decade and a half almost and here we are. I am turning 30 this year and will become a wizzard if I dont pay. At this point I dont even care tbh. I missed having sex and relationahips when I wad supposed to as a teenager because I was convinced I am a subhuman. This will never be undone now no matter how many whores I pay.

The plot twist is I was not even ugly. I was an average looking guy and since then I have observed many similar looking guys (I learned to rate men in the meanwhile) with gfs and now even families. Guys I know that are not better looking, taller, richer or even low inhib (except with girls obv). I even had girls show IOIs as blatant as rest their head in my lap while waiting for a school bus in HS and I could not take a hint. Part of it must have been my ND but I believe if I did not have such a negative opinion of my looks I would have been mostly ok as far as that is concerned.

I am not sure how things are now, but I still see average looking teen guys with girls here in Serbia. Just leave this site before you have caused yourself permanent damage.
If a girl puts her head on your lap and you didn't take a hint that's on you pal :lul:
 
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Its funny how ignorant i was as a teen . I was beyond invisible but never in my head i had the thought of im ugly i always thought it was my personality .
 
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painful truth
The fuck is truth? Why do you think you are able to discern what truth is? What I thought is true 10 years ago now I see as wrong and false. This is not clear as math, our judgment ia often wrong, esp self judgment.
 
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You say this as if the circumstances and inherent physical / mental traits that leads users here are easily overcome
Yeah but trust me, this place is poison for insecure teen boys. If just pure looksmaxxing could be separated from comparison with chads and MMs and other garbage and delusion here thag would be great. But one does not go without the other. I have seen decent looking kids get told to "kys" nad so on.
 
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If a girl puts her head on your lap and you didn't take a hint that's on you pal :lul:
OGs will confirm, on PUAhate the only valid IOI vas considered P in V (penis in vagina).
 
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Yeah but trust me, this place is poison for insecure teen boys. If just pure looksmaxxing could be separated from comparison with chads and MMs and other garbage and delusion here thag would be great. But one does not go without the other. I have seen decent looking kids get told to "kys" nad so on.
spot on
 
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In fact, this all seems to stem from a lack of testosterone. This is a very female pattern insecurity and more and more guys are suffering from it.

Masculine thing is to be full of yourself and confidence, even to the point of delusion as a young man. This is well documented, if it were not for young men feeling like they can accomplish anything, civilisation would not get built. The fact that young men today lack that confidence and a feeling of invincibility that is so stereotypical of male youth is pointing to a testosterone deficiency.
 
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Water. Everyone knows this shit but blackpilled men rarely want to be a walking ATM to their mid tier becky wives who don't respect them, aren't attracted to them and will stop any sort of sexual relations the moment your first child is born and they've sealed their grip on your assets. What do you nu-blackpill mfers call that again, oofy doofy or some shit like that
 
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Take a read through /r/DeadBedrooms and observe what the future holds for 90% of average looking dudes
 
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Water. Everyone knows this shit but blackpilled men rarely want to be a walking ATM to their mid tier becky wives who don't respect them, aren't attracted to them and will stop any sort of sexual relations the moment your first child is born and they've sealed their grip on your assets. What do you nu-blackpill mfers call that again, oofy doofy or some shit like that
This is not about being a oofy doofy but about getting laid in your formative years.
 
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since then I have observed many similar looking guys (I learned to rate men in the meanwhile) with gfs and now even families
I was referring to this part cuh
 
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Take a read through /r/DeadBedrooms and observe what the future holds for 90% of average looking dudes
Yeah I know about that. That was always a thing. Teenage reationshios are nothing like that tho, it is the period in your life before such phenomena occur when sex is novel and interesting for both parties.
 
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Yeah I know about that. That was always a thing. Teenage reationshios are nothing like that tho, it is the period in your life before such phenomena occur when sex is novel and interesting for both parties.
That's true yeah but teenage girls are the most blackpilled human beings on earth man, especially the new generation. Bitches be measuring your phlitrum length and midface ratios and shit. Brutal
 
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I've been on Lookism before joining this forum.:)
 
You have pm'd your Face to me before iirc and you were dang near Chadlite

Guys who get women are not on messageboards rating faces or being negative towards others because they
are simply going to be too busy and overall have low levels of Cortisol to act that way ,so what does that tell you?

Blackpill from the onset has always been an Ideology rooted in pessimism which if you are a weak minded person
predisposed to negative thinking it will grind you to pieces and even cause you to spiral down into avenues that
confirms your beliefs.In other words you will become an emotional addict who actively seeks out negative emotions
which confirms your biases.If you want an example of what i am talking about go to Rehab Room's channel and browse
through the comments.
 
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You have pm'd your Face to me before iirc and you were dang near Chadlite

Guys who get women are not on messageboards rating faces or being negative towards others because they
are simply going to be too busy and overall have low levels of Cortisol to act that way ,so what does that tell you?

Blackpill from the onset has always been an Ideology rooted in pessimism which if you are a weak minded person
predisposed to negative thinking it will grind you to pieces and even cause you to spiral down into avenues that
confirms your beliefs.In other words you will become an emotional addict who actively seeks out negative emotions
which confirms your biases.If you want an example of what i am talking about go to Rehab Room's channel and browse
through the comments.
Mfers here have zero real life exp and condemn themselves and others to eternal inceldom jfl
 
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unfortunately i didn't need any internet forums to tell me i was chopped 😫 i can only imagine how much worse it may have been if i had tried to go online back then
 
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The fuck is truth? Why do you think you are able to discern what truth is? What I thought is true 10 years ago now I see as wrong and false. This is not clear as math, our judgment ia often wrong, esp self judgment.
hypergamy is truth
 
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Good for you, I was genuinely ugly and have still never received an IOI, I only wish I found lookism sooner and immediately went all out on the most hardcore surgery plan instead of wasting so much time on copes like gym, softmaxxing, and blue pill shit like hobbies and being an interesting person.
 
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Good for you, I was genuinely ugly and have still never received an IOI, I only wish I found lookism sooner and immediately went all out on the most hardcore surgery plan instead of wasting so much time on copes like gym, softmaxxing, and blue pill shit like hobbies and being an interesting person.
I never saw them as IOIs then tho, I managed to turn them into something of an opposite meaning. My thought process was: "I am so "safe" for her and I am so far into the friendzone that she feels like she can use my lap as her pillow without fearing my subhuman advances." I kind of likened it to an empress undressing in front of servants because she does not even consider them human.

I might have the most pessimistic and hopeless mind anyone ever had. I was like this since childhood and constantly managed to snatch defeat from the jaws of victory.
 
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I never saw them as IOIs then tho, I managed to turn them into something of an opposite meaning. My thought process was: "I am so "safe" for her and I am so far into the friendzone that she feels like she can use my lap as her pillow without fearing my subhuman advances." I kind of likened it to an empress undressing in front of servants because she does not even consider them human.

I might have the most pessimistic and hopeless mind anyone ever had. I was like this since childhood and constantly managed to snatch defeat from the jaws of victory.

Whose story is more common I wonder…

The subhuman who thinks he’s a MTN+.
Or the MTN+ who thinks he’s a subhuman.

Certainly my delusions never got me any girls - it was only after roiding and (briefly, before every guy started to gymcel in 2020) even then nobody wanted to stick around, I was a novelty at best.

To be honest I’m quite happy if mainstream blackpill just ends up eliminating competition by making them autistic and self hating. There has to be some silver lining to this cloud.
 
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I’m miserable despite being successful with women and I’m not edgy enough to feel represented by some fake niche or something more “obscure” that satisfy my social needs

Obviously, the sexual aspect is important, very important, but the equation attractive and “slayer” = serene or even happy is extremely simplistic and sometimes stupid
 
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There is a reason why lookism exists
 
yeah sure. u see average guys with some good looking girls.. ok. but these dudes r getting the worst version of her, after they fcked around with 100s of chads. like buying a car with 200k miles on it. these foids r just settling with a medium looking betabuxxer for financial support, to help raise the children and so on. Swallow the blackpill ma boi
 
So real I got diagnosed w body dysmorphia at 16 it was so bad
 
if you dont manage to “ascend” while actively being on forums since 2011 you kinda have to blame yourself.

ive been active in the community for about 2 years and have only had my account for 1 year, and im slaying bitches left and right
You can't .
You can become a better version of your rating if you're average looking that's about it.
Chads are born
 
In fact, this all seems to stem from a lack of testosterone. This is a very female pattern insecurity and more and more guys are suffering from it.

Masculine thing is to be full of yourself and confidence, even to the point of delusion as a young man. This is well documented, if it were not for young men feeling like they can accomplish anything, civilisation would not get built. The fact that young men today lack that confidence and a feeling of invincibility that is so stereotypical of male youth is pointing to a testosterone deficiency.
Porn usage and rotting on the Internet is mostly to blame
 
You can't .
You can become a better version of your rating if you're average looking that's about it.
Chads are born
thats just wrong on so many levels
 

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