About to rope

[Xul1ll]

Without fruading I am a sub 4, I jutt all the time to compensate this.

I am extremely insecure about my looks and I am also slightly below average intelligence making my life really fucking hard, as my friends bully me all the time about being stupid.

I have no ability to study at all and try to study even thought it never works.

I often wish I either was not born, or was an orphan that could have no family so in the event that I killed myself I wouldn't let anyone down.

I have no future or any idea of how to make a family eventually, as I'm ugly and fucking dumb so I can't make heaps of money and betabucks.

I need advice I what I should do. Maybe I should just rope, it would be the easiest thing and then people would think about me in a less asshole way, maybe take consideration into their actions before bullying people that are already living relatively shit lives.

I was not only bullied for my looks going into highschool but I was also fat so it was very hard for me to fit in. People often tell me that they thought that I was a fucking loser and really annoying when I was younger.

How am I supposed to cope with that?? When I am bluepilled fully without a care about my looks, I am told I'm annoying and a loser, what the fuck is wrong with people.

The only thing I have going for me is that I'm not nuerodivedgent (autism, ADHD) but I think I may be bipolar as sometimes I don't seem to care about my future and others I am incredibly motivated to do well and start a family.

This could be to do with social media usage partially, but I would say itd more that many of my friends brutally mog me in every way, these are the friends that make fun of me.

My looks, my ambition and my intelligence I all get bullied for and no matter how much I tell them to just shut the fuck up becuase I am absolutely sick of it. They never do.

I fucking hate my life, and I'm so sick of living when I have no plan for a future. The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is becuase I am too much of a pussy, to make my family feel sad, even though it's what I want to do.

I am such a fucking loser god I wish I was just made beautiful and smart, I have to take the second picks when it comes to everything.

I think I have no hope but need advice on something that could help me. Please

 

[ShowerCelling]

Without fruading I am a sub 4, I jutt all the time to compensate this.

I am extremely insecure about my looks and I am also slightly below average intelligence making my life really fucking hard, as my friends bully me all the time about being stupid.

I have no ability to study at all and try to study even thought it never works.

I often wish I either was not born, or was an orphan that could have no family so in the event that I killed myself I wouldn't let anyone down.

I have no future or any idea of how to make a family eventually, as I'm ugly and fucking dumb so I can't make heaps of money and betabucks.

I need advice I what I should do. Maybe I should just rope, it would be the easiest thing and then people would think about me in a less asshole way, maybe take consideration into their actions before bullying people that are already living relatively shit lives.

I was not only bullied for my looks going into highschool but I was also fat so it was very hard for me to fit in. People often tell me that they thought that I was a fucking loser and really annoying when I was younger.

How am I supposed to cope with that?? When I am bluepilled fully without a care about my looks, I am told I'm annoying and a loser, what the fuck is wrong with people.

The only thing I have going for me is that I'm not nuerodivedgent (autism, ADHD) but I think I may be bipolar as sometimes I don't seem to care about my future and others I am incredibly motivated to do well and start a family.

This could be to do with social media usage partially, but I would say itd more that many of my friends brutally mog me in every way, these are the friends that make fun of me.

My looks, my ambition and my intelligence I all get bullied for and no matter how much I tell them to just shut the fuck up becuase I am absolutely sick of it. They never do.

I fucking hate my life, and I'm so sick of living when I have no plan for a future. The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is becuase I am too much of a pussy, to make my family feel sad, even though it's what I want to do.

I am such a fucking loser god I wish I was just made beautiful and smart, I have to take the second picks when it comes to everything.

I think I have no hope but need advice on something that could help me. Please

i hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this world

 

[Xul1ll]

i hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this worldi hate this world

I truly hate my chud life, but I don't hate the world. I wish I was born differnt

 

[ShowerCelling]

I truly hate my chud life, but I don't hate the world. I wish I was born differnt

same ngl.

 

[160cmcurry]

do it
NOW!

 

[ShowerCelling]

I was not only bullied for my looks going into highschool but I was also fat so it was very hard for me to fit in. People often tell me that they thought that I was a fucking loser and really annoying when I was younger.

ur still fat or nah

 

[ShowerCelling]

View attachment 3825455
do it
NOW!

its been like 2 months since u started posting her bro,

 

[Xul1ll]

ur still fat or nah

No I'm lean and a bit muscly, 5'9 just ugly

 

[160cmcurry]

its been like 2 months since u started posting her bro,

glingy gloony gloo gluoo

 

[Xul1ll]

Without fruading I am a sub 4, I jutt all the time to compensate this.

I am extremely insecure about my looks and I am also slightly below average intelligence making my life really fucking hard, as my friends bully me all the time about being stupid.

I have no ability to study at all and try to study even thought it never works.

I often wish I either was not born, or was an orphan that could have no family so in the event that I killed myself I wouldn't let anyone down.

I have no future or any idea of how to make a family eventually, as I'm ugly and fucking dumb so I can't make heaps of money and betabucks.

I need advice I what I should do. Maybe I should just rope, it would be the easiest thing and then people would think about me in a less asshole way, maybe take consideration into their actions before bullying people that are already living relatively shit lives.

I was not only bullied for my looks going into highschool but I was also fat so it was very hard for me to fit in. People often tell me that they thought that I was a fucking loser and really annoying when I was younger.

How am I supposed to cope with that?? When I am bluepilled fully without a care about my looks, I am told I'm annoying and a loser, what the fuck is wrong with people.

The only thing I have going for me is that I'm not nuerodivedgent (autism, ADHD) but I think I may be bipolar as sometimes I don't seem to care about my future and others I am incredibly motivated to do well and start a family.

This could be to do with social media usage partially, but I would say itd more that many of my friends brutally mog me in every way, these are the friends that make fun of me.

My looks, my ambition and my intelligence I all get bullied for and no matter how much I tell them to just shut the fuck up becuase I am absolutely sick of it. They never do.

I fucking hate my life, and I'm so sick of living when I have no plan for a future. The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is becuase I am too much of a pussy, to make my family feel sad, even though it's what I want to do.

I am such a fucking loser god I wish I was just made beautiful and smart, I have to take the second picks when it comes to everything.

I think I have no hope but need advice on something that could help me. Please

Just watched three minutes of reels and I'm good now

 

[Beanermaxxer]

If you believe in the existance of any god, or any religion unironically just become a priest theory . Or some sort of monk idk, that shit would be cool af

 

[ShowerCelling]

Just watched three minutes of reels and I'm good now

this happens to me most nights too ngl, when i wake up next morning im calmed down

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Without fruading I am a sub 4, I jutt all the time to compensate this.

I am extremely insecure about my looks and I am also slightly below average intelligence making my life really fucking hard, as my friends bully me all the time about being stupid.

I have no ability to study at all and try to study even thought it never works.

I often wish I either was not born, or was an orphan that could have no family so in the event that I killed myself I wouldn't let anyone down.

I have no future or any idea of how to make a family eventually, as I'm ugly and fucking dumb so I can't make heaps of money and betabucks.

I need advice I what I should do. Maybe I should just rope, it would be the easiest thing and then people would think about me in a less asshole way, maybe take consideration into their actions before bullying people that are already living relatively shit lives.

I was not only bullied for my looks going into highschool but I was also fat so it was very hard for me to fit in. People often tell me that they thought that I was a fucking loser and really annoying when I was younger.

How am I supposed to cope with that?? When I am bluepilled fully without a care about my looks, I am told I'm annoying and a loser, what the fuck is wrong with people.

The only thing I have going for me is that I'm not nuerodivedgent (autism, ADHD) but I think I may be bipolar as sometimes I don't seem to care about my future and others I am incredibly motivated to do well and start a family.

This could be to do with social media usage partially, but I would say itd more that many of my friends brutally mog me in every way, these are the friends that make fun of me.

My looks, my ambition and my intelligence I all get bullied for and no matter how much I tell them to just shut the fuck up becuase I am absolutely sick of it. They never do.

I fucking hate my life, and I'm so sick of living when I have no plan for a future. The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is becuase I am too much of a pussy, to make my family feel sad, even though it's what I want to do.

I am such a fucking loser god I wish I was just made beautiful and smart, I have to take the second picks when it comes to everything.

I think I have no hope but need advice on something that could help me. Please

Send bday I will do numerology personality therapy and try my best to save you saar

 

[Beanermaxxer]

If you believe in the existance of any god, or any religion unironically just become a priest theory . Or some sort of monk idk, that shit would be cool af

Devote yourself completely to god, or any other metaphysical being or thing you believe in

 

[Xul1ll]

Devote yourself completely to god, or any other metaphysical being or thing you believe in

I try to believe in god but find it very hard when I was created like this and so much shit happens in my life that I have bad faith, which I know makes me more of a fucking tard

 

[Beanermaxxer]

I try to believe in god but find it very hard when I was created like this and so much shit happens in my life that I have bad faith, which I know makes me more of a fucking tard

Do you enjoy anything? What are your hobbies? Is there anything that you enjoy to do?

 

[Jatt]

DNR

but don’t rope there’s more to life

 

[Jatt]

TLDR please

 

[batman1997]

Don't hate the player hate the Game

 

[Beanermaxxer]

Do you enjoy anything? What are your hobbies? Is there anything that you enjoy to do?

Your only chance in life is to live off copium. That shit sounds horrible but I think if that’s your only choice it can actually be not so bad, pick one thing, literally anything that gives you even a tiny spark of interest obsess over and make it your life’s anchor.

Whether it’s art, chess, coding, lifting, niche philosophy, writing schizo rambling manifestos, idk bro whatever you fucking like to do. Just find that one domain where you can lose yourself and forget you exist for a few hours.

This is actually what life is bro, you find some way to cope, or some meaning. This is what keeps the average normie from not killing themselves, sadly you did not live the life of the average normie which made you blind or underdeveloped in this sense

 

[Xul1ll]

Do you enjoy anything? What are your hobbies? Is there anything that you enjoy to do?

I enjoy rock climbing and talking to this one girl, that's about it. But even these are sometimes bad as this girl, that I like talking to becuase I like her, we were talking and I talked about my friend who is 17 pretty much same as me, and asl does climbing too, he is border cl and good frame and charming. She then got flustered and claimed she didn't really know who I was talking about. When she "did" realise she mentioned how he looked like a celebrity that I later looked up and he's a fucking 6'2 mogger.

 

[Xul1ll]

TLDR please

This is lifefuel for me as maybe I'm less stupid then I thought

 

[Beanermaxxer]

I enjoy rock climbing and talking to this one girl, that's about it. But even these are sometimes bad as this girl, that I like talking to becuase I like her, we were talking and I talked about my friend who is 17 pretty much same as me, and asl does climbing too, he is border cl and good frame and charming. She then got flustered and claimed she didn't really know who I was talking about. When she "did" realise she mentioned how he looked like a celebrity that I later looked up and he's a fucking 6'2 mogger.

Fucking brutal your bro mogged you without even being there

 

[Xul1ll]

Fucking brutal your bro mogged you without even being there

It's so funny, whenever we talk he talks about the party he recently went to. He lives such a different life to me it's insane

 

[pope]

Nigga if ur gonna rope can u atleast paypal me all ur money before

 

[ElMismisimoHDP]

Dnr, blow what's left of your money on hoes

 

[qrdprdmrd]

Without fruading I am a sub 4, I jutt all the time to compensate this.

I am extremely insecure about my looks and I am also slightly below average intelligence making my life really fucking hard, as my friends bully me all the time about being stupid.

I have no ability to study at all and try to study even thought it never works.

I often wish I either was not born, or was an orphan that could have no family so in the event that I killed myself I wouldn't let anyone down.

I have no future or any idea of how to make a family eventually, as I'm ugly and fucking dumb so I can't make heaps of money and betabucks.

I need advice I what I should do. Maybe I should just rope, it would be the easiest thing and then people would think about me in a less asshole way, maybe take consideration into their actions before bullying people that are already living relatively shit lives.

I was not only bullied for my looks going into highschool but I was also fat so it was very hard for me to fit in. People often tell me that they thought that I was a fucking loser and really annoying when I was younger.

How am I supposed to cope with that?? When I am bluepilled fully without a care about my looks, I am told I'm annoying and a loser, what the fuck is wrong with people.

The only thing I have going for me is that I'm not nuerodivedgent (autism, ADHD) but I think I may be bipolar as sometimes I don't seem to care about my future and others I am incredibly motivated to do well and start a family.

This could be to do with social media usage partially, but I would say itd more that many of my friends brutally mog me in every way, these are the friends that make fun of me.

My looks, my ambition and my intelligence I all get bullied for and no matter how much I tell them to just shut the fuck up becuase I am absolutely sick of it. They never do.

I fucking hate my life, and I'm so sick of living when I have no plan for a future. The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is becuase I am too much of a pussy, to make my family feel sad, even though it's what I want to do.

I am such a fucking loser god I wish I was just made beautiful and smart, I have to take the second picks when it comes to everything.

I think I have no hope but need advice on something that could help me. Please

Where are going to buy the rope from? I need rope recs for my scaffolding.

 

[Xul1ll]

Dnr, blow what's left of your money on hoes

I'm 15

 

[sub5chung]

this happens to me most nights too ngl, when i wake up next morning im calmed down

Same. The lingering thought is still there however. I in fact still do hate this world and wish to kill myself so I could be reincarnated as a tall handsome white male. I honestly do suggest you become a monk or some shit that’s cool