Advice desperately needed

[Ethreixx]

Life has felt like a performance for so long I think I forgot how to just exist and be myself, I vaguely remember my 8th grade year as probably the peak before the fall, I was very popular, had lots of friends and was very pro-social, had zero problems talking to girls and multiple girls actually had crushes on me somehow even with me being 5'0 90 lbs soaking wet. I have no idea how I ended up this way or what caused the transition, but now I'm just stuck in my head constantly battling my anxiety and thoughts, I feel like im going insane sometimes given the fact I can have full blown conversations with myself in my head and constantly hear my inner voice when i'm not occupied with something and sometimes even when i am. And I mask it very well, I still have friends and hang out with girls and would probably be considered normal and chill by my peers but that's not what I'm worried about. I just want to feel normal, like I'm going through the motions of life without viewing it from an outside perspective, constantly judging myself and others internally. Any advice or thoughts?

 

[Eyelet]

dnr ai ass body

 

[Noahlooksmaxx]

no im on the same boat

 

[cortisolman2]

Life has felt like a performance for so long I think I forgot how to just exist and be myself, I vaguely remember my 8th grade year as probably the peak before the fall, I was very popular, had lots of friends and was very pro-social, had zero problems talking to girls and multiple girls actually had crushes on me somehow even with me being 5'0 90 lbs soaking wet. I have no idea how I ended up this way or what caused the transition, but now I'm just stuck in my head constantly battling my anxiety and thoughts, I feel like im going insane sometimes given the fact I can have full blown conversations with myself in my head and constantly hear my inner voice when i'm not occupied with something and sometimes even when i am. And I mask it very well, I still have friends and hang out with girls and would probably be considered normal and chill by my peers but that's not what I'm worried about. I just want to feel normal, like I'm going through the motions of life without viewing it from an outside perspective, constantly judging myself and others internally. Any advice or thoughts?

just move to a remote place and live in a farm an spen dthe rest of your life there honestly nothing is going to save u if your 5 foot hope it gets better for you G

 

[Ethreixx]

dnr ai ass body

Dude ur iq is so low u thought the shit i typed out in less than a minute was ai holy shit

 

[Ethreixx]

just move to a remote place and live in a farm an spen dthe rest of your life there honestly nothing is going to save u if your 5 foot hope it gets better for you G

I was that height in 8th grade i'm 5'8 140 now so not the smallest but still manlet asf

 

[Ethreixx]

no im on the same boat

Bro you guessed my height too

 

[Lamskiiii]

we all get feel like thus sumtimes its not gonna last

 

[cortisolman2]

I was that height in 8th grade i'm 5'8 140 now so not the smallest but still manlet asf

hieght fraud 3 inches and reach mmtn with a good body and youll be able to marry sm1 and life with your kids

 

[jueishfoidrpsit]

Life has felt like a performance for so long I think I forgot how to just exist and be myself, I vaguely remember my 8th grade year as probably the peak before the fall, I was very popular, had lots of friends and was very pro-social, had zero problems talking to girls and multiple girls actually had crushes on me somehow even with me being 5'0 90 lbs soaking wet. I have no idea how I ended up this way or what caused the transition, but now I'm just stuck in my head constantly battling my anxiety and thoughts, I feel like im going insane sometimes given the fact I can have full blown conversations with myself in my head and constantly hear my inner voice when i'm not occupied with something and sometimes even when i am. And I mask it very well, I still have friends and hang out with girls and would probably be considered normal and chill by my peers but that's not what I'm worried about. I just want to feel normal, like I'm going through the motions of life without viewing it from an outside perspective, constantly judging myself and others internally. Any advice or thoughts?

environment nigga

 

[awalk8]

get ur money up

 

[Ethreixx]

get ur money up

Funniest thing is my boy just found a trustworthy family coke connect from venezuela and im about to go to college so me and him are gonna start trapping coke to the frats

 

[Ethreixx]

environment nigga

Elaborate brodie

 

[awalk8]

Funniest thing is my boy just found a trustworthy family coke connect from venezuela and im about to go to college so me and him are gonna start trapping coke to the frats

you're going to ruin your life more

 

[Ethreixx]

you're going to ruin your life more

I'm in the pursuit of greatness and along that path u gotta take risks so be it

 

[omegadenn]

Life has felt like a performance for so long I think I forgot how to just exist and be myself, I vaguely remember my 8th grade year as probably the peak before the fall, I was very popular, had lots of friends and was very pro-social, had zero problems talking to girls and multiple girls actually had crushes on me somehow even with me being 5'0 90 lbs soaking wet. I have no idea how I ended up this way or what caused the transition, but now I'm just stuck in my head constantly battling my anxiety and thoughts, I feel like im going insane sometimes given the fact I can have full blown conversations with myself in my head and constantly hear my inner voice when i'm not occupied with something and sometimes even when i am. And I mask it very well, I still have friends and hang out with girls and would probably be considered normal and chill by my peers but that's not what I'm worried about. I just want to feel normal, like I'm going through the motions of life without viewing it from an outside perspective, constantly judging myself and others internally. Any advice or thoughts?

yoo same exact thing here

 

[Ethreixx]

yoo same exact thing here

we gonna make it bro trust