Panzram
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I was 15 to 16 yo when I stumbled upon PUAhate, the year was 2011 or 2012, I am not sure. I it all started when I noticed in the mirror I have kind of a weak chin and googled "weak chin". I was browsing through the images when I stumbled upon a before and after of a chin augmentation surgery. I clicked on the image and it lead to PUAhate. Under the image one reply said "still incel". I did not know what that means so I did some research.
I got convinced there I was one ugly son of a bitch. That lead to me never having the confidence to even approach a girl. And when I did do it a couple of times in my early 20s for the first time ever it was while wasted and and I got rejected. I just stopped trying since I was so ugly. Or so I tgought.
Fast forward a decade and a half almost and here we are. I am turning 30 this year and will become a wizzard if I dont pay. At this point I dont even care tbh. I missed having sex and relationahips when I wad supposed to as a teenager because I was convinced I am a subhuman. This will never be undone now no matter how many whores I pay.
The plot twist is I was not even ugly. I was an average looking guy and since then I have observed many similar looking guys (I learned to rate men in the meanwhile) with gfs and now even families. Guys I know that are not better looking, taller, richer or even low inhib (except with girls obv). I even had girls show IOIs as blatant as rest their head in my lap while waiting for a school bus in HS and I could not take a hint. Part of it must have been my ND but I believe if I did not have such a negative opinion of my looks I would have been mostly ok as far as that is concerned.
I am not sure how things are now, but I still see average looking teen guys with girls here in Serbia. Just leave this site before you have caused yourself permanent damage.
I got convinced there I was one ugly son of a bitch. That lead to me never having the confidence to even approach a girl. And when I did do it a couple of times in my early 20s for the first time ever it was while wasted and and I got rejected. I just stopped trying since I was so ugly. Or so I tgought.
Fast forward a decade and a half almost and here we are. I am turning 30 this year and will become a wizzard if I dont pay. At this point I dont even care tbh. I missed having sex and relationahips when I wad supposed to as a teenager because I was convinced I am a subhuman. This will never be undone now no matter how many whores I pay.
The plot twist is I was not even ugly. I was an average looking guy and since then I have observed many similar looking guys (I learned to rate men in the meanwhile) with gfs and now even families. Guys I know that are not better looking, taller, richer or even low inhib (except with girls obv). I even had girls show IOIs as blatant as rest their head in my lap while waiting for a school bus in HS and I could not take a hint. Part of it must have been my ND but I believe if I did not have such a negative opinion of my looks I would have been mostly ok as far as that is concerned.
I am not sure how things are now, but I still see average looking teen guys with girls here in Serbia. Just leave this site before you have caused yourself permanent damage.
i can only imagine how much worse it may have been if i had tried to go online back then