After I completely became a-religious I feel more happy and manly

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Not to say that a God or a monistic/deistic God doesn’t exist but after I gave up the path of the householder and became a tantric shaivite ( in belief if not in customs) I feel like a man of war. Smoking in front of parents, badly injuring dogs in the street with stones, masturbating to porn and still no post cum sadness. If you’re full of Virya nothing can stop you whether you adhere to Hinduism or not .I don’t even fear death now I feel that even if I commit suicide it will be a heroic feat like “Ahann ahim”