EverythingMattersCel
that bitch
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Started final semester of my postgrad.
Took me 6hrs to catch freshers flu... absolute subhuman trait. 0 sleep, the undereye area of a 70yr old, malnourished from lack of food and aching joints. Already lost my keys within a day, so the dementia is kicking in too. Broken out all around my mouth from the irritation of blowing tissues all night. I'm in a block of mostly 1st years. I see youthfulness, collagen, energy, and vitality... compared to my constant state of lethargy and ugliness. It was pointless trying to make up for the lost time.
A long day of subhumanity awaits. Gotta head to the storage unit to pick up all my stuff, get a boomer haircut and renew my gym membership so I can herniate a disk before dinner time. All while receiving enumerable indicators of disgust from the opposite sex. Also going to join an MMA gym, so I can break my nose and have an excuse to get the rhinoplasty I have always wanted. Hopefully there will also be a strong girl with a purple belt in BJJ classes to get me in a triangle chokehold... give me premature relief from this accursed world with the pungent aroma of female pheromone sweat.
Ordering all of my looksmaxxing shit today also: concealer, stocking up on skincare stuff, vitamins, teeth whitening strips from burgerland, dodgy Russian pharmaceuticals to shrink my amygdala and my social-maxxing stack (selegiline shipped from India - the motherland), and vorinostat in a bid to lobotomise my subhuman brain and feed me the dopamine I need to survive another day.
Even bought botted snapscore to appear NT. Everything seems hopeless though. I am 23 kissless, handholdless virgin doing more than 95% of this forum... only to be insulted over and over again.
Atm I look absolutely subhuman. I am already showing every sign of mortality. Someone put me down already. All of this suffering? For what?
Took me 6hrs to catch freshers flu... absolute subhuman trait. 0 sleep, the undereye area of a 70yr old, malnourished from lack of food and aching joints. Already lost my keys within a day, so the dementia is kicking in too. Broken out all around my mouth from the irritation of blowing tissues all night. I'm in a block of mostly 1st years. I see youthfulness, collagen, energy, and vitality... compared to my constant state of lethargy and ugliness. It was pointless trying to make up for the lost time.
A long day of subhumanity awaits. Gotta head to the storage unit to pick up all my stuff, get a boomer haircut and renew my gym membership so I can herniate a disk before dinner time. All while receiving enumerable indicators of disgust from the opposite sex. Also going to join an MMA gym, so I can break my nose and have an excuse to get the rhinoplasty I have always wanted. Hopefully there will also be a strong girl with a purple belt in BJJ classes to get me in a triangle chokehold... give me premature relief from this accursed world with the pungent aroma of female pheromone sweat.
Ordering all of my looksmaxxing shit today also: concealer, stocking up on skincare stuff, vitamins, teeth whitening strips from burgerland, dodgy Russian pharmaceuticals to shrink my amygdala and my social-maxxing stack (selegiline shipped from India - the motherland), and vorinostat in a bid to lobotomise my subhuman brain and feed me the dopamine I need to survive another day.
Even bought botted snapscore to appear NT. Everything seems hopeless though. I am 23 kissless, handholdless virgin doing more than 95% of this forum... only to be insulted over and over again.
Atm I look absolutely subhuman. I am already showing every sign of mortality. Someone put me down already. All of this suffering? For what?
