after 10 years of looksmax/looksmax, I ruined my life (27 yo ugly narcissistic manlet who missed out on life).

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Failures:
Started lurking on puahate when I was 13 some time around 2010 while posting on misc and 4chan. Eventually made an account on lookism in 2015.

Became consumed with looks and my appearance.

Decided that I would not socialize until I 'became ascended and became gl'. My main hobby was planning (fantasizing) about my looksmaxxing endeavors, shitposting here or 4chan, only to be sorely disappointed with my existence 10 years later.

After well over a decade of postponing living life, I am 27 yo virgin with no virgins, hobbies and have wasted my life trying to ascend (failed, still a 6'1 ugly awkward manlet subhuman). I also failed to make it with crypto.

Lessons:
Do not put off life until you 'ascend' or 'get your surgeries'. Start living (socializing) now otherwise you will end up late 20s with no life experience, having missed all developmental social experiences, as I have.

All you need to do in life is do something creative (no matter how ugly you are).
Go to film school, music school or dance school. If you get good enough the status from your success will carry.
Even if you remain average you will still likely have a friendship group, a creative passion and a higher quality of living than some basement dweller 5psl looksmaxxer.
Look at countless examples of ugly manlets dancing with large friendship groups and attractive gfs on youtube (both whites and ethnics). Look at all the ugly directors, movie producers or ugly actors with attractive gfs and large, fulfilling friendship groups, and an evident passion for life!

This is not to denigrate softmaxxing or even hardmaxxing. I am merely emphasizing that you shouldn't postpone socializing until after you 'ascend'. Preference having enduring and fulfilling life experiences (hobbies, passions, social interactions) now!

There will be copers here who will argue that all I needed were more surgeries, how its undeniable that hardmaxxing with frequency makes you look bogged and uncanny valley. Even one off surgeries can make you look uncanny (Frank Tefano's canthoplasty and orbital decompression). The answer to life is passion, hobbies and social interaction, not with surgery cope.

I failed at life. Don't be like me.
 
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Why are all the oldcels 27 @cucklek @Vincent Freeman
 
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Failures:
Started lurking on puahate when I was 13 some time around 2010 while posting on misc and 4chan. Eventually made an account on lookism in 2015.

Became consumed with looks and my appearance.

Decided that I would not socialize until I 'became ascended and became gl'.

After well over a decade of postponing living life, I am 27 yo virgin with no virgins, hobbies and have wasted my life trying to ascend (failed, still a 6'1 ugly awkward manlet subhuman). I also failed to make it with crypto.

Lessons:
Do not put off life until you 'ascend' or 'get your surgeries'. Start living (socializing) now otherwise you will end up late 20s with no life experience, having missed all developmental social experiences, as I have.

All you need to do in life is do something creative (no matter how ugly you are). Go to film school, music school or dance school. If you get good enough the status from your success will carry. Even if you remain average you will still likely have a friendship group, a creative passion and a higher quality of living than some basement dweller 5psl looksmaxxer. Look at countless examples of ugly manlets dancing with large friendship groups and attractive gfs on youtube (this includes ethnics). Look at all the ugly directors, movie producers or ugly actors with attractive gfs and large, fulfilling friendship groups.

This is not to denigrate softmaxxing or even hardmaxxing. I am merely emphasizing that you shouldn't postpone socializing until after you 'ascend' which is largely only reserved for people with a strong base who are fat. Preference having enduring and fulfilling life experiences (hobbies, passions, social interactions) now!

I failed at life.
I failed at life. It's devastating. Now my youthful enthusiasm for life has all but dissipated.
 
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I need to ascend
 
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but org said chad or ldar
 
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See you in 20 years in 2045 on the Futuristiclooks.org forum, where you describe how your life is like the two below.. Once it doesn't start, it never will, it's a simple rule..

What


 
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This will be the fate of many subhumans registered on this site, not everyone is gonna make it and ascend
 
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kinda scared that this is what i'm doing
 
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hopefully i don't end up like you
 
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Failures:
Started lurking on puahate when I was 13 some time around 2010 while posting on misc and 4chan. Eventually made an account on lookism in 2015.

Became consumed with looks and my appearance.

Decided that I would not socialize until I 'became ascended and became gl'. My main hobby was planning (fantasizing) about my looksmaxxing endeavors, shitposting here or 4chan, only to be sorely disappointed with my existence 10 years later.

After well over a decade of postponing living life, I am 27 yo virgin with no virgins, hobbies and have wasted my life trying to ascend (failed, still a 6'1 ugly awkward manlet subhuman). I also failed to make it with crypto.

Lessons:
Do not put off life until you 'ascend' or 'get your surgeries'. Start living (socializing) now otherwise you will end up late 20s with no life experience, having missed all developmental social experiences, as I have.

All you need to do in life is do something creative (no matter how ugly you are).
Go to film school, music school or dance school. If you get good enough the status from your success will carry.
Even if you remain average you will still likely have a friendship group, a creative passion and a higher quality of living than some basement dweller 5psl looksmaxxer.
Look at countless examples of ugly manlets dancing with large friendship groups and attractive gfs on youtube (both whites and ethnics). Look at all the ugly directors, movie producers or ugly actors with attractive gfs and large, fulfilling friendship groups, and an evident passion for life!

This is not to denigrate softmaxxing or even hardmaxxing. I am merely emphasizing that you shouldn't postpone socializing until after you 'ascend'. Preference having enduring and fulfilling life experiences (hobbies, passions, social interactions) now!

There will be copers here who will argue that all I needed were more surgeries, how its undeniable that hardmaxxing with frequency makes you look bogged and uncanny valley. Even one off surgeries can make you look uncanny (Frank Tefano's canthoplasty and orbital decompression). The answer to life is passion, hobbies and social interaction, not with surgery cope.

I failed at life. Don't be like me.
The answer is balance like a lot of things in life. What will you do now?
27 is getting on but it's not old old.
 
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Failures:
Started lurking on puahate when I was 13 some time around 2010 while posting on misc and 4chan. Eventually made an account on lookism in 2015.

Became consumed with looks and my appearance.

Decided that I would not socialize until I 'became ascended and became gl'. My main hobby was planning (fantasizing) about my looksmaxxing endeavors, shitposting here or 4chan, only to be sorely disappointed with my existence 10 years later.

After well over a decade of postponing living life, I am 27 yo virgin with no virgins, hobbies and have wasted my life trying to ascend (failed, still a 6'1 ugly awkward manlet subhuman). I also failed to make it with crypto.

Lessons:
Do not put off life until you 'ascend' or 'get your surgeries'. Start living (socializing) now otherwise you will end up late 20s with no life experience, having missed all developmental social experiences, as I have.

All you need to do in life is do something creative (no matter how ugly you are).
Go to film school, music school or dance school. If you get good enough the status from your success will carry.
Even if you remain average you will still likely have a friendship group, a creative passion and a higher quality of living than some basement dweller 5psl looksmaxxer.
Look at countless examples of ugly manlets dancing with large friendship groups and attractive gfs on youtube (both whites and ethnics). Look at all the ugly directors, movie producers or ugly actors with attractive gfs and large, fulfilling friendship groups, and an evident passion for life!

This is not to denigrate softmaxxing or even hardmaxxing. I am merely emphasizing that you shouldn't postpone socializing until after you 'ascend'. Preference having enduring and fulfilling life experiences (hobbies, passions, social interactions) now!

There will be copers here who will argue that all I needed were more surgeries, how its undeniable that hardmaxxing with frequency makes you look bogged and uncanny valley. Even one off surgeries can make you look uncanny (Frank Tefano's canthoplasty and orbital decompression). The answer to life is passion, hobbies and social interaction, not with surgery cope.

I failed at life. Don't be like me.

Bro you are still 27, you need to act on your own advice. Quite frankly it's really difficult to tell a 21 yr old vs a 27 year old via looks alone, so age shouldn't be a problem.
 
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This will be the fate of many subhumans registered on this site, not everyone is gonna make it and ascend
I was rated between 5-6psl on lookism in my late teens in 2016 (as is the case with most delusional and insecure autists here). Now I am old 27 yo boomer with no collagen.

All I needed to do was commence life (acting, film school, music school, dance school as a creative outlet and then a hard STEM for intellectual development). Instead, I did non STEM non creative degree (waste of life) and rarely left my bedroom (social anxiety). Now I feel compelled due to the sunk cost fallacy to do my masters and then phd in this useless non STEM non creative field (more wasted life).

The answer is balance like a lot of things in life. What will you do now?
Complain about my life here, most likely, unfortunately.
27 is getting on but it's not old old.
I've all but given up. Idk what I'm going. I've applied to graduate programs but I got rejected from 10+ applications (even if I got in I suspect I would be miserable being a white collar slave).
Bro you are still 27, you need to act on your own advice.
True.
Quite frankly it's really difficult to tell a 21 yr old vs a 27 year old via looks alone, so age shouldn't be a problem.
What do you mean?
 
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For those who say 6’1 isn’t manlet, yes it is, because he lives in the balkans, and 6’1 in the balkans is manlet.
 
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For those who say 6’1 isn’t manlet, yes it is, because he lives in the balkans, and 6’1 in the balkans is manlet.
how bad is heightism there? would a foid reject a GL guy even if he is just 6'0-6'1?
 
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how bad is heightism there? would a foid reject a GL guy even if he is just 6'0-6'1?
6’1 is basically average/short height here so yeah
 
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vast majority of humans accomplish nothing, do nothing of importance, and perish into oblivion forgotten by history, leaving no descendants. probably 99% including many chadlites and some chads

the idea that you're gonna make it/we're all gonna make it is judeochristcuck hollywood fantasy meant to make people productive delusional wageslave cucks who think they are going to become rich and famous

all of these people, instead of watching sportsball bbc propagada and being useless breeders should pick up a gun and shoot the nearest public enemy
 
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See you in 20 years in 2045 on the Futuristiclooks.org forum, where you describe how your life is like the two below.. Once it doesn't start, it never will, it's a simple rule..

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This japanese guy is a fakecel he has a family and 2 kids
 
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6’1 is basically average/short height here so yeah
Ok bro we got it you live In a rich all white neighborhood in the Netherlands
 
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Wise words, well said man!

I'm not going to deny the harmful consequences of the BP ever since discovering it back in late 2020, but I am who I am know thanks to it. It made me learn a lot about society, human behaviour and myself.

However, if you are an NT normie, i'd also wholeheartedly recommend you to leave the BP community for good.

Truth is, most of us here are just awkward and socially disabled Aspies.
 
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Failures:
Started lurking on puahate when I was 13 some time around 2010 while posting on misc and 4chan. Eventually made an account on lookism in 2015.

Became consumed with looks and my appearance.

Decided that I would not socialize until I 'became ascended and became gl'. My main hobby was planning (fantasizing) about my looksmaxxing endeavors, shitposting here or 4chan, only to be sorely disappointed with my existence 10 years later.

After well over a decade of postponing living life, I am 27 yo virgin with no virgins, hobbies and have wasted my life trying to ascend (failed, still a 6'1 ugly awkward manlet subhuman). I also failed to make it with crypto.

Lessons:
Do not put off postpone life until you 'ascend' or 'get your surgeries'. Start living (socializing) now otherwise you will end up late 20s with no life experience, having missed all developmental social experiences, as I have.

All you need to do in life is do something creative (no matter how ugly you are).
Go to film school, music school or dance school. If you get good enough the status from your success will carry.
Even if you remain average you will still likely have a friendship group, a creative passion and a higher quality of living than some basement dweller 5psl looksmaxxer.
Look at countless examples of ugly manlets dancing with large friendship groups and attractive gfs on youtube (both whites and ethnics). Look at all the ugly directors, movie producers or ugly actors with attractive gfs and large, fulfilling friendship groups, and an evident passion for life!

This is not to denigrate softmaxxing or even hardmaxxing. I am merely emphasizing that you shouldn't postpone socializing until after you 'ascend'. Preference having enduring and fulfilling life experiences (hobbies, passions, social interactions) now!

There will be copers here who will argue that all I needed were more surgeries, how however its undeniable that hardmaxxing with frequency makes you look bogged and uncanny valley. Even one off surgeries can make you look uncanny (Frank Tefano's canthoplasty and orbital decompression). The answer to life is passion, hobbies and social interaction, not with surgery cope.

I failed at life. Don't be like me.
I just realized all the grammatically and syntactical mistakes in this post which I corrected. I was feeling too despondent to even properly proof read my thread. I am such a failure subhuman.
6’1 is basically average/short height here so yeah
In northern, central and eastern Europe 6'1 is average for 18-30 yo Europeans (not migrants).
 
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I just realized all the grammatically and syntactical mistakes in this post. I was feeling too despondent to even properly proof read my thread. I am such a failure subhuman.
You're being tough on yourself. You unironically have a good writing style.
In northern, central and eastern Europe 6'1 is average for 18-30 yo Europeans (not migrants).
A big survey was done in 2020, which found that the average 19 year old Dutch was over 6ft and German just shy of that. I hear conflicting things on this site.

Never felt short myself at this height in Western Europe though or when I went to Berlin - didn't feel tall but definitely didn't feel short either.

Edit: even those averages probably are relative under-estimates because of demographic change so maybe you're right on reflection.
 
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Never in looksmaxxing history was so much so over for so many:feelswah::feelswah:
 
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What surgeries did you get
 
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Failures:
Started lurking on puahate when I was 13 some time around 2010 while posting on misc and 4chan. Eventually made an account on lookism in 2015.

Became consumed with looks and my appearance.

Decided that I would not socialize until I 'became ascended and became gl'. My main hobby was planning (fantasizing) about my looksmaxxing endeavors, shitposting here or 4chan, only to be sorely disappointed with my existence 10 years later.

After well over a decade of postponing living life, I am 27 yo virgin with no virgins, hobbies and have wasted my life trying to ascend (failed, still a 6'1 ugly awkward manlet subhuman). I also failed to make it with crypto.

Lessons:
Do not put off life until you 'ascend' or 'get your surgeries'. Start living (socializing) now otherwise you will end up late 20s with no life experience, having missed all developmental social experiences, as I have.

All you need to do in life is do something creative (no matter how ugly you are).
Go to film school, music school or dance school. If you get good enough the status from your success will carry.
Even if you remain average you will still likely have a friendship group, a creative passion and a higher quality of living than some basement dweller 5psl looksmaxxer.
Look at countless examples of ugly manlets dancing with large friendship groups and attractive gfs on youtube (both whites and ethnics). Look at all the ugly directors, movie producers or ugly actors with attractive gfs and large, fulfilling friendship groups, and an evident passion for life!

This is not to denigrate softmaxxing or even hardmaxxing. I am merely emphasizing that you shouldn't postpone socializing until after you 'ascend'. Preference having enduring and fulfilling life experiences (hobbies, passions, social interactions) now!

There will be copers here who will argue that all I needed were more surgeries, how its undeniable that hardmaxxing with frequency makes you look bogged and uncanny valley. Even one off surgeries can make you look uncanny (Frank Tefano's canthoplasty and orbital decompression). The answer to life is passion, hobbies and social interaction, not with surgery cope.

I failed at life. Don't be like me.
this is aweosme dnr
 
thank you for the advice
 
This will be the fate of many subhumans registered on this site, not everyone is gonna make it and ascend
Some of us will just suicide in the future. Hopefully I am that way. I see no point in continuing existence.
 
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You're young enough to get ou t of that hole its unlikely though
 
High IQ post. Fellow oldcel here. 28. Very glad I didn’t learn about the blackpill till later in life (2018, when Alek Minassian went AM in Canada) instead of finding out about these spaces at a young age like yourself. Though I came to my own conclusions, being a giga 100lb twink with severe kyphosis, pale skin, and glasses as a teen, I knew from the way people treated me that looks were king. But if I were lurking in these spaces at that time I could have ended up like Schery. Youngcels, guard your mental
 
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High IQ post. Fellow oldcel here. 28. Very glad I didn’t learn about the blackpill till later in life (2018, when Alek Minassian went AM in Canada) instead of finding out about these spaces at a young age like yourself. Though I came to my own conclusions, being a giga 100lb twink with severe kyphosis, pale skin, and glasses as a teen, I knew from the way people treated me that looks were king. But if I were lurking in these spaces at that time I could have ended up like Schery. Youngcels, guard your mental
How are you doing now surgery-wise?
 
Good post. IRL is all about being NT. most foids are getting fucked by random forgettable normies while autistic looksmaxxers are taping their mouths shut at night
 
get rid of your anxiety and depression at all costs

you live once

either kill yourself now or eliminate anxiety

there is no in between. in between = suffering
 
I am 27 yo
I failed at life. Don't be like me.
your life is still ahead of you

your past doesn't exist, only your present and potential future. You are completely stuck in the past which doesn't exist.
 
Women did this
 
I had a normal social life until 24 and I still ended up autistic loner outcast. I had sex with women. Friends. Did sports, athletic. Etc. When you are autistic you are autistic. I think most people cope by thinking if they made different choices the outcome would be different especially after the fact but I believe more in predeterminism now after having this experience.

The fact you were attracted to looksmax ideas is already a sign you were already a different type of kid. Just my opinion.
 
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6'4" 30 yo psl 6.5 8x6 subhuman here. Agree with everything you said. I'm barely a mtn and I know ltn's who mog me to the moon and back simply because they have better brain chemistry
 
It's never over. You didn't fit in since the start, and that is not a bad thing.
 

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