A weird memory from my childhood

[Lonenely sigma]

Growing up, I spent most of my childhood at my grandparent's house. They had a house and a big garden.


They, and my grandma in particular, always showed nothing but love to me. Both of them kinda spoiled me early on.


So anyway, one day there was a fairly big spider on the wall. He was just minding his own business and I was just staring at him.


My grandma got annoyed at him, she took a sandal and smashed him to the wall. She killed the spider, and he left a big mark on the white wall.


I remember even at that young age wondering: "would my grandparents kill me too if I was just a spider? Why does she love me but not the spider?".


Thats pretty much my first concious memory. That line of thought made me extremely sad and confused for a week.


@iloveboobs @cromagnon

 

[Deleted member 87612]

weird shit but ok

 

[apocalypse]

Poor spider brah…
Your grandma is evil..

 

[Askeladd93270]

I feel what you're saying it's like when they get mad at ppl and then I imagine if I was them bc I feel like a failure

 

[Lord Shadow]

Vline surgery guy! Ur based asf and high IQ are you still planning on doing it?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Vline surgery guy! Ur based asf and high IQ are you still planning on doing it?

Heyy I actually am. Have we interacted before?

 

[Lord Shadow]

Heyy I actually am. Have we interacted before?

Hell naw but Korean surgeries brought us together spiritually brah, how do you plan on going about it being white tho

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Hell naw but Korean surgeries brought us together spiritually brah, how do you plan on going about it being white tho

I don't really plan to do the V-line in korea.


The plan is to do it with giant implants, if you know him. He is very good at what he does.


The reason for this is that I also wish to do bimax at the same time, as well as make my chin a bit more separated through genio. These 2 things, in combination with ramus shortening, would make my face very V shaped

 

[Lord Shadow]

I don't really plan to do the V-line in korea.


The plan is to do it with giant implants, if you know him. He is very good at what he does.


The reason for this is that I also wish to do bimax at the same time, as well as make my chin a bit more separated through genio. These 2 things, in combination with ramus shortening, would make my face very V shaped

Ye I know giant, that's actually insane tho but they'd be mad aesthetic if it goes well have you already setup a consultation with him?

 

[Black_Pill_Enjoyer1]

Growing up, I spent most of my childhood at my grandparent's house. They had a house and a big garden.


They, and my grandma in particular, always showed nothing but love to me. Both of them kinda spoiled me early on.


So anyway, one day there was a fairly big spider on the wall. He was just minding his own business and I was just staring at him.


My grandma got annoyed at him, she took a sandal and smashed him to the wall. She killed the spider, and he left a big mark on the white wall.


I remember even at that young age wondering: "would my grandparents kill me too if I was just a spider? Why does she love me but not the spider?".


Thats pretty much my first concious memory. That line of thought made me extremely sad and confused for a week.


@iloveboobs @cromagnon

Morality has aesthetic standards. I think Nietzsche said this

 

[moodless]

Unconditional love doesn't exist. There is this weird romanticised lie that love is somehow between the "soul" and not the body.

We are conditioned to athe against anything that threatens us, so killing the spider that scares you, is logical for an elder in the family.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Ye I know giant, that's actually insane tho but they'd be mad aesthetic if it goes well have you already setup a consultation with him?

I haven't bc I am broke currently, but I have messaged him about various parts of different procedures I'd like to get and he said he does all of them. So I am sure he can ascend me