After 19 years of alienation and loneliness the only thing keeping me sane is hatred and spite

[Deleted member 11126]

Everything else has failed except for this. A few months back I came close to roping but then I got a text from some asshole I know who made it into harvard. Just the idea that such a pompous asshole who wasn't even that much smarter then me could be so cocky drives me crazy.

I put down the whisky and drove right to the gym living is hell but the idea that these assholes could even feel sorry for me is worse then death, I hate being looked at with contempt I despise the people who made me so alone I will never forgive them.

 

[Daniel Plainview]

I have a competition in me. I want no one else to succeed. I hate most people.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

I have a competition in me. I want no one else to succeed. I hate most people.

My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape,

 

[aBetterMii]

American Taxi type shit innit

 

[Deleted member 11126]

American Taxi type shit innit

Wdym?

 

[Deleted member 11126]

American Taxi type shit innit

I said explain was the first time not sufficient...

 

[aBetterMii]

I said explain was the first time not sufficient...

O_O
American Phsycho
Taxi Driver

 

[Deleted member 19548]

O_O
American Phsycho
Taxi Driver

Love them 2000s emojis

 

[Deleted member 11126]

O_O
American Phsycho
Taxi Driver

It all makes sense now....

 

[aBetterMii]

Love them 2000s emojis

^-^

 

[Deleted member 19548]

^-^

Not seen Maurice for some days I think he found a girl friend

 

[aBetterMii]

Not seen Maurice for some days I think he found a girl friend

He webmaxxed

 

[Timelessbrah]

You need to turn around and find happiness somehow and forget the divergences between you and normies.

It will eat you from the inside out like it as eaten me to the point you may never be able to get back to normal.

Do not waste your life, listen to me.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

You need to turn around and find happiness somehow and forget the divergences between you and normies.

It will eat you from the inside out like it as eaten me to the point you may never be able to get back to normal.

Do not waste your life, listen to me.

Love the profile pic man...

I just hate these people for making my childhood so miserable I can never forgive those who allowed me to rot. People act as if I have no compassion but no one saved me I saved myself. I see them as worthless I will use every single person to attain my goals they are disposable.

 

[Deleted member 4362]

How old are you though? Was it actually 19 years or more like you lost contact with some friends after high school

 

[Deleted member 3828]

not anger and spite but anime

 

[Deleted member 11126]

How old are you though? Was it actually 19 years or more like you lost contact with some friends after high school

I'm 19 years old I guess its more like 12 year of loneliness then.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

not anger and spite but anime

anime is a way of hiding from reality but I'm grateful it allowed me to get through the hard times. Now I must become an anime character I will be like Griffith after he got his wings.

 

[Timelessbrah]

Love the profile pic man...

I just hate these people for making my childhood so miserable I can never forgive those who allowed me to rot. People act as if I have no compassion but no one saved me I saved myself. I see them as worthless I will use every single person to attain my goals they are disposable.

I just like Evangelion, pretty sci fi.

People are shit, its human nature, no-one as ever lived without being criticized at least once. Yeah people only care about sex and will use you, just discard you like you are trash, but that's fukcing life, no way to change that.

You are still a kid and people overreact stuff, yeah people might have given two shits about you, but you gotta live with and just do your best.