
SecularIslamist
๐ฏ๐๐ฏ intersectional feminist and Islamist jihadi
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I was/always will be too high inhib to approach. I was semi-blackpilled from OLD experiments before trying it for real, but I can say after swiping through 90% of the population where I live I'm not good enough. Despite being moneymaxxed, educationmaxxed. My autism, ethnicity and height will always prevent me from ascending. These three cardinal sins are just too great to overcome. I thought I mogged most people my ethnicity but not even that is the case. Not to mention society is too degenerate for me as a conservative (misogynist) person so that rules out 95% of female population. I don't know if that makes me volcel or incel but whatever idc anymore.
I'm 28. I have accepted it. I'm like 90% sure it's over. My only way out is arranged marriage and I am not keen on that idea at all and never have been. It really is over for me. I just hope I can retire by my 40s and if I die, I hope I don't become so weak and frail I need strangers to look after me. Once my mother dies, I'll still have family in cousins, nephews so thankfully there is that.
I'm 28. I have accepted it. I'm like 90% sure it's over. My only way out is arranged marriage and I am not keen on that idea at all and never have been. It really is over for me. I just hope I can retire by my 40s and if I die, I hope I don't become so weak and frail I need strangers to look after me. Once my mother dies, I'll still have family in cousins, nephews so thankfully there is that.