acting alpha but deep inside still insecure as fuck

[Deleted member 1140]

i surely got the biggest mouth of my friends and im very low inhib. i got approached by girls and get called good looking quiet often (like 2-3 times a month by different persons). yet if just one single guy says im ugly, even in a jokingly way, i get so fucking insecure and want to go home and look up surgerys etc. its very rare that someone calls me ugly but it happens


might be because i got called ugly on a regular basis when i was young (i deserved it tho ugly glasses, bad skin, greasy hair etc).

 

[Deleted member 1751]

A single word

 

[turkproducer]

ur like 5 psl but kinda narcy. just chill lol u have virgin gf

 

[godsmistake]

amnesia

 

[ShredPill]

Getting bullied at that age can be pretty devastating for confidence, people that ascend through puberty, but used to be ugly are always the most insecure, they try to get over it by sleeping with hundreds of people but that self consciousness never goes

 

[turkproducer]

Getting bullied at that age can be pretty devastating for confidence, people that ascend through puberty, but used to be ugly are always the most insecure, they try to get over it by sleeping with hundreds of people but that self consciousness never goes

that was me. I mean I never got bullied, but i was the butt of some jokes until 14, one of the lower status people in the “popular group”. because i was fat subhuman and manlet and i was just annoying.

luckily it changed all that year when i stopped being so weird, and started being more NT by going to parties instead of rotting on csgo lol.

It doesn’t stay btw, i’m only 17 now and i’d say my self esteem has almost recovered fully and I haven’t slept with many girls